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Before and after pondering my orb 🔮 (Swipe for me all tucke..

Before and after pondering my orb 🔮
(Swipe for me all tuckered out)

Tip what you like to see the whole collection of my orb pondering nudes, and a video that may make your cock ponder…. 👀

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Lola!!! Quite the collection of pics of my little goofball 🖤..

Lola!!! Quite the collection of pics of my little goofball 🖤 (and a few of my other cat family) 🐾 💗 She’s getting healthier and stronger and her purrrrsonality is coming out more — she likes to sleep curled up next to me or on my chest or neck, and she enjoys the cinema. We just watched 2001: A Space Odyssey together. Open the pod bay doors, HAL…

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Nothing obscure, intellectual, artistic or emotionally dense..

Nothing obscure, intellectual, artistic or emotionally dense going on here. Just generic nudes and a petite generic cyber babe telling you to have a great day! 😊 ❤️ No unique posts from me today — let the majority enjoy this generic content featuring my naked body!

Some random pics in one of my fave lingerie sets ❤️
(and then out of it 😉)

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❄️💕🏹🌸❄️💗❄️💕❄️💗🏹🌸❄️🏹💕❄️🌸✨ horny winter wonderland holiday sel..

❄️💕🏹🌸❄️💗❄️💕❄️💗🏹🌸❄️🏹💕❄️🌸✨
horny winter wonderland holiday selfie dump & thots
❄️💕🏹🌸❄️💕❄️💗 ❄️💕 🏹💗❄️🏹💕❄️

I believe it’s important to talk about sexuality in this digital age not only on the narrow Onlyfans perspective but of the online culture as a whole.

There are so many things not covered by traditional sex education that need to be pondered like an orb: disassociation of the online persona, egoic illnesses, sexual healing, inclusivity, accessibility, dark desires, e-capitalism, the desire for intimacy, the desire for a nice life, the desire for depravity, and so much more.

This is compiled from my years of working in the sex industry and existing at such a strange time, where we’re all virtually (lol) avatars of ourselves. Being online and putting the self out there so vulnerably may result in fragmentation of the personality; we all fragment daily depending on who we are with, but it’s a different psychological experience being in your “irl self” and “online self” — for me, they bleed into each other. I give a lot of myself to this site. Often too much, and I have to rein it back to not become obsessive. Similarly, my online persona which is a sexually exaggerated version of my irl persona then activates my irl persona even more — over time this has led to a higher level of personal and sexual confidence for me so I’m not mad.

How do we gather information and how do we know it is real? Do we trust things online? Without sounding too much like a pretentious fuck, how do we reconcile the epistemology of fake news and inauthenticity online without going completely insane and disassociating?

The online world has almost overtaken our corporeal reality, it certainly influences it. There’s a reciprocal nature to these two realities. Adding sex to this mirror of infinite regress is very interesting since we can’t actually fuck the person on the screen, but the human brain will process activities like masturbation as a reality.

Why do we even want sex? Why do we crave it, why do we risk it all for it? As a human desire that’s been there since the beginning of creation, we already have many answers to this that are primal.

Why do we want popularity? This too has certain evolutionary biological processes but the drive to be popular has never been as toxic and feckless as it is now. Eventually this bullshit influencer culture will fall, and as cheesy as it sounds I think people will see through the bullshit.

Why do we want money (a lot of it)? Capitalism conditions us to be capitalists. We’re conditioned to want a lot of money while working bullshit wage jobs to barely scrape by. We want what we don’t have, and the system is rigged against us to prevent us from having it. Most people should be satisfied with having a great livable wage and enough resources to live happily, eat well, follow their passions. Why the fuck then do people want more? Why do we idealize and idolize those with millions, billions of dollars? Those at the top of the proverbial food chain don’t even have enough time to spend all their money. Consumerism has overtaken us and it’s pathetic. Money being a primary motivator for people is really sad. Obviously I am motivated by it too, I have to somehow profit to make a living and pay my rent. Living in poverty has shown me the depths of hell and a place I deeply viscerally fear going back to. I’m able to make a modest living with this platform and while my niche content won’t ever be able to make me wealthy, I don’t need to make hundreds of thousands of dollars a month. But I do have fantasized about what I would do if I were in that position. Why?

