“These hoes will never find a man cuz they have no value” – the comment I saw under a post of some OF model 🤷🏻♀️
The opinion we might can hear from some people, who would call online sex workers whores, sluts and women with no value. But what is value? The respect, love, happiness with yourself, when you know you worth it! So how “smart” is it to call sex workers – people with no value?👁️
First of all, people come to the industry with confidence, that we keep working on the whole time. They like their bodies that much, so they know that others would want to pay to see them 💸 Not everyone realizes they could monetize their beauty and personality, which I think is really smart thing! 💫
Respecting yourself is a part of it. Someone would say: “you don’t respect yourself because you show your boobs to other men”. People be acting like we are in 18th century, when nobody sees someone’s pussy, when there’s no porn in the internet, when there must no be freedom. Respecting yourself is doing what you like and enjoy to do. I like streaming with my tits out! I like taking pictures of my ass, I like filming stuff. Loving yourself when you don’t care about anything but your comfort 💖 Liking short skirts – cool! Liking sending nudes – great! Liking hair on your body – awesome! 🫶🏻
And the “saint” men will keep jerking off to their favorite porn with their favorite porn star on their favorite porn site, keep talking shit to other sex workers 🤭
How adult sites affect on the users?👀
Folks might think that the sites were made for only horny men who only want to masturbate, but there might be so many other reasons, like loneliness, anger, happiness, curiousity and boredom. I love that users feel comfortable here to share their thoughts, open themself, tell about their kinks without being afraid to get judged. Here people feel free to make their sexual fantasies come true, which I love so much! So many people are shy of their fetishes, and I was too, but in the industry i feel the most comfortable trying any kind of kinks that you guys offer! And I like to make people feel good and needed, to show that being kinky IS good and fun ✨
Also I have read how it affects on man's mood. For example, let's compare going to see your favorite football team and visiting an adult site. In both ways men will feel excitement, serotonin and dopamine. However, men might also feel stress with the option with football, might feel sadness and disappointment if their favorite team lose, which means feeling negative emotions. But after masturbation we usually feel good emotions only, masturbation helps you to deal with stress and only puts you in a good mood ❤️
And by that I'm not trying to say "stop watching ur dumb football" but just sharing of an interesting thought I had 😁
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I want to talk about beauty standards and the sex industry today✨
First I want to say that I think beauty standards is not a good thing for people and their confidence. Many people, when they are way younger, they look at those "perfect" bodies and faces in magazines and the internet, and ask themself "why don't I look like this?" and they try to lose weight at the age when they should not do it by crazy diets. Not realizing they might have serious health problems in their future. And I was like this too, not understanding you can not be 90-60-90 when you are not enough grown.
And I was looking at porn models, with huge fake tits, asses, perfectly shaved bodies, all "closed" pussy lips. And I wondered if something is wrong with my body, why all of these ladies look like that but I don't? Is that was all men in the world like?
Surely when I grew up I already knew that all vaginas are different, that there's a body positive and we all and all our bodies are beautiful, that there is no ugly people. And how I was surprised when I first visited a camsite to find out how it works before start working with it. I was so surprized by amount of so many different looking women, big ones, skinny, with huge tits, small, fake. Talking ones, masturbating ones. Vanilla and bdsm ones, women with acne, stretches. And all of them had an audience, people who appreciate and support them. I find it very cool that there are so many men with so many different tastes in women, with so many different kinks and fetishes! I really love that OF and camsites go for a body positive and many men want to see real women ❤️
Had a bit more of home style photoshoot ❤️
Got this book about experimental art. First I checked it fast in the store, saw some English sentences and bought it, but when I opened it at my place I realized that only few pages are in English, and all others are in Spanish 🤣 But I guess it doesn’t really matter since it’s literally just an art book full of “weird” and “freaky” drawings (the ones I love soooo much!!!)
