just me naked in the shower washing my rainbow hair. i get my best ideas in the shower, it’s like a safe place for my thoughts. it’s like a trauma oasis for me. i hope my page can be a little bit of a trauma oasis for you too 🏝 🦋 💙💕 🚿 💫
2021-10-13 16:54:37 +0000 UTC View Post
from my trip to Vegas in February ❤️ 💙🫀
FREE EMO - not nudes sorry, but slices of life from an amazing adventure. checked out an alien brothel by Area 51, maybe their portal can take me back to my HookerPlanet 🪐 💫
what do you think about alien civilizations? have we already made contact? are you on the OF page of an alien who does a lovely job of mimicking a human?
shit ton of old school photo booth nudes (can you see hearts in my eyes? 🥺 💕) + swipe to the end for EVEN MORE videos of meta analysis about my onlyfans! I know how much you all love this emo shit 😂 if any of you remember me from the early camgirl days this'll be a throwback vibe. I just throw the camera on, get my tits out, and give unfiltered meta commentary dissecting the cyberhorny experience.
2021-10-13 02:39:33 +0000 UTC View Post
for the two of you who said you wanted to see more of my music + art work, this is some visuals I jizzed up from my horny brain + one of the tracks I've been working on, just a live demo-y version of it. this song is called Black Death, it's about my body. 🖤 ⚰️
+ some pictures from my live show irl, I did the stage design and visuals too 💗
some very lewd Rachael from Blade Runner pics 🖤
do androids dream of electric titties? ⚡️
i have these cosplays i’ve been wanting to do:
🐎 Dolores from Westworld
🛰 Princess Leia with the space buns
🤍 Padme Amidala’s white outfit
💜 Misato from Evangelion
🖤 Rei from Evangelion
❤️🔥 Asuka from Evangelion
👑 various Disney Princesses
💛 Himiko Toga from MHA
🤎 Ochaco Uraraka from MHA
🩸 Overhaul from MHA
⚔️ Taarna from Heavy Metal
💚 Shego from Kim Possible
🧡 Kim Possible
💖 Nurse Joy
💙 Joi from Blade Runner
aaahhhh realistically i will not be able to do them all this month for my 🖤SLUT O WEEN🖤 celebrations but i would love to do at least perhaps what is requested! if i had the amount of free time as i did last year i definitely would attempt them all, but my time is limited so i wanna prioritize what you desire to see. lmk which is your favorite :)
if no one finds themselves drawn to anything i’ll pick something at random 😈
Velma or Daphne? 🧡💜 i guess you could say i am a classic switch ⛓
2021-10-11 20:17:56 +0000 UTC View Postthis video was one of the bonus surprise rewards on one of my past campaigns but i’ve been feeling more uninhibited and wanted to share. can’t have a witchy SLUT O WEEN without my ✨ magic wand 🪄 ✨ ! leave a tip if you like, if you appreciated it and would like to see more like this from me so i can add some to le feed. ✨💕 when you cum to me, i want you to reflect and examine how i make you feel, how cum leaving the body is pain/trauma leaving the body. i view masturbation as a healing modality 💧
2021-10-11 11:34:15 +0000 UTC View Post
swipe for some fashion ☁️ 🖤🌹☁️
+ an introduction to Booba. 🦭
please … are you really gonna scroll by without saying hi to Booba? 🥺
some gamer girl video snippets. never 4get when i was filming a sex tape and got too hornty and knocked over my ring light 🤭 swipe to the last one to see me cum while playing pokemon 💕
2021-10-10 15:06:00 +0000 UTC View Post
would you fuck me in this here kitchen, y/n? 🖤
give me some detail about your domestic goth slut fantasy. push me against the wall and take me from the front, or bend me over from the back and ravage me right on the counter?
the last pic is my “sheer horror but trying to keep it cool” face when i accidentally made eye contact with my peeping neighbor. the only places in my apt with excellent natural lighting face others so it’s a risk!
at my depressing vanilla day job all day so take this pic of my holy holes as recompense for not being as active. i promise they taste like heaven ☁️
fuck me as hard as my unpaid student debt is fucking my credit score 😫 😩 💦 💦
do you like my spooky princess pussy? 👑 🦇 it has an announcement to make. i’m taking a week off from onlyfans for the first time in the year that i’ve been on this site. it’s a personal experiment.