What in our collective human subconscious of the past few hundred industrial years has made us idealize fast tracks to wealth so badly?

What would you do if you were rich? Would you help change the course of a dying planet? Would you help people, for real? Or help them in a way that satisfies your ego? Would you only help yourself? If I were to truly make bank from this account, I would do things to unify and educate people, rather than other myself and divide. Connection and unity is wildly important, now more than ever, even if it’s through a screen.

Why do we want emotional/sexual connection in a digital landscape? It’s strange that in this dystopia, and I do believe we live in the early stages of a dystopia, online connections can feel more real than “real” ones. This is what I find fascinating, intangible, and something I will spend my whole life probably trying to dissect. The various realities we experience are so trippy and psychedelic.

The hustle and grind culture has fucked us up, filled us with competitive toxicity, and dulled our life satisfaction. I believe leisure is more valuable than working yourself to the bone (I say this as I suffer from hypocritical overachieving and fucking workaholism). I dream of having a life where rest is collectively valued and the girlbossification of society is over with. Constantly being pressured to outdo yourself does something harsh to your brain. Being inundated with constant advertising, spam, and marketing bullshit rewires our brain chemistry to be desensitized to the oversaturation of data. The way to combat this for me has been to unplug, take breaks from being online, and liberate my feelings of uselessness and self-doubtful thinking.

To me, having an Onlyfans, beyond being a source of income, is a source of liberation and delight. Knowing that I can make a few people turned on is an incredible thing for me. Being perceived as “hot” or “pretty” after a lifetime of suffering from body image issues, eating disorders, and general melancholia, seems unreal. Nothing is real. Nothing matters. Nothing makes sense. Most of my days are spent in a depressive, disassociating state. But if for a brief moment in my day I feel good about myself, and if it’s due to a stranger online subscribing to me, sending a tip for the content I work so hard on, or giving a genuine, thoughtful compliment — it’s everything. If my online presence can make others feel this type of joy, then I’m happy to exist online and provide this interactive parasocial porn experience.

There is so, so, so much more I have to say about all this that can’t be covered merely in a longwinded Onlyfans post, to be covered more in depth in my Cyberhorny project as I write and develop it.

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Is this too many ass pics? 🍑 💦 I tried to get the most *ass*..

Is this too many ass pics? 🍑 💦 I tried to get the most *ass*tounding shot…

PS. what did you think of my videos from yesterday? 💙

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Can plant mommy make u cum? 🪴💚♻️ (Swipe for a photo spam of ..

Can plant mommy make u cum? 🪴💚♻️
(Swipe for a photo spam of the cutest pussy pics, plant pics, pages from my zen tarot reading, and casual nudes) 🌱 💗

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Pondering my orb … swipe to ponder my ass 🍑 🖤 Re: pondering..

Pondering my orb … swipe to ponder my ass 🍑 🖤
Re: pondering, I’ve created an outline of my project *Cyberhorny* 💕

✨ (also swipe for a preview of my pdf) ✨

I dissect digital sexuality because I live it, I have been living it for years, and about sex… I got shit to say. Sexuality is going in a very interesting interactive direction which says a lot about our society and the loneliness we endure, made especially prevalent in the pandemic. Some contact online feels realer than real in a Baudrilliardian way: we’re already living in the simulation, the matrix, the world of tomorrow, today. As a disposable egirl in an oversaturated eworld I offer my perspective of this digital realm. Even the direction of my internal monologue changes when I think about being online. It’s truly some Westworld/bicameral mind shit.

