🥺 Wasted my prettiest years… 2014
🥺 Wasted my prettiest years… 2014
2025-05-19 04:50:48 +0000 UTC View Post
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Lose so many friends from childhood through now. Being delet..
Lose so many friends from childhood through now. Being delete but not block lol 😂 🥺🥺 They did shed so many light in my life. I don’t blame them. 😭😭😭 It’s get depressing but if they’re in pain I be upset as well too. I understand no ill hatred. I was sad that many deleted me. 🥺 They did encourage to not give up. Then they knew it’s someone with money and governmental power. 😭😭😭 I always wish them to be with good people and have happiness. Hated how I couldn’t even escape the abuseee. It’s unfair I been fighting all my life against it. I pray they be happy and content in whatever life brings them. They all value me as a human being. 😔 They all knew how depresssing the unnecessary life struggles is. Promise if I live I repay them their kindness even if they deleted me! They’re sad that I’m sufffering. It’s unfair. I remember the things they say towards me and that I need to stand up for myself. Don’t be so sad. It hard to not be sad because im exhausted of living. Sigh 😔 a hateful family, place, people who manifest harm, and rather take it to the extreme. I remember I did nothing bad to anyone. Even if I did hurt someone feeling I apologize for it. Not toward toxic 304 who play victims 24/7. They get mad for being exposed as a bad human being. Smh 🤦♀️ I know how them women be acting like my mother 2face Hippocripe person relying on man for everything like money, food and medication 💊 . Smh 🤦♀️ I learn in life to not be like her and not be like them 304.
2025-05-18 01:44:23 +0000 UTC View PostI hate it when people take photos of me and mess up my angle..
I hate it when people take photos of me and mess up my angles and vision smh 🤦♀️ The first one I took by myself and the 🌹 May 17 2022 Still fighting for my life still 🥹🥲
2025-05-17 23:20:00 +0000 UTC View PostSomeone irritated me so much and think I want to spend my wh..
Someone irritated me so much and think I want to spend my whole life living in a damn car. It exhausting asf. I hate summer the most cause it get hot 24/7. Very angry! 😡 I rather have room to have a real bed and to have kitties. Private place. I only live in car because I want to travel and save up money for land and tiny house which would have been 2 years. My credit score was so good 780 😭 4 credit card equal 12000$ cry 😭 Tired of the housing market. Tired of the stupid apartment and neighbors and having people watch me. Ugh I have this shitty white neighbor who thought she was shittt in gymnastic but if she was good she would been in Olympic lmfao 😂. She spread rumors that my dad was abusive to this white girl at school. She and her brothers be cutting the rope to my treehouse. I never like living in a white neighborhood very disrespectful and very nosey!
I really don’t like living in one during spring/summer because it get really hot and then car issues. Sigh 😔 I would have have enough money for newer car. Stupid shit cause by mostly white self centered evil people and Hmong people the most! I hate you Nancy Yang & Chia Yang and the Hmong people who cause harm towards me in Nc! The pedobear Aunt and people who talk crap about me! You ain’t get nothing from me but karma. Hmm 🤔 Thank God he give you that condition old hag!
I forgive you if you do better and change as a person. Becau..
I forgive you if you do better and change as a person. Because Some people do change. Sigh 😔 If you were never sorry for harming me then gtfo
2025-05-16 16:31:27 +0000 UTC View Post🙄🙄🙄 no one can’t tell how huge my boobies is. Oversized shir..
🙄🙄🙄 no one can’t tell how huge my boobies is. Oversized shirts. 😅😅 U never see them in public. My leg and hand still hurt. 😞 .
2025-05-16 01:38:49 +0000 UTC View Posthttps://youtu.be/LJel9q-nDZo?si=jWp50pPYLSmg2W6K
https://youtu.be/LJel9q-nDZo?si=jWp50pPYLSmg2W6K
I woke up to a happy dream for once. I used to work at McDon..
