Good morning/evening I’m having some of the worst anxiety ever today and I’m not really sure I want to talk about it at length, sorry for any delays in messaging etc. I always get back to everyone, thanks for being so patient and supportive. This also goes without saying but be nice to someone (me) when you're on their page, don't be rude please.... it's not the time ... okay
I interrupt your alien transmission to ask an important question: with glasses or without? 💜
My alien sex tape campaign from yesterday is about half way there :D if it reaches the goal today I’ll post a new solo video to the feed! Your tips always turn me on, it’s kind of taboo but it’s hot to me that my sexuality, and seeing me fuck, is valuable and worth it to you 💜
Alien encounter💖👽💜 I have some videos for you here + optional sextraterrestrial xxxxxtras 🚀🤍
Two SEXY out of this world ~ looks ~ that I served in these two video sets: if you’re into creative content, sexy alien babes, butt plugs, alien takeover via facesitting (alien mommy), out of this world pussy, and aesthetic stimulation, you will like these!
Swipe: Alien videos and pics to keep you erect; can’t have a limp rocket!! In the first one the alien babe crash lands on earth amongst alien dildos and a human cock ~ she chooses the human one 👀 They’re all a narrative, make of it what you will and interpret it to your fantasy! 👽💕
*Contributors receive!
17 - clips from both and exclusive 🔥🔥 photoset (see the more sfw examples of the pics as you scroll through this set ☺️)
35 - pink outfit alien bimbo trying a futuristic purple sex toy and crystal alien butt plug 💫
45 - silver outfit alien princess choosing a human cock and having her way with it, alien face sitting + letting the human cock fuck her till she cums 💦
69 - both full length videos! 💕
Tips higher than 69 will also get BTS footage☄️ From my phone and laptop camera 🌟 old school Photo Booth vibes, full length vids and some bloopers lol. It’s a ton of content and these are some of my lowest ever prices* 💕
I’m gonna keep this post short and not overly emotional or verbose. Any amount of tips on here even small ones will get some extras as a thank you for appreciation of my content 💫
Additionally I’ll send anyone who tips this campaign a copy of my essay “Planet Bimbo” that I’m submitting to a few publications. It’s kind of my usual philosophical ranting and discourse about alienation in the sex industry.
🌟*The Sextraterrestrial Alienation of Being Professionally Nude Online* 🌟
If you don’t want to receive the essay, but want to tip for the sexy content, just let me know in a message that you just want to jerk off lol I won’t be offended I know y’all are here for one thing mainly ;)
Okay! Thank you so much if you enjoy this and contribute to my campaign. Thanks for being subbed to me and supporting my art/porn. This will help me with the remainder of my art and medical expenses for this month and will also be the last campaign I do in March. I appreciate all contributions, whether they be small or generous if you have the means 💕
Haha I also posted a few outtake pics from the alien shoots (that I personally didn’t like but I think you may enjoy) as well as some daily slice of life stuff from my acupuncture appointment. It was an alien experience in itself I may write about it later. Anyone ever had it done?
Thank you 🥺💓 what did you think of these three videos?
Swipe to strip me 🖤🖤 I have a doctors appointment today and an acupuncture one tomorrow. These are from my last doctor appt… might as well make all the boring and bleak visits a bit interesting. Goth boobs!
Tip your alien princess if you’re feeling lucky and want to see more. 👽💚 Also, my sweet little Shrek sex tape campaign is almost there, over halfway! All tippers on it (or on this post) will get some brand new sexy surprise content from today: 💚☺️
Happy St Patrick’s Day from some cute green girls! 🍀💚 Y’all wanna see some alien cum?? Swipe for the video~ @anony-mousie and I traveled to Area 51 to bring you these sextraterrestrial visions from beyond the hornysphere 🌎 🛰💚👽
I very much miss my blue hair 💙 Should I do it like this again? I feel more me in the pastel colors, and a bit alien when blonde. It kind of confirms the strangeness of current existence tho in a weird way. Idk if that even makes any sense to anyone else haha anyway here’s a pornucopia of wholesome / horny pics from my blue haired life, from all angles💙🦋🏝
I posted this yesterday but deleted cause no one liked it, so I’m framing the video + notes with nudes to get your attention even if you don’t read/watch haha 💞
In a recent survey, when I asked if I should tone down the depressingly long posts and be more positive, most people voted something along the lines of “post the honest stuff even if it’s weird/dark” but I swear to god the long winded posts, vulnerable videos, more authentically driven things like that, always make me lose subscribers and are a nightmare for engagement, which is a driving force of maintaining my account and in turn my livelihood. True authenticity is bad for business. It’s a seesaw: part of me really cares about how I am perceived by others, part of me just doesn’t give a fuck and will continue to emote profusely even if it’s dark, gross, cringe, too real, dystopian.