To be clear, I love what I do and sex work is a personal choice. There is a lot of internalized whorephobia (from both men and women) which makes people pry into why I do the things I do, tell me things like “but you have a college degree, and have had other jobs” without knowing my full history and experiences. Sexual work has been more rewarding in many ways for me than any other “normal” / vanilla job I’ve had. I’m miserable in 9-5 conditions. I’d rather have a career I enjoy than relegate myself to a societally accepted job just for some random people to accept me for who I am not. Every type of work is exploitative under capitalism, no job is truly 100% ethical. I do my best to be as transparent as possible about how I run my page, why I do this, and what my views are. Many people don’t like personality along with porn, but here it is.

Why do I do this? My answer is quite simple: I just like it, it provides my living, and for a neurodivergent person with very little real world prospects, it is a godsend to work from home. This trifecta (of enjoyment, income, and ease) is what makes it possible for me.

*Sex work is not for the faint of heart.* But many can enjoy it, both the workers and their patrons, and I’m glad that you’re here on my page, which offers a mix of porn and personality. I realize that as a niche it’s harder for me to succeed, but I’ll take obscurity with tegridy over mass production of doing things I don’t actually enjoy. Survival sex work does sadden me, but some women have no choice. That is another topic altogether, one that shows the darkness of our society.

Greed saddens me even more, as hustling and grinding is a major value of our capitalist system. I hate that shit and I wish selflessness, emotional intelligence, and empathy were higher up on our list of value systems. If this platform ever brings me significant income, I would use it to create things that unify and compassionately educate instead of divide and misinform. I always say there’s no right or wrong way to do things, no right or wrong way to run an OF account, but I don’t play the game — therein is my problem and the reason my account objectively won’t reach those levels of success. At least I do what I can with the small platform I’m given, and if I can destigmatize sex work for even a few people, if I can shatter the perception that sex workers can’t make critiquable art, then at least I will have done something right in my efforts.

The dilDOs and dilDONT’s of existing online…..

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Do you hear this purr? Welcome to my OnlyCats 😸 🐈‍⬛ Say hiii..

Do you hear this purr? Welcome to my OnlyCats 😸 🐈‍⬛ Say hiii to the newest member of my cat family 🥺 This little babycat’s name is Lola (or Luna, as she is known by the vet) but I call her Squirt or little terrorist 😹 She loves her new cat bed, laying in my lap, and listening to Baudrillard lectures.

She is from the streets and was the runt of the litter. Other boys were the runts of their litters too; now they’re spoiled thicc little kings. My contribution to society is saving these cats.

Squirt was in bad shape when she was found: very weak, sick, and tiny. She had parasites and had to be quarantined in the bathroom while she recovered and did her course of medicine. I was with her when she did her first purr and it was precious 🥺 I love this lil kitten

Last slide is a video of me trying to talk intellectually about how Baudrillardian concepts apply to my Cyberhorny thesis, but failing cause this little terrorist is so cute it's distracting 😅

Lil kitten was playing with the phone which is why some of the voice note sounds kind of distorted lol paranormal CATivity 🖤

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Did someone say “goth mommy”? part 2 🖤 Pardon my belly roll..

Did someone say “goth mommy”? part 2 🖤

Pardon my belly rolls whilst I raise my legs 🥸 Sometimes I feel like I look like a potato in pics but most of the time with these natural imperfections, no one even notices. But I fixate. It always means a lot to me when y’all like my posts cause it’s completely free and shows me you appreciate what I do. Felt cute in these 🖤

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Did someone say “goth mommy”? 🖤

Did someone say “goth mommy”? 🖤

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Blursed image: "Fun Nastya" from college lmao I used to be s..

Blursed image: "Fun Nastya" from college lmao I used to be so wild, I was like a tiger and now I’m like a domesticated cat. 🥺 I went to a highly academic school; study hard, party harder 🐅

Tip what you like to see my pre-sex work nudes as a slutty and horny college girl, and a story of memories about this night 🖤

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🦋🦋💛💛 Spamming you with this whole set lol can you see my tho..

