do you like my spooky princess pussy? 👑 🦇 it has an announce..

do you like my spooky princess pussy? 👑 🦇 it has an announcement to make. i’m taking a week off from onlyfans for the first time in the year that i’ve been on this site. it’s a personal experiment.

sometimes i take a day off or very rarely two, so this is different. i’ll be back soon, i just need to clear the decay in my mind from the oversaturation of the internet.

normally i wouldn’t be financially able to do so, but at this point in time the importance of my tending to my mental health struggles, artistic endeavors, and plain old *rest*, outweighs my income needs. i’m tired. not in a “just got off work i need a little nap” way, but in a “lifetime of trauma that tramples on my brain every day until i crumble under the pressure and my body starts to feel what my brain feels” way. i feel like the crypt keeper like literally i feel like i’m one step away from full disintegration every day 💀 ⚰️

🖤 i will still be posting! 🖤
i will auto-queue content tomorrow based on the results of the survey from previous post. some will be photos, some will be full / mid length style videos. it will be naughty and i think you will like it.

💜i will log on 1-2x a day! 💜
either in the morning or evening to answer messages, check if my queued posts made it safely lol, and send people content if they tipped for an extra thing or as a reward for a tip. since i’m not doing any services this week, and tbh no one has even asked for customs or cock rates or anything this month so i think it’s a good time for me to take a break since it’s slow. usually i’m on this site every hour and i answer every single message i get (or i try to! messages with tips get pinned to the top of my inbox so i prioritize those) and i’m really active on here. you guys are awesome and supportive and i’m glad to casually chat with you when i can :)

🖤 i rarely auto queue posts 🖤
this is something top creators do for the month ahead so i’m taking a page out of their book and trying something new for a little bit. i try to be as transparent as possible about the way i run my page and the psychological aspects of this job. if you don’t want to hear it, if it ruins me for you, you can just skip to my nudes or unsubscribe lol!

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*the degree of online deception vs authenticity is something i think about all the time, and i’m currently writing a book about it that i’ll try to get published next year. my onlyfans experience overall has been incredible and enlightening. however just recently i’ve encountered a lot of haters, genuine deep hate towards me by a few groups of people, and it’s an understatement to say that it really upsets me. the internet ego is even more fragile than the irl one. their integration and fragmentation is a delicate balance.

while obviously i see onlyfans as a job to support my livelihood and treat it as business, first and foremost it has always been about the expression of sexual creativity and cyberhorny experience. for a while i was doing really well, but after august my business tanked and i’ve kind of given up on it - that loss, coupled with the personal attacks, sent me into a spiral. it does something harsh to the ego seeing numbers go down after they've been high. i never fully reached my goals on this site. i got close, and sustained being in the top 1% for as long as I psychologically could manage the intensity of the work and spending so much time on phone and creating content. remaining there, for me at least, would cause further burnout, on top of the burnout i already suffer from. i know my body's limits and i know when to pause. i never got the amount of subscribers that i wanted, likely because my personality is abrasive and not as easily digestible, and marketing (which unfortunately is a major aspect of this) is not my strong suit. creativity, for me, always takes precedence over ambition. if i'm not happy with myself, i won't post. even tho i haven't been marketable to a wider audience, if my content made a few of you happy then that’s still really fucking cool and i’m proud of myself! you get to be an elite in Nastya's obscure cyberhorny club!*

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💜 during this time 💜
i’ll be working on my book. CYBERHORNY: NAVIGATING A SEXUAL DYSTOPIA. i’ll be playing my second show of the pandemic and i’m excited to get back out there before a live audience and show my new music and new visuals. i’m gonna produce more music. for the 0.5 of you who want to see my films/music/published texts etc you’re welcome in my dm’s i’ll send you a link.

🖤 i’m trying to get a job🖤
at a publishing house translating russian texts, and i want to practice with obscure contemporary or historical russian authors. it’s my native language, but i’m a little out of practice. i feel a calling to get back to my roots, and follow my passions without fear or restraint. weird ass request but if you know any russian poets or authors who haven’t been translated into english yet please let me know! i hate my current day job and want to do my vanilla work in a field that’s both challenging and healing. i do reiki as well, but that’s more of a personal discipline than a business endeavor. i got shit to say and i want to write. even though my OF never became successful this was a wonderful and bizarre horny journey that inspires me. i will definitely try to continue it for a long as i can, if even just for myself in an echo chamber of my own nudes, but periodically take necessary breaks like this one.

🖤any tips during this time🖤
on my new posts would be super appreciated. of course you don’t have to, extra stuff is always optional, but it would be awesome. i know it’s a stupid ass time in general rn with the state of the economic climate — many people are broke, and it fucking sucks ass and i wish it was different. i get it. but if you have the desire to spoil your princess, i’ll always spoil you back if you spoil me 💗

okay my little internet perverts 😘💗🥰 i know this is a lot. trust me, it’s a lot more for me. have a good night my sexy sleepyheads, dream about me, cum for me, spoil me, tip me, message me, like me, i’ll talk to you soon 💗🦇