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Do you know when was the last time I had a sexy photoshoot? March 6th (I checked). What can I say about this? I have archives for 2 years ahead hehe. But I also have some ideas for a video. I'm interested in doing this, but I'm currently working on a film script, and it's about to be presented at my film school. That's all I'm thinking about. #teen #tattooed #bigass #fit #egirl #altgirl #fyp #gfe

I washed the windows + made a performance out of it for no one. It turns out it's cool, it's strange that I haven't done it before (window cleaning, performance has always been with me) #fyp #teen #tattooed #gymgirl #fit #gfe #alt

Oi. Transformers #teen #tattooed #altgirl #gymgirl #fit #sexy #egirl #fyp #gfe

Yo idk what’s going on But I made mem, bought a flowers, touched cat and I was allergic to a failed lover. You know, I really believe in psychosomatics. My body realized faster than I did that this was some kind of shit. And I've always said, "the mind searches, the heart finds." Think about it bro #altgirl #egirl #tattooed #teen #meme #gfe #fyp

Hi. Shrek #teen #tattooed #gfe #altgirl #egirl #fyp

POV: You fed me, and that's what gratitude looks like. #teen #tattooed #alt #egirl #fyp #gfe

It's funny that every time I make a post about returning to the broadcast, I disappear indefinitely from the Internet. I won't make any more announcements.

Really busy days. There was an important meeting with the partners, discussing which cat food is better, with beef or chicken. We agreed that any food is good #teen #alt #egirl #tattooed #live #fyp #gfe

Guys, I have a problem, I built a castle in the room. And I don't want to break it, but I'm broadcasting in this room and it looks weird in the background.... That's why I don't want to broadcast. What should I do? Maybe I can broadcast from the castle??? #idk #fyp #gfe #realshit #realproblems #castle #girlhood

I'm trying to make up for a vitamin D deficiency. Btw, how are your vitamins levels in your body? Haven't done a checkout for a long time? #teen #tattooed #altgirl #fit #egirl #gfe #fyp

Morning in someone else's bed (it was a long time ago, it wasn't with us) #teen #tattooed #altgirl #egirl #gfe #fyp #fit

If you've forgotten who I am, here's a reminder. I can't guarantee anything, but there have been broadcasts for the last two days, maybe I'm back. It's about the evening of Europe. But I can be online at any time, so maybe I'll see you. #teen #tattooed #altgirl #fit #gymgirl #egirl #fyp #gfe

What’s up? #teen #alt #tattooed #fyp #gfe #egirl

🤘😝🤘🤘😎🤘 #meme #fyp

Okay, I keep sharing the latest polaroid photo. As always, I'm thrilled! Today I will share the thoughts that I voiced last night in a chat with a friend. You know, there are so many neurotics in the world. In my studies at film school and photo academy, I see this especially clearly. I hear what problems people are worried about, and it's very often about "oh, I do not know how to start, I'm afraid to make a mistake, I'm afraid to do the task and not cope with it, I'm afraid." Come on! We're not building a rocket, it's creativity. No one will die if you make a mistake. And what is a mistake? Who is the judge? There are so many judges in their heads.... The real strength lies in being able to give yourself freedom. They ask how not to be afraid? I tell them, well, just don't be afraid. They remain dissatisfied with this answer. They are waiting for clear instructions and guarantees. Without guarantees, they can't move. It's sad. But what makes me sadder is that this neuroticism is contagious. I often find echoes of this fear in myself. Most neurotics are infuriated when someone can do something they can't. They are suffocating with envy and trying to destroy everyone who dares to stop being afraid. It is advantageous for them to call someone an upstart, a narcissist, an egotist, but this is just manipulation. I constantly make sure that these manipulations do not interfere with my life and express myself. If I hadn't been wasting my energy on this internal struggle, I would have developed faster. So, neurotics go to hell, they have no place in this room. They have no place in this head. #teen #alt #tattooed #art #polaroid #egirl #fyp #gfe

Did you know that if you drop the polaroid film, you will have a defective image? That's exactly what I do before I start shooting. Huh, I drop the film on the floor. I like the effect of surprise, I like to trust the camera and randomness. #teen #alt #tattooed #art #polaroid #egirl #fyp #gfe

Oh, I'm glad you're interested in my adventures outside of this job. I really appreciate it. All my thoughts are consumed by preparing for a film shoot. Ahead is an expedition to Egypt, and after that an expedition to the forest to the north. So, it's genuinely hard for me to switch my focus to developing promotion strategies for myself as a sex worker on broadcasts and here. But I’m not leaving—at least not yet. I don’t want to waste my creative potential on something just for money, and I don’t want money to control art. That’s why I need time until I can fully sustain myself financially through my art alone. I appreciate that I have the opportunity to maintain my creative independence and not starve. I appreciate your support and the attention you give me beyond just as a sex object. So I will be glad to accept your custom orders, see you on my broadcasts, purchase subscriptions and content. Yes, I don’t have the same resources to do it as intensively as before, but I hope you won’t be disappointed. I hope there’s a lot of exciting things ahead, so let’s stay here and follow what’s to come. #teen #alt #egirl #feet #fyp #gfe