🦋🦋💛💛 Spamming you with this whole set lol can you see my thought process as I try to take the ideal mirror selfie? Not that creative or special but as far as simple nudes go, I loved this room

Also a lot of ass pics here for my booty lovers 💛🦋

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Oh my gosh about a month ago I released my album, a spooky s..

Oh my gosh about a month ago I released my album, a spooky slutty musical fantasy 🥺🖤

🖤 https://nastyavalentine.bandcamp.com/album/this-is-my-hell-these-are-my-nudes 🖤

I performed it here:
Should I make a visual album and post it? Would anyone even be interested in more music from me hahah https://onlyfans.com/218606135/nastyavalentine

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Happy December! All can nut now following the demise of that..

Happy December! All can nut now following the demise of that NNN nonsense, you have my permission to buss like the kool aid man thru a brick wall to my content 💦

Swipe for POV ch0king video… the safe word is “Knuckles” 🥊 (anyone else played the Sonic games??) My content is niche as fuck and I am here to enact any elaborate fetish fantasy you may have: I suppose this is a good time to let you know that I am open for taking custom requests 🥺 DM me to inquire 🖤

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Have you ever questioned the nature of your reality?

Have you ever questioned the nature of your reality?

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Pondering my orb; will you ponder my orbussy?

Pondering my orb; will you ponder my orbussy?

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I just quit my miserable day job and will be trying to do OF..

I just quit my miserable day job and will be trying to do OF full time again🖤💫 Swipe for a 15 min video of me venting and showing some upskirt with no panties 💕

To reiterate a few points from my video for those of you who don’t wanna watch the whole thing: I feel like there aren’t as many stories about OF creators who’ve experienced a rise and fall; it’s natural to have failure and success be cyclical.

The psychological impact of losing a source of income is straggering; I feel as though for the past few months I’ve been playing Tetris with my life.

For a while OF *was* my full time job, I was lucky to be busy, and it was amazing doing work that aligned with my passions and values, from the safety of home. As an immunocompromised person with chronic bronchitis and lung/heart weakness it’s a risk for me to work in the outer world during covid. I also have mild agoraphobia and intense social anxiety, so that makes it more difficult, but I could get past that with my anxiety medication. The threat to me is getting sick with covid, it being a respiratory infection — even flu symptoms I don’t handle well and take a long time to recuperate.

This is why I love doing OnlyFans and am so precious and protective of my content and fans on here.

It’s a godsend to be able to do this full time, especially for my health conditions and personality type. While I was doing well for a while, the August OF porn ban news fucked up my earnings badly and my account hasn’t recovered to where it was before. Now that I’ve ended my job I will try to make a living with OF full time again. Thank you so, so much if you’re subscribed, I honestly am so thankful 💗

Losing my OF earnings was out of my control after the summer; walking away from this shitty job is within my control. As anxious as I am to lose a source of income, I’m excited to be able to at least *try* to follow my passions. I started my day job after the porn ban, correctly anticipating my numbers to tank, and expected to work until 2022. However the workplace conditions got so bad that I had to get out of there earlier. It was a menial job that was a fine placeholder to make some income while OF was desolately slow, but now I want to dedicate my time to this.

If you’ve been following me for a while you might have noticed that ever so often, at least once a month, I feel symptoms of illness and extreme fatigue. During my day job, it was even worse; I’m almost always tired. It’s just the way that my body works especially in response to stress: my nervous system is agitated easily and my immune system/stamina is weaker than most people’s. I make up for that weakness with other strengths like being sexy, empathetic and creative!

At the same time I realize that while I’m expressing myself creatively and exploring my own sexual psychology, this is a service job (to you!) and I want to make my OF as amazing as possible to be worthwhile for you. Feedback is always appreciated, and I love getting custom requests and requests for services like cock ratings (if you haven’t had one from me, I would love to rate your cock in an honest and beautiful way that only I can do, and make you feel great about yourself).

I used to be very busy with customs and services but between Aug-Oct almost no one requested anything and it really depressed me. It must sound so stupid to you, but to me it’s my livelihood.