sometimes i take a day off or very rarely two, so this is different. i’ll be back soon, i just need to clear the decay in my mind from the oversaturation of the internet.
normally i wouldn’t be financially able to do so, but at this point in time the importance of my tending to my mental health struggles, artistic endeavors, and plain old *rest*, outweighs my income needs. i’m tired. not in a “just got off work i need a little nap” way, but in a “lifetime of trauma that tramples on my brain every day until i crumble under the pressure and my body starts to feel what my brain feels” way. i feel like the crypt keeper like literally i feel like i’m one step away from full disintegration every day 💀 ⚰️
🖤 i will still be posting! 🖤
i will auto-queue content tomorrow based on the results of the survey from previous post. some will be photos, some will be full / mid length style videos. it will be naughty and i think you will like it.
💜i will log on 1-2x a day! 💜
either in the morning or evening to answer messages, check if my queued posts made it safely lol, and send people content if they tipped for an extra thing or as a reward for a tip. since i’m not doing any services this week, and tbh no one has even asked for customs or cock rates or anything this month so i think it’s a good time for me to take a break since it’s slow. usually i’m on this site every hour and i answer every single message i get (or i try to! messages with tips get pinned to the top of my inbox so i prioritize those) and i’m really active on here. you guys are awesome and supportive and i’m glad to casually chat with you when i can :)
🖤 i rarely auto queue posts 🖤
this is something top creators do for the month ahead so i’m taking a page out of their book and trying something new for a little bit. i try to be as transparent as possible about the way i run my page and the psychological aspects of this job. if you don’t want to hear it, if it ruins me for you, you can just skip to my nudes or unsubscribe lol!
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*the degree of online deception vs authenticity is something i think about all the time, and i’m currently writing a book about it that i’ll try to get published next year. my onlyfans experience overall has been incredible and enlightening. however just recently i’ve encountered a lot of haters, genuine deep hate towards me by a few groups of people, and it’s an understatement to say that it really upsets me. the internet ego is even more fragile than the irl one. their integration and fragmentation is a delicate balance.
while obviously i see onlyfans as a job to support my livelihood and treat it as business, first and foremost it has always been about the expression of sexual creativity and cyberhorny experience. for a while i was doing really well, but after august my business tanked and i’ve kind of given up on it - that loss, coupled with the personal attacks, sent me into a spiral. it does something harsh to the ego seeing numbers go down after they've been high. i never fully reached my goals on this site. i got close, and sustained being in the top 1% for as long as I psychologically could manage the intensity of the work and spending so much time on phone and creating content. remaining there, for me at least, would cause further burnout, on top of the burnout i already suffer from. i know my body's limits and i know when to pause. i never got the amount of subscribers that i wanted, likely because my personality is abrasive and not as easily digestible, and marketing (which unfortunately is a major aspect of this) is not my strong suit. creativity, for me, always takes precedence over ambition. if i'm not happy with myself, i won't post. even tho i haven't been marketable to a wider audience, if my content made a few of you happy then that’s still really fucking cool and i’m proud of myself! you get to be an elite in Nastya's obscure cyberhorny club!*
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💜 during this time 💜
i’ll be working on my book. CYBERHORNY: NAVIGATING A SEXUAL DYSTOPIA. i’ll be playing my second show of the pandemic and i’m excited to get back out there before a live audience and show my new music and new visuals. i’m gonna produce more music. for the 0.5 of you who want to see my films/music/published texts etc you’re welcome in my dm’s i’ll send you a link.
🖤 i’m trying to get a job🖤
at a publishing house translating russian texts, and i want to practice with obscure contemporary or historical russian authors. it’s my native language, but i’m a little out of practice. i feel a calling to get back to my roots, and follow my passions without fear or restraint. weird ass request but if you know any russian poets or authors who haven’t been translated into english yet please let me know! i hate my current day job and want to do my vanilla work in a field that’s both challenging and healing. i do reiki as well, but that’s more of a personal discipline than a business endeavor. i got shit to say and i want to write. even though my OF never became successful this was a wonderful and bizarre horny journey that inspires me. i will definitely try to continue it for a long as i can, if even just for myself in an echo chamber of my own nudes, but periodically take necessary breaks like this one.
