next we have ✨ pillows are for pleasure ✨ i was craving morning sex one Saturday and because I couldn't satisfy this desire, I made this video instead :D I wanted this video to mimic the same feeling of morning sex: the warmth, the vulnerability, and the rawness of it all. I also wanted to satisfy my horns and I this video helped with that :) I hope you love it! it's in your dms for half off.
2020-12-12 19:14:57 +0000 UTC View PostSpicy saturday best hit #1 is my best selling video of all time. ✨ The Girlfriend Experience ✨ My goal with this video was to make it vlog format but mix in spice here and there. yall loved it. :) this video is half off in your dms right now ♡
2020-12-12 16:05:56 +0000 UTC View Postwe did this. we really did this 🥺 thank you!! https://onlyfans.com/80834626/zeta_bb
2020-12-12 15:19:56 +0000 UTC View Post
good morning and happy saturday! since i won't be doing a spicy Saturday video release this week, I was thinking of posting spicy saturday's best hits for half off today! we can reminisce together on the time when I was able to pump these creations out almost effortlessly. well, the creativity came effortlessly. rip :(
2020-12-12 14:06:28 +0000 UTC View Post
if you enjoyed these fun facts, please show some love!! fun fact Friday always take a fuck ton of time and it would mean a lot to me to know if you guys are liking them or not ⟡
2020-12-12 02:27:29 +0000 UTC View Post
last couple fast facts of the deeeeey!! M A G N E S I U M - why do we need it and how to get it? ✨ Crucial for production of proteins, enzymes, antioxidants (like glutathione), creation of DNA, and RNA. ✨ Magnesium is a cofactor for the enzyme pyruvate dehydrogenase, and when it does not work (or magnesium is not present), we cannot metabolize glucose. In turn, this increases the levels of lactic acid. Lactic acid is a known tumor promoter and initiator, detrimental in the long run and suppresses the utilization of oxygen in our cells. ✨ Without magnesium, we cannot properly use cholesterol to synthesize downstream hormones like testosterone, DHEA, & progesterone. Hence, a sign of magnesium deficiency is elevated cholesterol. ✨ Magnesium bicarbonate helps protect cells from heavy metal poisoning, such as aluminum, mercury, lead, cadmium, fluoride, etc., and may help with insomnia, headaches, and inflammation. ✨ Up to 90% of Americans have a severe magnesium deficiency, which is akin to diabetes, and it has been found to be at the root of many cardiovascular problems. Sufficient magnesium reserves may help increase memory, focus, and deep relaxation. ✨ Magnesium is needed for six out of the eight steps of the Krebs cycle in the mitochondria to produce energy. Remember, everything needs ENERGY! Drinking magnesium bicarbonate on an empty stomach actually stimulates the production of stomach acid (HCL). My favorite forms of magnesium ranked: ⟡ magnesium bicarbonate (I have one on my xmas list: https://marigoldgift.com/zetabb/christmasbb) ⟡ magnesium glycinate ⟡ magnesium malate ⟡ magnesium chelate
2020-12-12 01:22:33 +0000 UTC View Post
The third fact of the day has to do with SEEEEEXXXXXXXX In particular, desire. I’m fascinated by relationships, love, sex, erotic desire, partnership, and everything in between these five things so I spend a lot of time learning about the psychology behind it. This week’s most prominent lesson made me yell OH SHIT! out loud at dinner the other day. Have you ever been in a relationship where there was a ton of passion in the beginning but it eventually stopped altogether? Why does this happen? What is it about transgression that makes desire so potent? Why does intimacy not always equate to good sex? Can we be satisfied with what we already have? When I love, why does it feel different than desire? Can there be both? These are the questions that are stuck in my head at night when my head hits the pillow. And I can’t help but think about how this is the first time in human history where we are trying to experience sexuality I the long term. So then what sustains desire? Here’s my take for the day. As humans, we have two basic needs. On the left side, we want security, consistency, safety, reliability, and dependability. This feels like home. But on the right side, we have an equally strong need for adventure, novelty mystery, risk, danger, the unknown, surprises, etc etc etc. We are expected to give this one person we love EVERYTHING and receive EVERYTHING in return. Essentially, we are asking this one person to give us belonging, identity, consistency, but give me mystery all in one. Give me comfort but also give me edge. Let’s break it down. Love = to