The few of you who have requested things from me this month, I’m so thankful to be your choice girl and the one to turn you on 💗 Please keep it coming ppl haha and I will keep you cumming 💦

I understand financial struggle so I’m happy to lower my prices a little bit this month or do some holiday discounts if you’re really interested in something but have a tough time affording it. Parasocial interactive porn is a luxury, you don’t *need* to see and talk to me everyday, but it might make your day better to have your little pocket nympho to interact with and get off to 💗 Still, tend to your needs first!

Tipping is always optional since you already pay the subscription price, but any tips if you have disposable income would be appreciated and rewarded ❤️

Small and generous tips alike always make my day because it shows me you’re interested in me and I feel like I’m doing something right. You know how much I love validation 💗 If you think I’m doing a good job of being a beautiful online slut, tip whatever you like and I’ll send you some naughty new videos and photos from today! (It’s a surprise bonus content) ✨

PS. If you’d like a Polaroid of me, or panties/unmentionables, or a personal gift box from me to you, inquire within my DMs 💗 The pricing is in my pinned tip menu, but I’d be happy to discuss 💕

✨ 💖 THANK YOU if you read all this !! 💖✨

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An artistic study of how my breasts change with the natural ..

An artistic study of how my breasts change with the natural lighting. Watch to the end for a little surprise, tip me if you enjoy upskirt photos with no panties and think I should post more of that 🎀 🙈

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What do you think of these artistic shots? 💚💖💙

What do you think of these artistic shots? 💚💖💙

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My apologies for the lack of post activity yesterday. I was ..

My apologies for the lack of post activity yesterday. I was pondering my orb. I’m curious, does it matter to you the amount of times per day I post?

I post 1-3x daily to my feed, used to even do more than that sometimes. I have the work ethic of a psychopath but I try to give myself breaks when I need them. Which is more important to you as a subscriber— seeing my post content, or interacting with me in the messages?

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My take on being called an attention whore, as I so often am..

My take on being called an attention whore, as I so often am: I simply reclaim the term. 🌙🌹💦

Does craving attention inherently make me a bad person? There’s nothing wrong with wanting to have eyes on you in a society that propagates this dopamine-craving mentality. The post-Y2K urge to become popular. The satyriasis for validation. I crave validation, not popularity. Obscurity is a swamp I thrive in. Being more popular and successful would be cool but it’s not my main motivational driver. The online culture does something harsh to our brains. I’m afraid of being misunderstood and misconstrued sometimes. Ultimately I don’t take myself that seriously even though I often sound like a pretentious fuck.

To me, the subject matter I’m exploring (intertwined in my OnlyFans, my art, my writing, my music, my personal life) with themes of sexuality, cyber horniness, parasocial interaction, fragmented existence… is the most fascinating subject matter in the world. To me, it is. Because I live it every single day where it’s beyond a conceptual sense, it’s a lifestyle. To anyone and everyone else, it may not strike your emotional chords. You probably don’t give a single flying fuck, and perceive me as another girl flashing tit hoping to get noticed: you’re absolutely correct in thinking that. I do want to be noticed. Loved. Admired. Jerked off to. Spoiled with gifts. Given money. Given compliments. Desired. Protected. I want attention in ways that my parents never gave me while growing up, I suppose I’m a classic black sheep case study who “now does porn”. There’s a loneliness in this line of work that’s consistent with the loneliness I’ve felt all my life, and perhaps this solitary shadow aspect is what draws me to sex work. It’s not for everyone, I’m not for everyone, and the last thing I want is to “other” myself from my clients, my artist peers, my fellow sex workers, and be alienated from a community that could bring me a sense of belonging and a lot of joy.

There’s nothing about me that’s special. There’s nothing about *anybody* that’s special, and in that beautiful and bizarre way, *everybody* is special. We’re more or less on an equal playing field online but what bothers me most is the capitalist views of things as competition; I’m not a competitive person and when it comes to comparison I’d rather retreat than compete. I just do my thing and hope a niche of people like it enough to justify making this my livelihood.