You can swipe all the way to the end for the … thing. Yeah it’s another long ass video with me making my bed whilst sleep deprived (so I can sleep in it) and venting about the cyber world, parasociality, alienation, collaboration, the discontents of creativity. Creativity is not good for business. Neurodivergent life. Idk maybe the video is just bad, unhinged, and nonsensical. This is the type of dark web shit I like seeing in people I follow, but I’m very well aware that practically no one shares my tastes lol so I will sex it up for you.
Sometimes I think I would trade all my creativity for mass appeal; other times I am happy being the way I am because the subscribers are better — you were drawn to me because in addition to thinking I’m hot, you’re also gravitating towards the weird, creative, and unknown. Millions of girls to choose from, and yet you’re here. I’m thankful we can have really cool conversations on here more than “hey babe” “how is your day” “sup u horny? 😜” …. cause I never know how to answer that. The dreaded “how are you” lol I don’t know!! Oh man. I continue to exist. So yes I’m fuckin glad I can have real intellectual and conceptual convos on here with kind and respectful people. Honestly I just wish I made more money. I live in a very high cost of living state and with inflation, rent going up, debt etc I do feel envious of people who can play the capitalist game and hack the system. Every time you tip your favorite SWer you make their day. But a little part of my soul does die each time I do promo/marketing/advertising until I will have no more soul left to be perceived.
What’s it like being perceived? The very notion of being perceived in any reality is already so strange, it morphs into a whole other level with the e-self. The e-self is so fragmented and there will always be people who find me cool, people who find me insufferable, people who don’t care to form an opinion. Being “positive” online is me in cosplay. While I can see why that turns people off, there’s that trade off I must consider in between my true feelings and the false positive nature I share online. I can call myself an optimist and it would be true of my avatar, but not of me. I’m a bluntly honest person and sometimes I have no filter. It’s not that I don’t feel joy or drive, I just feel it less than others.
What are some of the trade-offs of being in the digital realm? The price we pay for the convenience of the internet is that it does something harsh to our brains. We expect instant gratification and even our sense of time and memory is altered. But surely there is a digital utopian dream within this all, isn’t there? You subscribed for the simulation, right?
Why isn’t body image discussed more in x rated content? I have a lot to say about this subject matter such that it probably warrants its own separate post, but a field in which the body is the primary moneymaker the body is subject to both limitation and idealization (yes arguments could be made for the mind and the personality being supplemental to the body, but my looks are the reason I caught your eye 99% of the time). The body is scrutinized as though in a meat market. Not everyone can handle this. The way I cope is I’m just objectively used to it, partially even enjoy it in a way, and I feel dissociation and alienation are like second nature to me. I’m at peace with my body for the most part, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to do this. I had a painful but successful recovery from my eating disorder and could never have pictured myself exposing a body that I hated so deeply. Now my attitude had changed and I treat myself better. Starvation and deprivation is a lame way to slowly ruin yourself. I would rather be fatter and happier. Any body type will be lucrative as long as there’s swag and love behind it. The meat market prefers confidence. Insecurity of the body will always be there, especially for girls, especially in a visually dominated industry, but I’m glad to have it much less. I’m far from the hottest, but I’m still hot! And I think that’s still really fuckin cool cause never in my life have I had thoughts of myself as pretty, hot, sexy etc, in the way I do now. All body issues stem from the mind anyway, so getting over the mental blocks and recovering from chronic stress is really the key to success imo.