have. closeness. security. Desire = to want. space. I asked this on cam last night, but when do you feel most drawn to your partner? Not attracted sexually but most DRAWN. To me, in love, im drawn to someone in their element. When I look at the other person radiant and confident, self-sustaining, and beautiful. I’m also drawn to distance. The unknown. The reuniting. Absence and longing. I also find spontaneity to be incredibly sexy if you haven’t been able to tell already by how I respond to spontaneous tips. So essentially, it comes down to novelty, right? But I think we characterize novelty as new positions, new sex toys, and new lingerie. Novelty is actually, IMO, what parts of you do you bring out? What parts of you are just being seen? Because let’s be real: sex isn’t something you do. Sex is a place you go. It’s a space you go with yourself, your partner, and/or with others. Pay attention to where you go during sex. What parts of yourself do you connect to? What do you seek to express? Is it a place for transcendence and spiritual union? Is it a place for naughtiness? Is it a place to get aggressive? For me, being submissive during sex and seeking out dominance is a place where I can finally surrender and not have to take responsibility for everything. Sex is a language. It isn’t just a behavior. But to look at desire, you actually have to look through trauma. If you can’t get up off the ground, you can’t be playful and imaginative. People who understand desires understand how to keep themselves alive. Better sex = connecting to yourself more and more. Connecting more to yourself = asking deeper questions. So this leads me to a different question from the start. Not, what turns me on but what turns me OFF. When do I turn off my desires? Notice how this is different that putting it on someone else. This isn’t asking who turns you off or what turns me off….it’s when do I turn myself off. Personally, I turn myself off when I feel number inside from dissociating. I turn myself off when I don’t like the way my body looks. I turn myself off when I haven’t had time for myself. I turn myself off when I have a bad day at work. *I turn myself off when I dont feel that I have the want to take and receive pleasure because I don’t feel that I deserve it.* Understanding where my answers stem from (trauma) helps me come to terms with them which helps me understand my relationship to love/desire better. Next, asking the question when do I turn myself on? Not, you turn me on or what turns me on but how can I turn myself on? Again, asking yourself these questions will help you come to terms with your relationship with desire and love and you’ll begin to see where they overlap a bit. I’m curious to read your answers! Dm me your thoughts ♡
2020-12-11 23:21:19 +0000 UTC View Post
2nd fact of the day: I don’t go to the gym to lose weight or get strong, I go to the gym to connect to my body. If you or anyone you know has ever experienced some sort of trauma, they have experienced the sensation of leaving their body. Sometimes for days, weeks, and maybe even for life. Dissociating is one of the flashiest red signs that you are struggling with something that happened in your past. I remember, for me, during the GDP video, I completely left my body and actually turned around to watch myself. Then everything was black. For days. I don't remember how I got home. I don’t remember anything. Then I put on a face and began pretending I could handle anything that came at me. The bullying, the judgment, friends not believing me, and even my family’s doubt. So I dissociated whenever something hurtful would happen to me because, well, it worked! I was able to withstand the pain because I wasn’t actually feeling it. Doing this for eight plus years has taken a toll on my body, both physically and emotionally. It’s why im so sick, for example. I had a big AHA! moment with my therapist the other day. He asked me what brings me back into my body as we were talking about the importance of being in your own body. I told him that my two biggest hobbies include connecting to my body. I told him I dance almost every day and I spend a lot of money to fly to different places/shows with my friends to dance for 48+ hours straight. I also said I lift. And he said “that makes so much sense.” Being at the gym connects me to every muscle in my body. I’m forcedd to be present. Chasing gains help challenge me to be more present each time. I love it so much. I had a friend ask me why I go to concerts so much because the thought of it would drain her in three minutes and I explained that being at a concert forcess you to be present in