I woke up to a happy dream for once. I used to work at McDonald and saw old managers. It was weird because I haven’t seen them forever or talk to them. Strange dream. Drive through they give me a cake and celebrate my birthday. 🎂 it was a stitch design on. It was weird and they put random Asian guy worker his name that I never knew in real life. To say it from it. They put my real adoptive name. Crystal V. Instead of my real birth last name with the c. I wasn’t crazy for stitch because I think he look like a weird blue alien. I like that quote Lilo: "'Ohana" means "family." "Family" means "no one gets left behind." But if you want to leave, you can. I'll remember you though. I guess I been under appreciated lately and sense of happiness when I woke up sigh. Then I remember Abby & Alison of how their mom enable her son abuse just like my mother and brother. I have to save them because Abby love Leo and stitch and I thrift shop for stitch for her. She has mini collection of it. Repeat trauma and learn lessson to make it different. They say the same thing when I leave forever they miss me. Sigh 😔 I guess because I been so depressed and used up. That simple birthday cake made me happy I guess because my managers always appreciate me. Sadly the ones who cause my injuries never did. 🥺🥺 Out of the whole workplace that supervise and human resource Aunt love to protect lazy unethical white/asian people.
Yes stitch has no family but Leo adopted him as family. Remind me of my friends they created hello kitty birthday cake for me and hello kitty stuff for my birthday. 🎂 Even if we drift away from toxicness of their personality. I understand that they were depresss and need to grow. Life is difficult. They did help me but they need mental help and support. It hard to live a life with lot of struggle and stress.
Sorry been stress out 🥺🥺🥺 honestly don’t care for people. Ka..
Sorry been stress out 🥺🥺🥺 honestly don’t care for people. Karma did the bidding. Tolerate so much bs, this person was disgusted n let his bro abuse me n beg for me to stay inside. Notice red flags. He let him do whatever. Harm me and the cats. Sigh 😔 audacity to try to stay inside my place of peace and quiet. He was very hostile toward me when I visit kitty and pressure sexxx upon me when I beg no. Kitty kitty love me all 5 of them. They were my therapy. I notice the most was that they both cuddle each other as twin. It was creepy because I never seen that. When I’m cold 🥶 he act vile against me. I notice the difference when I broke my leg how evil & toxic he was. I was there for kitties because they make me happy especially tiger kitty love to sleep right next to me n step on me while I’m sleeping. Ralp the fat cat get jealous and attack them if the kitty come to me smh 🤦♀️. The only thing they keep me stress free is the kitty. He lie, cheat & steal. Refuse to go back because he don’t want to pay bills. 💵 I just miss the tiger kitty and the bigger one. Ralph I love to mess with him. He was sad that I couldn’t walk and notice I was in pain lol 😂 he used me for food then get grouchy n scratch me . That when he actually fight back only toward the cat who scratch me but when it come to his brother trying to raaape me or harm me with his dog he don’t do shhhittt! I don’t believe in a damn prince more like thirsty lying mofo. They all endured bs!
2025-05-14 01:48:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Step out of the momentThat's been trappin' you in all this n..
Step out of the moment
That's been trappin' you in all this negativity of hatred and insanity
Don't dwell on the past, it's time to make a change- Suga
They say I have chicken legs 🦵 lol 😂
They say I have chicken legs 🦵 lol 😂
2025-05-08 19:33:45 +0000 UTC View PostI feel really sad why men defend about toxic ex’s honestly i..
I feel really sad why men defend about toxic ex’s honestly if they did care for you they want the best for you. I believe relationships should just be 2 in 2. Constantly Hear how one does nothing and do whatever they want for their crazy need and complain 24/7x. The other be used up. Vice Versa. If they really cherish you they would just respect you as a whole person and work on themselves to be a better person and fix their mental health. I learn the hard way. It’s too late to live forever. Drain by toxic people to the point it destroy me physically and mentally. I give all my time on a person who ignore me and miscommunicate me and believe on his other friends. He wasn’t the greatest person to be with because he was mean about people and laugh at bad fortune even is his crush Prayyy rappee on me it wasn’t fun. Even when his own best friend harass and be mean to me he doesn’t do nothing and let him be very mean to me. He didn’t care how mean my motherrr was toward me. I think that why my parents like him because he wasn’t going take me away he was useless. Spending my whole midddlee-college on someone who act like he going care and be there. Many people say move on. When u watch people toxic relationship through movie then you realize how manipulative people can be and pretend to be good people. That why I took a long break from boyfriend it was time to heal. Now it affected me for live to be in pain until I diee. I think I did want mini babies but things happen. I know my purpose is to help many people. Living a difficult environment full of hate and jealous wasn’t fun. I have to go heal in a place that wasn’t in nc but out of nc. I open my eyes and saw many people want me to live
2025-05-08 18:53:21 +0000 UTC View PostSave the kitties and order pcm cry 😭
Save the kitties and order pcm cry 😭
2025-05-08 11:20:37 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t want to waste anyone time because I don’t know if I ..