Why don’t we talk about burnout more? You can’t perform at your best if you’re burned out. (Burnout is another major major major thing that needs to be discussed more btw). I think many of us are far beyond burned out to the point where it’s chronic. The body and mind have their fragile human limitations, the meat sacks that we are. I do believe it is the responsibility of the upper hierarchy to help those below them, because hoarding (of anything, whether it’s wealth or advice or things) is inhumane. In my perfect delusional fantasy world there would be a redistribution of wealth and better living conditions for all people. Life is just full on misery sometimes, we don’t deserve that. We all deserve to be as healthy wealthy happy and loved as we can. I do believe that. We deserve happiness just not at the expense of others. In a war there are no winners only losers. We deserve peace.
What would I do if I made a lot of money from OF? I admire the few people on top who genuinely use their earnings to better society; I’ve seen a few porn accounts who have opened animal sanctuaries and do activism/humanitarian support, which is fucking cool. Selflessness will never not be cool. If I had financial power I would 1. Help animals 🦔 2. Start an art grant for creative SWers 3. Take a year off work, a selfish indulgent long vacation to do nothing but unwind from life. At that point I would have earned it and I’ll have rested enough to comfortably help others.
How has there not been an art grant for SWers?? I really wish there was better mutual aid in this field, but like most people in the world in any field, personal expenses always come first // this is what capitalism has ingrained into us from day one. Also the hidden and stigmatized factor of being an SW dampens a lot of efficacy of mutual aid things. The competition of this field is also the worst part of it, people can become overly competitive and start gatekeeping. This is also part of why I want the Cyberhorny thing to get going, as a source of guidance for creators who may need it. When I was starting out I wish I had something/someone like that to encourage me but be realistic. If I can be that for someone, I would be happy. Honestly that is major goal for me, that if later this year my account is doing okay I would love to create a grant even if it’s a smaller amount like $500 or $1000 to help someone who could use the money for equipment or lighting or whatever would help them succeed as a rising obscure star in the cybersex world. I feel incredibly grateful being supported by you guys here and being able to scrape by with this as my job but it hits different being supported in a big way by a fellow SW.
What is porn to me? Laying in bed and resting is like porn to me.
2. Before I post my next contents over the next few days, I’m wondering which of these you would be most interested in seeing!!
*There’s more GG and solo content on the way, if you’re liking my posts thank you cause it makes me feel very nice! If you like a bunch of them msg me when ur done ✔️ so I can send you something cute* 🖤
Aaahhh I’m undertaking a major (for me at least) home/studio redesign! Most of this day is dedicated to moving my shit around so I can work on my art, music and writing in the living space instead of bedroom.
Compartmentalization works, I think. Let’s see! Thoughts on my setup so far? It’s still a lil baby work in progress so don’t judge too harshly lol 😭💞 Also swipe 4 some random hoe pics sprinkled within cause hi I’m tryina be hot along with the slice of life stuff 💖
Good morning! 😃 I filmed a spur of the moment super lengthy ass ranting video lol feat my kitten being cute! Kitties and titties. Ngl I am quite hungover today so I’m going to do a massive amount of self care. Thank you so much for caring about my art, it makes me 🥺🥺🥺🌷Like this post if you think my kitten is cute or my pics are hot/both! I will catch up on messages soon thank u for being so patient ( ◠‿◠ ) 🌷
(swipe 4 kitchen shoot + vid... kitten meow at 11:20)
Portrait of the artist bending over while reading Lacan. Video of the artist reading Lacan, Plath, Marx, Jung, and Freud.
A little pipsqueak campaign - I want to get some new books and art supplies. I’ve been so unmotivated to do intellectual and artistic things but I want to read and draw and make music again. Tip if you enjoyed these and want more creative content. If this reaches the goal I’ll post a new hysterical literature video :)
To be a star, you have to really take yourself apart and say "the rules don't apply to me." Objectively I, and people like me, shouldn't be able to succeed in an industry that harshly prioritizes marketing and self-promotion and self-objectification, but I want to show that there are creators out there who dissect this platform on a deeper level and can still fucking crush it. Pics of me from the first half of 2021, a year that really changed my life, and I want to do more with what I have learned.