🖤any tips during this time🖤
on my new posts would be super appreciated. of course you don’t have to, extra stuff is always optional, but it would be awesome. i know it’s a stupid ass time in general rn with the state of the economic climate — many people are broke, and it fucking sucks ass and i wish it was different. i get it. but if you have the desire to spoil your princess, i’ll always spoil you back if you spoil me 💗
okay my little internet perverts 😘💗🥰 i know this is a lot. trust me, it’s a lot more for me. have a good night my sexy sleepyheads, dream about me, cum for me, spoil me, tip me, message me, like me, i’ll talk to you soon 💗🦇
holy fuck! okay I know I just posted a campaign thing yesterday but this is a baby one for a really funny yet horny item 😂 🥵 ✝️ oh lord! oh my acHOElytes!
tip $7 (the number of days in the Lord's holy week) to receive a personalized photo set and a short video clip with it when it arrives,
$13 (the number of triksadekaphobia) to receive a longer video with it when it arrives,
or any amount more for a longer, harder, stronger, holier, personalized video with this hallowed phallus. rock me, Sexy Jesus!!!
I've made the campaign goal small so that it will hopefully be easily reached, and if exceeded I'll post an artistic, sexy, HOLY FUCK video just straight to the feed. I want to show you what G-d's love can do to a girl. many people go on a spiritual inner journey to find Jesus when they encounter dark times of frustration and depression. I want to flip the script and see if Jesus can find my G-spot (the G stands for G-d)
✝️❤️ 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔨 𝔶𝔬𝔲, 𝔰𝔢𝔵𝔶 𝔡𝔦𝔰𝔠𝔦𝔭𝔩𝔢𝔰 ❤️✝️
rare content not from the whiny bitch files. who says porn is not art? a photo of my elf pussy on my elf pussy. meta aesthetics 💚
SURVEY TIME I’M SO CURIOUS TO KNOW 😩 what kind of content DO you want to see from me? i basically kind of just freebase and post what i want but i’m open to content requests. what nasty(a) things do you want to see posted / is there a preference?
i remember on this day i took these pics while getting horny watching some Sasha Grey porn (i love her so much 😭 if you have seen any of my sex tapes i am always inspired by her FEROCIOUS DIRTY TALK 👿 but i mean, often imitated never equaled!) i actually had a dream about her last night, she was my uber driver and i was really flustered lol … can i make you flustered? hot and bothered for little old me?
2021-10-08 14:43:14 +0000 UTC View Post
important question. i need to know: would you rescue me or restrain me more?
2021-10-08 02:42:25 +0000 UTC View Posttip whatever you like. i’ve made the content available to view. this is a campaign for my team of therapists. this is how a depressed girl masturbates.
this is from a recent day when i was really horny and watching the ‘hub, gagging myself with my panties and using my jackrabbit. it was a rare time that i just randomly masturbated in my civilian clothes with no cosplay or anything. i actually masturbated and edged myself for hours but only filmed a few parts for only myself to look at. wasn’t even planning on posting this tbh but i have no other new content to share.
i ruined two pairs of panties that day. tip if you enjoyed it 😋 it’s not limited to just the ones on the screen, you can tip whatever. higher than 20$ will receive the other videos i made that session. it’s filmed by photo booth app so it’s kind of low fi, but still sexy i think. higher than 100$ will receive significantly more content to keep you horny including the video filmed on my phone where i cum with an added sex toy to this jackrabbit. if this campaign sucks, i’ll delete it and try with something else, maybe film something else with like a cosplay or something more performative. i guess this is kind of boring compared to my other stuff but idk i was having a good time here i came a lot and got my little serotonin fix. god gives his tightest pussies the smallest serotonins.
i see literally two therapists (i have made the joke of “needing a team of therapists” for years now) and it helps but i need more than talk therapy right now at this point in my life. i’m seeing a psychiatrist at the end of the month bc my mental state is incapable of feeling true deep happiness, i have only fleeting moments of shallow joy. i constantly wonder wtf is wrong with me. therapy has been helpful in many ways but it’s scary how my therapists have both confirmed my fears about some aspects of my mental state.
i thank you sincerely for all the help funding my sessions and i hope the content you received in return was worth it.