ourself. You’re moving through the music and you’re moving with other people’s bodies and energies. It makes so much sense that I prioritize these things above all else because im in desperate need, subconsciously, to be present in my body after being away from it for so long. And I wanted to share because there are SO many ways we can connect to our bodies, not just through meditation. So many people write meditation off immediately because it’s difficult then go about their lives as if nothing can be done if they can’t master meditation. I truly believe that dancing every day and spending time mindfully lifting will help me be present in my body just as well as anyone else who meditations for the exact same amount of time. Find what works for you. Now, I’m curious. When do you feel most connected to your body? I’d love to know, dm me or comment below ♥
2020-12-11 21:27:17 +0000 UTC View Postshave the bush: 32 votes keep the bush: 9 votes you have until Sunday at 9pm to vote! https://onlyfans.com/80395849/zeta_bb
2020-12-11 19:33:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Alright our first fact of the day is about S C I E N C E (bish) I’m taking an online bio course right now as a means to take back control over my body. My goal in this is to fully understand how the body works so that I can diagnosis my own symptoms. I hate relying on doctors to call the shots, especially when most doctors have an agenda. This week, the coolest thing that stuck out to me was how powerful saliva actually is! Most lean and metabolically healthy people will take their time with their food and chew their food until its L I Q U I D. This is important because when you’re saturating your food with your own saliva, you’re mixing your own enzymes with the food. Fun fact, your saliva has an awesome enzyme that helps you break down carbs, specifically starches. So when you’re stressed out, you’re eating in a rush, or you’re just simply not chewing your food, if you dont chew that well you’re going to have a problem digesting it, especially if you already have issues with cards (diabetes, digestive issues etc) These enzymes don’t just help you break down carbs, they also help you digest your food in general which will help you feel fuller after! This leaves less room for binging and overeating. So when we’re stressed out and not paying attention to how much is going into our mouth, our body will push food into storage and BOOM we’re chunky. Slowing down to really enjoy your food will allow us to tune into our hunger signals and eat the proper amount for our body. And I have struggled with this for such a long time. Always being ON and gogogo means im eating when im work, im eating when im walking, im eating while im showering (lol yep) so really sitting down with my food and limiting my distractions has helped a lot with the movement of my bowels and digestion in general. I also have a routine that I do before each meal that helps ground me before I actually get to eating my food. I will be shaaring it monday for meditation monday :) stay tuned ♥
2020-12-11 17:50:43 +0000 UTC View Postbefore —> during —> present :D a cutest lil camel toe thank you Bobby, disco, and Alberto! Our little secret 👻
2020-12-11 14:45:32 +0000 UTC View Post
hold the phone.....yall had A LOT of opinions of my bush! so let's do this. you decide. $5 - keep the bush $6 - SHAVE THAT BISH the aesthetic with the most votes by Sunday at 9pm wins! $550: instant win + extra naughty content :)
2020-12-11 01:21:28 +0000 UTC View Postmade the cutest video with @emmastarseed it's in your dms (:
2020-12-11 00:12:38 +0000 UTC View Post
this was my favorite pic from the set @emmastarseed and I made together ✨
2020-12-10 22:31:42 +0000 UTC View Post
sent out a C R A Z Y deal in your DMs. oooooof. w/ @emmastarseed ✨
2020-12-10 20:28:52 +0000 UTC View Post
butts n stuff w/ @emmastarseed remember to check your dms each Thursday for some throwback content! ✨ one retired boy/girl video 💎 one retired solo video ✨ one throwback solo video 💎 one throwback spiiiiiiicy video 💎
2020-12-10 19:26:52 +0000 UTC View Post
@emmastarseed was my first friend in the industry and since meeting her, my life has changed drastically for the better. Emma is on the same healing journey as I am so to be able to talk with someone about everything was incredibly...healing lol. I always knew community was important but I never felt it before her. Meeting her helped me reach out to more models, make more connections, and around this time is when I stopped putting energy into friends who didn’t truly believe in me and/or support my lifestyle. Which was most of them haha.