Listen, seriously now, what if you pay me for funny pictures? I know you can find them for free on the internet, but there are pictures of boobs also for free. So what? I did not prepare for this publication, next time I will collect something more interesting. I'll leave you to my suggestion. You have time to think. I have time to prepare. #meme #fyp

Guys who are sending me reels on ig, please stop. We are on different humorous planets. That's what really made me laugh. *Changed Idk but in case this is offensive to anyone, remember that I'm out of context + silly + I don't care. #meme #fyp #sorry #imcringbutimfree

Guys! Do you need a tutorial on how to make cool dickpics? #teen #fit #gymgirl #tattooed #alt #fyp #gfe #egirl

Everything ends sometime. (this is not a farewell last letter.) I've been trying to keep a foot in both worlds for a long time, but fortunately or unfortunately my psyche is too sensitive and I don't know how to force myself to do anything. I have already shared that I started studying documentary filmmaking and not so long ago I began to feel more and more consciously that everything I have done and how I have lived these 5 years is no longer possible. I tried to force myself, but it only increased my burnout from work. And for the last 2 months, every day is an act of self-sabotage. I have brought my financial situation to a critical level. But today I made a decision. I'll make a deal with myself. I will create deadlines within a few months (this coincides with the beginning of summer and the start of filming) I will work in order to finance the months of work so that I don't feel guilty for missing broadcasts or not actively managing the pages. Am I scared? Yes, but I like to be afraid. Do I have the option of not changing anything? No, it's getting unbearable. I've outgrown the stage where sex work was my size. I wasn't ready for this realization, now I'm sorry that I can't delete Miranda2_0 one day and do other projects. But I'm glad this day has come. This is not a farewell letter, this is a welcome letter. I hope to see you soon! #altgirl #teen #tattooed #goth #egirl #makeup #art #fyp #gfe #smoke

Random photos. That's how I celebrated March 8th. It was the first time that I felt such strong importance and solidarity. I was walking, it was a sunny day and the air smelled of celebration. I gave myself flowers, and in the evening I killed myself in the gym and ended the day with bloody beauty treatments huh. It was a great day. #teen #altgirl #tattooed #gymgirl #egirl #fit #bigass #life #fyp #gfe

Yo, hmmmm I'm watching a strange Japanese movie right now, but I remembered about you and decided to say hi. #teen #alt #tattooed #inked #fyp #egirl #gfe #fit

All the money received from these photos will be used to pay for a new massage session. Btw, I know that people need touches and hugs to be happy. But I'm having a hard time with it. I don't have people I can hug and it would be appropriate or without fear that it would turn into sex. I've reached the age where I just want to touch, I want to be touched. During the massage session, I realized that this is the perfect place. I'm being touched exactly the way I want to be touched and as much as I need to be touched. And I don't have to worry. Yes, for the money, so what? #teen #tattooed #altgirl #fit #life #sexy #egirl #fyp #gfe

The life of an unemployed artist looks like this (photo after massage) #teen #tattooed #altgirl #fit #life #sexy #egirl #fyp #gfe

If you're even interested in where I am. I'm interested too. I don't know. I walked along the tunnel for about 25 minutes. I was scared. But then I was hanging out with a pack of stray dogs, and it was really scary, but I couldn't be afraid. They would have eaten me. In short, I live my best life. The weather is terrible, but I like it, I like the sun too, but I can't enjoy melancholy in sunny weather. It's stupid, isn't it? Ps I also saw cows. #altgirl #teen #life #gfe #fyp #idkwhatelse

I have an idea. Let's make a deal, I start coming back to the broadcasts, and you come and chat with me. Does that sound fair? I need your support and attention. I'll try not to disappear anymore, my vacation has been going on long enough and it's time for me to come back to you. Thank you for staying in touch. #teen #tattooed #altgirl #egirl #fit #sexy #fyp #gfe

Do I look natural in this outfit? I think so. But I would never go outside like that.... #teen #tattooed #altgirl #egirl #schoolgirl #sexy #fit #fyp #gfe

I accidentally found an abandoned hospital near my house yesterday. I look extremely natural in this place, it seems to be my new home. Oh, you know how much I love abandoned places, I even once spent the night in an abandoned hotel full of bats (was it cool? Yes. Do I want to do it again? I'm not sure). Don't worry if I don't answer you, I'm probably just relaxing or something happened to me in an abandoned house.... You'll never know.... #teen #altgirl #tattooeed #egirl #art #cute #life #fyp #gfe

Today I was broadcasting after 10 days off. Do you know when the longer you put something off, the harder it is to start doing it? That's the feeling I've been fighting for the last few days. I hope it will be easier tomorrow. I hope tomorrow will be #teen #altgirl #tatooed #bigboobs #egirl #cute #fyp #gfe #pale