TW but if it wasn’t for therapy i would’ve probably not been here rn to post. i’ve struggled really badly with morbid depressive thoughts for most of my life, probably since jr high but even in childhood i was always very dark and a total edgelord lol. this was the first year i’ve sought professional help. (well last year too i dipped my feet in the water for PTSD counseling but i lasted a short while. this year it’s a commitment to mental health during one of the most collectively traumatizing times in our generation’s consciousness. i know i’m not the only one struggling and you guys are too. i’m here to talk about stuff like this, my page is a non judgmental safe space as cheesy as that sounds). my cats help me a lot too, i love my emotional support pussys 🐈⬛ 🐈⬛ 🐈⬛
i guess i really don’t have to explain myself to you, or why i try so hard. it might sound selfish since primarily i’m offering my services for your pleasure, and i’m a people pleaser who always prioritizes other people’s needs over mine, but this page has always been first and foremost like a diary to me. strangers get to peep into it if they want. a train wreck with nudes. so if i post cringe, it’s just me talking to myself. i don’t have a specific business strategy, i just post what feels right for me even if it’s lame and hope for the best, but maybe that’s the wrong approach. that’s why i asked for feedback and what you would like to see.
what made you subscribe to me in the first place? was my content exceeding or disappointing to your expectations? those are things i think about. i’d love to be a better creator. my kanye sized ego tells me sometimes that i’m the best, and sometimes that i suck ass and should quit and just let myself fully implode into nothingness. self sabotage is a cruel mistress.
anyway, i’ve made the content available to view. it’s a genuine moment of hornyness. i said i wasn’t gonna make another emo post but 😓
attention all space perverts: Flight 6969 is now boarding. please show your multipass to my multiASS and get your dick ready for takeoff 🛫
2021-10-06 11:17:48 +0000 UTC View Post
i’m diligently wearing my retainer like a good bible school girl … cute or cringe? 😬
tip what you like to receive a collection of explicit pics from this set + a few videos where i dirty talk with my retainer in 🙈 🦷
choose ur fighter: marxist slut, horny housewife, emo sad girl bimbo, esoteric carl jung reading dominatrix, illiterate egirl in the desert of the real 🌟
2021-10-05 16:02:00 +0000 UTC View Post
can’t sleep. posting pictures of my hard nipple in chiaroscuro. spooky boobs 🖤
2021-10-05 11:55:51 +0000 UTC View Post
daemon 🖤 👿 i can show u both heaven and hell. swipe to strip me!
2021-10-05 01:25:50 +0000 UTC View Post“suck a dick, don’t be one” should 100% be in the ten cummandments
2021-10-04 15:42:25 +0000 UTC View Postchefs of onlyfans pt2 💙 🔞
guys i literally know how to cook! check it out, no more putting my production skills on my resume, none of that “work” bullshit for me anymore.
NEW RESUME UNLOCKED: waifu material, she cooks, she cleans, she only wears lingerie or cosplay, SEX!!! she gets freeaakyyy in da kitchen, 👻 👻👨🏻🍳🔥 it’s just me hi i guess i’m just random lol!
it’s october 1st fellas i guess they only allow chefs on onlyfans now :/
would you kiss the cook and slurp on my sghett? 🍝
happy THOTTUM! do you like this outfit on me? 🖤💦 i’m gonna be so mad if you don’t simp and jerk off to my pictures this month 😡
2021-10-01 21:51:14 +0000 UTC View Post
who's hotter fellas me or my Pokemon team? 🔥 🌋
2021-09-30 17:41:24 +0000 UTC View Post
AAH aaahhhh IT IS ALMOST COCKTOBER, THE SHREXIEST MONTH OF THE YEAR ! who's shrexcited?? I hope you think I'm shrexy 😏 🤭 💚
2021-09-29 14:29:06 +0000 UTC View Post