Social relationships were always a bit difficult for me, and I think that may translate in the cyber world in some ways. There’s a sense of unwritten etiquette that must be adhered to, but it’s not as easy to perceive as the nuance of encountering someone irl. Less social cues. Are parasocial cues a thing? What is beyond parasocial then: not a one-way cyber relationship, but an interactive one? A mirage of a relationship that isn’t a mirage because the digital realm is as real as the corporeal. How real is the cyber world?

The way social network algorithms are designed, we all know, is like a slot machine that dispenses dopamine and spikes it when we get likes, notifications, attention. To maintain my sanity, I take breaks and do internet detoxes. Part of me loves being online and part of me hates it. The inner conflict is real. I’m very transparent about the way I navigate this boring digital dystopia. Yes bitch I love validation lol it’s banal and maybe embarrassing but I like to have my existence validated. (My looks and personality and mind and talent and art as well, of course — this lady is *demanding*.)

I don’t think craving cyber attention makes me a bad person. I don’t judge others for doing stuff like this online: posting cringe comes with the territory. Most of what I post is cringe as hell lol it’s funny how most of the time my artistic, confident, thought-out posts never do as well as the throwaway lackluster desperate seeming ones. Probably no one will read this cause it’s thanksgiving/holidays but maybe there’s a few of you experiencing some holiday loneliness like I am… If you’ve ever given me your time and read my long ass analytical posts, thanks.

Online sluts: look, they’re self aware too 👁 👄 👁

PS. These pics are from a year ago when I had a nervous breakdown on thanksgiving and had to get a hotel to get away from my own thoughts. Living my slutty Wes Anderson movie fantasy tho ❤️💛💙 idk why this post aligned with thanksgiving… Felt emo might delete later. On that note, I am taking the day off to rest. It’s been an exhausting year. I’ve been doing this for a long time. Have a lovely holiday if you celebrate, or just practice gratitude, or whatnot. See you soon 🌟

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Thankful for you, Onlyfans peeps 💎 Much as I can go on abou..

Thankful for you, Onlyfans peeps 💎

Much as I can go on about the evils of capitalism and the greedy bloated meat-eating slaughter of the ridiculous thanksgiving holiday, I would also like to express my gratitude to you. Some say sincerity is cringe but alas, I am a buffoon. Thanks for being here. I’m not spending the day with family, holidays can be kinda lonely and that’s a trigger for me, but I will rest, and eat some pumpkin pie 💗 My bedroom pics:

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🦭 💕 The perfect pussy pic doesn’t exis- I'm still in birthd..

🦭 💕 The perfect pussy pic doesn’t exis-

I'm still in birthday/post-birthday mentality cause I wanna make the euphoria of it last as long as possible and cancel out my default melancholia by virtue of this past week's good memories 🎀 🍰 ✨ So here I am all wrapped up for you in my birthday suit 🤭 Nonstop Nudes November 4ever 💕

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Cinematic POV cocksucking: I want to give you the best blowj..

Cinematic POV cocksucking: I want to give you the best blowjob ever 👅 ✨ 🙈 I’ve made this video available, do you like it? Some of my nudes were leaked and I’d like to hire a better takedown service. I already give away so much for free/affordable, that it feels violating. Any tips for enjoying what I do would be amazing to help takedown my leaked content; tips over 25 will get long video of this with dirty talk, ball play and pussy play, and over 69 will get the full length version + surprise bonus stuff. Thank you 💗

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Oh? What’s this… Lounging on the fainting couch reading Leni..

Oh? What’s this… Lounging on the fainting couch reading Lenin in the nude wearing only thigh highs and heels whilst my tentacle dildo observes? Couldn’t be me 👠

Tip what you like to see the rest of this explicit photo set, and … a video 🙈 Hope your Tuesday is filled with delights, intrigue, and CUM

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Late nite CYBERHORNY: I got shit to say. Look, it's self awa..