I really do love books like that, something about art & creative stuff! I used to love exhibitions of modern art and read about them. Sometimes people create something really strange looking and put interesting meaning/thoughts in their art. I find it really interesting to read about what artists meant to show/express/tell by their works 🎨✨
Did you already see my new pfp?❤️
My friend took her camera to Malaysia so we are having fun with it and taking pictures of each other (we took buuunch of them and going to do more tomorrow in the morning!!!) 🥰 I can’t wait for her to create OF account so I could introduce her to you! She is really super sweet and fun and we are having great time together! I really love having nice girl friends (◕‿◕✿)
Anyways… if you liked a picture let me know in DM if you wanna see more of them 👀
Not a new pic but I love it 💞
I’m on vacay in Malaysia rn! Hope y’all behaving and being good boys lol 🫶🏻
I decided to share my photoshoots here w u <3 Soon I’m gonna tell about my trips! During nights I’m free and bored upstairs in my room, since my friends aren’t crazy outsiders… so maybe we chat?👀
As a sex worker, sometimes people ask my favorite sex story. I can’t say there’s “the best sex ever” (unless I’m in very romantic mood 🥹) there are good fucks and not good fucks, nice experience and not really. So every time I think of my “favorite sex story” I only think about crazy fun things I’ve done, something that might not be that good, but it would stay in my memory forever just because how fun it was. I really love the idea about having sex outside of the room, like, damn do we really always have to be classic vanilla and fuck in bed ONLY? Maybe let’s go out in night and figure out what fun and risky we can do? Or even in the daytime??👀 I did have sex in parks and forests, but I think my favorite story to tell happened in the winter, under a truck 😂 Like man it already sounds so weird!!
So, I was just hanging out with my ex, it was a typical Russian winter (very cold and snowy 🙂), we were sitting on a bench in the park and there was a truck. And for some reason I was like “let’s go lay down under that truck?” so we crawled under it, lied down and just looked up at the bottom of the truck. And again, for some reason, i asked “want me to blow you right now??” 😂 I have no idea what was in my mind but… why not?? And sure later we did continue in the same park on a bench, while it was cold, snowing, and we wore warm jackets 🤪
Another day me and my friends went to see the oldest temples! There were like 36 of them! I never really found it fun to go see such stuff like churches, temples, but I felt so tourist, so I thought why not? At least I’ll go out of my room again! 🤓 But the most exciting thing happened in the end of the trip, we had to go on top of the mountain to see one of the temples, and since it was too high we got into the cloud, and damn, it was so beautiful! It really felt like I’m in Silent Hill 😭💙 The views were so adorable, the nature, the air!
Also the “skirt” I’m wearing is called sarong, the traditional Asian cloth that protects your skin from the sun and you must have it in temples and all the holy/saint/religious places to cover your *sexy* legs!✨
Hey there, welcome to my page!💞
Let’s get to know each other! Since you subscribed me – you will see all my silly lifestyle posts. I share my thoughts and stories here because I want people to see sex worker’s personality and not only pussies and tiddies, let’s be respectful and keep only friendly good vibes!💖
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In DM’s you can ask me for custom pictures and videos, I’m open minded person and kinky friendly, so don’t be shy to share your fetishes with me (if you find your kinks strange, will it make you feel better if I tell you that I masturbated to music to explore world of fetishes?) 🤪 If you’re brave enough and want to have me 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲, 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘄, 𝗮𝘀 𝗰𝗹𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲 then we can have a call 📞 And you also can control my interactive Lovense toy during the call 💕
I usually stick to submission in sexual way, but I also am a hidden switch and dommie 🤫 I’m also always down for *horny* chatting 💓
You can always give me a supportive tip/spoil me/pay for stuff you want to see me wearing or using 🫶🏻
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✨ my trip to volcano ✨
𝟰. 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗼𝗮𝗱 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗽
5 kilometers up and 5 kilometers down on the very steep road! What a wonderful workout, such leg day 😂 Taxi men offering their service with carts again, and now I felt like I’m very close to saying “YES”. On the way up my heart and breath were going crazy, on the way down – my legs, I don’t even know what was worse 🤪 The road was too steep with sand on it, so people were slipping and falling, hurting knees, I was very close to it a couple times but it didn’t happen since I’m somehow good with avoiding falls. Just slipped a hundred times without falling on my ass 😎 The sulfur smoke wasn’t that crazy anymore, so we could go without respirators and it also got warm so we took jackets off! And again, we were whining about the long tiring walk and about how hungry we are. I can not describe how happy I was when we finished the road, because legs hurt sooo much! And the long way home was going to happen, long ass trip again!✨ But I was deadly tired so I easily fell asleep in the van 🥰
I really enjoyed my trip to the volcano! It was only one day, but it felt like a whole week. Or even a month! Me and my friends decided to go out and do something like this more often, going out to see beautiful places. Activities like this are so tiring but also give you so much positive emotions. The “living the life” feeling. Something that opens your eyes and expanding your boundaries of the mind! It was very fun and I want to do something that fun more often! ❤️
𝗪𝗮𝗹𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗧𝘂𝗺𝗼𝗿, thank you for paying for this trip, I loved it! 🥰
✨ my trip to volcano ✨
𝟯. 𝗜𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹?
We got on the top. First, I was proud of myself that I survived and did it (without heart jumping out of chest or me falling down off the edge) Second, the words of the day were “holy fuck” and “wow”. The views were so amazing, so wholesome. It actually was one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen in my life. And I keep walking, I look at something that I already looked at and I keep saying “WOOOOOW”. I could not believe my eyes, I felt like I’m in Windows wallpaper screens, or Pinterest pictures. You know, something that you see on your phone or computer, something that beautiful so you don’t believe this is real. Because it’s always so far and you don’t even know where this place is. But it was real! I saw it, smelled, touched. The beauty of nature.
You can see the blue water in the crater, it is a lake, the acid lake, I mean, the largest acid lake in the world!! And the temperature of it around 60°C. Apparently, people can’t go down the volcano and touch the lake (unless you’re a worker who gets sulfur). On the another side there was something heaven-looking. Beautiful white clouds and reflection of the sun on them. Beautiful green hills covered with trees, mountains.
Me and my friends laughed at how silly people can be and how interesting human’s brain works. Volcano is active, the last time it spewed lava in 2002 year, and it still can. And people know it, but people still want to see it, people still pay for it.
Anyways, we walked around, being amazed by the views, the sun got up and it became warmer, and later it was time to walk back down to the van.
✨ my trip to volcano ✨
𝟮. 𝗔 𝘁𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗻 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗳 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘃𝗼𝗹𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗼
The road started being bumpy, and it got cold, no, it got SO COLD!!! I had no idea there’s such temperature in South Asia. I live in the place where it’s usually stable 22-30°C, but there, it felt like I’m back to Russia. It felt like the end of autumn and the the beginning of winter in my hometown. The van stopped and we went to a tavern to drink some tea to warm up. There they also were selling jackets and hats for people who were not prepared for this, but we were good (after tea I got so hot so I was completely sure I’ll be fine lol) 😂 Then a tour guide gave us flashlights and respirators, which was so exciting, I felt like a horror game character 😎 And we started our long, 5km upstairs walk to the volcano 🤩 The road was damn hard, especially for nerds and smokers like me, who don’t usually walk that much, so I had to stop every ten minutes just to breathe and be sure that my heart won’t jump out of my chest ✌🏻💯 The higher we went, the harder it was to breathe, there was a sulfur smoke in the air and I could actually feel it falling on my lungs. So it was time to wear uncomfortable respirators which hard as well to breathe in 🤪 There also were “taxi” men, who could lift you up or down on a cart(?), but it seemed like a tough-slave-kind of job, the service I would never use.. I’m going upstairs suffering, but what would a man feel like going upstairs, carrying a cart with a grown ass lady in it 😭 At the same time I want them to make money, but I also didn’t want to make them do it even though it’s their job…😔 Anyways, walking, whining, looking around, already being nicely shocked by the views, we got on the top!