I don’t want to waste anyone time because I don’t know if I make it, they told me if I do make it. It be most painfully recovery process. Meaning it might take years in a facility. I don’t want to wasted someone money and time.
2025-05-05 22:21:03 +0000 UTC View PostWhen someone cause more stress and not put your medical need..
When someone cause more stress and not put your medical needs. Sigh 😔 very immature and vile. Cause more injuries. Very sad. Disrespect me so much. Sorry 😢 it dog injuries bite! Cry 😭
2025-05-05 14:29:40 +0000 UTC View PostSigh I never understood about lazy witches who make men/ peo..
Sigh I never understood about lazy witches who make men/ people pay for everything especially used pity card about being single mother and so forth. Tf smh 🤦♀️. Not a fan of them because the one I meet and grew up knew how toxic their relationship is and such. They play victim into having kids and whine about it 24/7. Then let their kids be abusive or grew mess up. Not all but most of them I seen. They have constantly sexual things with many guys and pretend they’re a good mother when they’re not. Cheating and dating isn’t good mom. Especially be like I’m a single mother with 3 kids and no one want to help me. I’m like tf so many people help you. You need to help yourself and they need to help themselves always make me wake up every morning and noon just so they could walk 4 minutes up a hill. Think they’re the most disrespectful ones too from bad people. Sigh 😮💨. People like them don’t deserve kids. Honestly people who can’t have kids would love and afford their kids and not have a crazy mess up version of themselves. I’m grateful I got to see many karmatic event against those whiney, self centered women who play victim into being who they’re. Realize many people bad mouth about them 24/7 so they cry and get upset about it. Thanks for bad mouthing me when you got cancer! You still poor and Cryingg for being poor. Even the girls call you Miss piggy! I do seen some single mom who do better and don’t rely on anyone or work together! Remarried due to hardship. Remember this Hmong realtor she was kind to me about this notary and was curious about why I come to do it by myself. I saw how fancy her house, car and how supportive her family is with each other. She didn’t want to take money from me cause she knew I was suffering. I saw her beautiful tattoo about her ex husband who passed away in a car accident on her arm. It show her husband went to kingdom of heaven. I thought that was tragic because her baby was less than 2 years old and she was with her new husband when he was divorce too. I think women like her who was single mom who went for single dad is good and not sleep around and play around with men. Many I seen who just party like no tommorrow and drink and smoke 💨. Just randomly hook up: Most of them make me babysit there kids a lot when I’m like 🙄 they’re so damn disrespectful towards me! Cry about being poor or doing bad things! Smh 🤦♀️
2025-05-05 01:52:52 +0000 UTC View Post
It been too long sorry! Newbies
It been too long sorry! Newbies
Sorry booooos it stressful 😥 car issues that almost freaking..
Sorry booooos it stressful 😥 car issues that almost freaking done ugh 😣 change the spark plug, throttle body sensor, camshaft, oil pump, fuel injector and painfully last for now is catalytic converter with 02 sensors. Ugh The stressors! Lmfao been stranded there since January cry now it almost May OMFG. Good part is if I was stuck somewhere else I be suffering alone without no help. The city city where there trains, bus, subways, uber/lyft, minority, close stores all together. Free parking 🅿️ 24/7 . Ability to have help fix my car back n forth to do those things. If my car was dead in country side. I would have lose a lot of money. 😭😭😭😭 Strugggle alone getting it fix. Sigh 😮💨 The good thing about that city every car auto part store is close and laundromat, dollar store too. If I was stuck anywhere else I be suffering 😭. It slowly getting fix. Yay! Ugh the struggle is real. Worry about tie rod n other stuff later. Ugh 😑 I get $$$ to have ppl do it faster n easier. Stressor of having a high mileage car. The defendant made me suffer cry. If only warranty came to cover it soon. The struggle is real plus dealership can be scammy as well too. Smh 🤦♀️
2025-04-17 04:18:13 +0000 UTC View PostMy body was always like this 🥲🥲🥲 until my injuries 2020
My body was always like this 🥲🥲🥲 until my injuries 2020
2025-04-16 06:43:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Sigh 😔 things that broke my 💔Not able to have mini babies.Pa..
Sigh 😔 things that broke my 💔
Not able to have mini babies.
Pain for life until I di33
Take medication for Life
Not Seeing my baby cousin grow up
Family & friends can break your heart too.
Having my personal items be taken away constantly.
Losing friends online
Not standing up for myself sooner.
Being alone
Being stalk 24/7
Invade if privacy
Having many bullies get away with it & pretend to be good ppl