Late nite CYBERHORNY: I got shit to say. Look, it's self aware 😆 🤖 💦 warning, long winded post and video ahead (there’s tits tho) ( . )( . )

I stayed up late cleaning tonight and I had some delirious philosophical thoughts as always. here is my latest meta analysis featuring boobs. ( . )( . )

Some things I address (briefly) in between goofy ass ranting:

🖤Sexuality and Capitalism
(next time: Socialist Sluts: How does she do it???
Do political views and affiliations matter? Is sex industry inherently political or should those matters be kept separate? The answer may shock you… btw I will not judge based on political views, just as I will not kink shame. We’re all adults here capable of formulating our own subjective views in the way we see the world’s power structures and governing systems. No system is perfect imo but capitalism has to be cruelest and I do believe in our lifetime we will see either its complete collapse or another massive economic change)

🖤Is OF even sex work? Is it ethical? 💦
(imo, unclear. My answer is yes, OF is sex work, as money changes hands for digital sexual acts that are then brought to orgasm irl, although many content creators either reject the term sex worker or usurp it as a means of sex work tourism. I believe it’s ethical from the source of an independent creator although just to play devils advocate, with OF as our boss it’s murky territory as well. I do my best to create as ethical an environment as I possibly can and I hope it shows)

🖤Why am I making this project and why did I start?
(This is complicated of course ffs but to simplify it, my trifecta is uncensored creative expression, validation of my hotness in the face of many insecurities, and aspirations of earning an income following my passions with OF full time - art, validation, and money) 🌙 I am making this project because I need to express the psychological aspects of this job in a way that haven’t seen done but would like to see. Be the slutty change you want to see in the world and whatnot. As a small obscure creator I feel like although my perspective may not be popular, it’s still valid, at least to me.)

🖤Failure and success have equal importance ⭐️
(I write about this a lot and I feel like this doesn’t get enough attention— there are not many perspectives of OF creators who have risen and fallen; in a way I see myself as a tragic icon who has once been successful and is now in a murky swamp of failure and dissatisfaction. While my OF is slow I at least try to work on the more creative side of my art even if no one really likes it. This is mainly now for my cathartic experience)

🖤We're both burdened and illuminated by the parasocial phenomenon 🧬 It’s so strange and special getting to know someone online, the connections and attachments are very real.

What do you as a subscriber want to see me talk/write/express about? Or do you just wanna see nudes? If you’re actually crazy enough to watch the whole thing I’d appreciate any feedback you might have. Thanks for cumming to my Ted Talk. Am sleepy now, all tuckered out, good night say it back 💖 🌙

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Pardon me but I must once again ask if I make you rock 🪨 ha..

Pardon me but I must once again
ask if I make you rock 🪨 hard

I can’t believe it’s been a week since my birthday 🥺
I would make a long winded reflection post but the brain fog of being sick feels like I have one brain cell left. Just enjoy my slutty sELFies 🧝‍♀️ 🌹 and have a nice day ♡

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I’m feeling sick :( Sorry for less activity, I’m not feeling..

I’m feeling sick :( Sorry for less activity, I’m not feeling well and catching up on rest. In this new era of my life I will try to build up my immune system so I don’t crash and burn all the time 🫁

BUT… the perfect pussy pic doesn’t exis-

let me step on you, y or n? Tip me if you think I’m cute and want me to post more pics like this 😈

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One of the coolest things about this place was a rock shower..

One of the coolest things about this place was a rock shower… do I make you rock hard? Get it lol 🪨 I haven’t taken a vacation since 2014 and going to this hotel was exactly what I needed.

Hotels are, philosophically, otherworldly. Even the most generic motel is a liminal space, hanging somewhere in the ether between regular life and fantasy, but themed rooms take it a step further. They create (a sometimes horny) fantasy within reality.

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it was so much fun 🌹🥺 and this room was very Twin Peaks/One ..

it was so much fun 🌹🥺 and this room was very Twin Peaks/One Eyed Jack’s 🤍 what do you think of my horny red outfit? ❤️

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