

I've had a sugar daddy photographer for over a year now, who also is my ai editor. There was no emotion from me, it was him obsessed with me. I just met him for the money and spoiling me. He took me to places in london free of charge that I wanted to go to. I got into a serious relationship and didn't tell my boyfriend the situation. I should of said the truth, but I thought he would of left me at the time when I spoke the truth. I told the sugar daddy photographer that I had started seeing someone which made him consider to stop seeing me, despite I am in love with someone else who I have sex with. He spoke like he would think about it but probably never see me again which I was happy about. My boyfriend and I hadn't discussed my adult work much yet. The photographer was a sugar daddy type who was too large for sex. Each time we met it was rarely even his condomed dick slightly inside as he struggles big time get a boner especially as his stomach in the way, only once ever he cummed, which made it easy money for me, for not having sex but being nice. He rang and messaged me saying how much he wanted to see me again and missed me, I felt bad to the sugar daddy who offered to kill himself so upset about me, and to persuade offered me 2k to meet again for my birthday. So, I met him one more time, got the money I wanted, then blocked him on multiple platforms. I told my boyfriend about him, but not the full story of our history. My boyfriend then said I could do hj on my shoots, but not sex which made me feel so guilty and regretting what I attempted to do with another man behind his back for money. I realised this boyfriend is not one to be lied to, there is no point as he would find out. He gave me chances to admit things to him, but I didn't have the confidence to do so, as I did not want to ruin us. I didn't turn up for the last time me and the sugar daddy had planned, because I much rather have a peaceful loving relationship than any money. I let down a man who could now be not with us, but I alot worse let down my boyfriend. The sugar daddy photographer kept messaging me on the one adult site I did not block him on, when he realised he was blocked on WhatsApp and fetlife and purpleport and modelfolio. He kept asking me to unblock him on WhatsApp and call him, but I did not. I should of blocked him, but I kept the man unblocked on adult site, saying I blocked U on WhatsApp as wondering why I ignored him, then hinted I have a boyfriend so it is not ok to carry on. Then I messaged him when I realised my youpic profile was banned, as I knew he could get it back for me who has a profile there, which he did, and to send me my new ai edits before I finally block him for good on the last platform. I didn't want to lose my partner so I did not tell him, but now he knows. He understandably wants to see all I do and say now to others, incase I am not saying the truth. The truth really hurts now. I won't be having sex with any other men, ever. He is the one who understands me, so it is the biggest loss of my life and biggest regret, if he doesn't love me again. I really want my boyfriend to forgive me and build trust with me again ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
2024-12-12 19:33:42 +0000 UTC View PostI now only sell content of me alone or with my boyfriend, no one else. Shortly after our fairy-tale began, my handsome boyfriend has been the best in the bedroom and the best wherever we go and do it. He is the best, sweetest, caring, and romantic man. That is my type. We look after each other. He really does make me smile and laugh. He really does turn me on more than anyone has before. He puts up with me which I am very grateful for. He is my one and only.
2024-12-06 18:22:28 +0000 UTC View Post