2020-12-10 17:33:43 +0000 UTC View Post
good morning cuties!! so excited to throw it back to my first time visiting the beautiful @emmastarseed ♥️♥️
2020-12-10 15:25:40 +0000 UTC View Postuhm.......what was today?? we not only DESTROYED my WW goal, but there was also so much engagement on my posts and soooo many cute words in my dms. wanna know the best part? yall worked together to raise me up high today. that type of teamwork is what I've always DREAMED about. i legit feel as though I had a team behind me today and I know how rare that is so LEMME JUST SIT HERE FOR A MINUTE. thank you so much for every like, comment, tip, and dm. I seriously love reading what you guys write in the comments, you're, like, really funny. it never fails to put the biggest smile on my face :) AND A YUGE SHOUTOUT TO THE SELECT FEW WHO VOTED TODAY! Disco! JQ! Thank you for the massive bombs today, I'm such a lucky lady to be close to you. I hope you enjoyed your spoils today :) Thank you bobby for voting friggin 175 times and big love to gman for voting 90 times today. steph, joey, haza, redleg, and ruba... thank you for paying attention to my page and all that I host. life is so much better with you in it. thank you for today, friends. see you tomorrow! goodnight <3
2020-12-10 04:40:19 +0000 UTC View Postthis one was....interesting.... #doitforworkoutwednesday
2020-12-10 02:22:31 +0000 UTC View Postaaand now for the arm workout! thank you J for making today super convenient with my lifting schedule :)
2020-12-09 22:20:57 +0000 UTC View Postwarm up round two! you can thank disco for these grooves ✨
2020-12-09 20:38:19 +0000 UTC View Posttook me a bit to get into it with these hairs makin me look like a FOOL but best workout warmup ever :)
2020-12-09 18:57:48 +0000 UTC View Postnaked cardio and naked arm day HERE WE GO! *aggressively chugs her coffee*
2020-12-09 17:07:33 +0000 UTC View Post
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2020-12-09 15:09:49 +0000 UTC View Postgood morning! my body progress! the weight is melting off of me! and I’m eating WELL over 2500 calories a day in nutrient dense foods (eggs, like ~so many~ eggs, meat, raw honey, cheese, bone broth, potatoes, oysters, kiwi, OJ, apples, sprouted and soaked oatmeal, and more eggs.) this just goes to show that weight management isn’t so much about caloric intake as it is about hormones ♥️♥️
2020-12-09 11:03:40 +0000 UTC View Postworkout wednesday's score before i hit the hay! you have until noon tomorrow to vote! 146 - GLUTES AND HAMMIES 100 - ABS 52 - cardio https://onlyfans.com/79470696/zeta_bb
2020-12-09 04:33:02 +0000 UTC View Post
I have a feeling this winter is going to be extra rough. And although we were expecting it, I’m not ready. It’s December 8th and I’m already losing my creative juices. This was the first set since I opened OF in May where I wasn’t able to bring my vision to life. I’m scared for this winter, friends. I’m scared for my business, for my mental health, for our connections, and for the world. Today I’m feeling the darkness of the winter settling in more so than ever before. In this together, right?
2020-12-09 03:38:15 +0000 UTC View Post
I ended up spending around 2 hours using my nice cameras but hated every single shot so I whipped out the iPhone and took the pics you now see on my timeline. I’m really not a fan of the big hair. It’s crazy how much identity I have in suppressing the frizz. It legit got me down looking at myself through the camera lens. i wanna try the 80's look again when I'm not feeling so fragile.
2020-12-09 02:23:33 +0000 UTC View Post