✨ my trip to volcano ✨
𝟭. 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝘃𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗿𝘆
Recently I went to the volcano and it was one of the most exciting things I’ve never done! Here I’m gonna share with you the story of my trip! ❤️
And it started in the evening, we had to be at the volcano on the sunrise, so we had to go out in the night. First me and my friends got in a van (later we found out that the van was full of cockroaches 😭 yumm), we needed to get to the seaport since the volcano is placed on another island. The road took around 3h, we didn’t really know where the seaport is at, so tried to guess by looking at maps 😂 That day I also streamed and I couldn’t fall asleep later, so I was pretty tired and sleepy 🥺 Somehow I fell asleep, woke up, looked at the maps and saw that we are on the complete opposite side of the island, almost near the seaport!! It actually looked so serious, like I’m passing the broad or something lol, security checking cars and documents, then car gets into ferry boat and we go upstairs. There were small, colorful painted wooden benches and the view to the night sea, so dark and so many lights from the city. We went to the different island for about an hour, then we got back in the van and I finally fell asleep. But after some time I woke up because I was shaking…😳
I’m gonna tell you about scooter taxis here because I decided so lol (and I wanted to use this pic somehow). As I know, it’s not a thing in many other countries. But here, there’s no winter, and car traffic is insane during a daytime, so scooter taxi service isn’t a bad idea! Especially that sometimes 30min on scooter = 2h car drive 😵 People here drive since childhood. Literally, no joke. Every day I see little school kids driving huge scooters, so I try to believe that drivers here have good-many years-experience at driving 🙂
I also would say that it’s very different from scooter taxis in Thailand. I can’t tell what exactly the difference is, but they drive, um, scarier?? Like oh yea let’s speed up from 5km/h to 50km/h for a second and unexpectedly turn here and there, so backseat person always feels like they’re about to fall 😎💯 Some information that you will probably never need, unless you are a traveler, but just some silly fun facts hehe
That day I went out to the rooftop bar 💕 The silly thing is that weather app always changes, it could show sun and after a second it would show rain in the same area 🥲 So I got under soooo heavy rain while I was on my taxi scooter >< And I also had Lush inside the whole ride. And in the bar too 🤪 So my little horny dream came true, to go out with Lush in my pussy, so someone who I am with can control it whenever they want 💖 I’m not that big fan of Lush toy, but the idea turns me on so much and I loved it a lot, it was fun!
My vacay goes fine so far! First I had sooo much happening in my head, because I hated the idea of sharing my room with someone. Like, fuck. Someone is getting into my personal space, into my safe space?? So does it mean that my safe space isn’t that safe anymore?💀 But actually I just am soooo dramatic sometimes lolll. and living with someone actually isn’t that bad when you can talk about things that bother you, about things that you don’t like (so obvious innit..). I have kinda problems with telling stuff straight, but I try to learn, and after I do tell, it feels so good! Just like I had a hundred kilograms of stones on my back and then finally threw them away! Just still takes some time to learn!
on the pic im gonna have breakfast but saying “wait I gotta take a pic for boyz”
BoOo!
I loved to draw my whole life, and I know I’m not professional artist, I don’t draw every single day, not trying hard to learn anatomy, shadows, perspective etc. But I find it calming to draw, I found my peace in drawing or looking at horror art (since i love horror stuff A LOT). I want to make it scary and disturbing. I really got into this, so I started exploring a little creepy internet side, like void memes, glitch horror, analog horror, unnerving images etc. I don’t think that to calm down you gotta draw beautiful peaceful things, like nature and butterflies. Why would I draw something that I don’t like to draw? I better draw something that actually calms me down and makes me feel good, no matter if weirdos gonna call me sick weirdo for what I do ❤️
Second pic: me when u dont tip me
I am on my vacation off webcam world ✨ Wearing my friend’s aussie beer t-shirt lol and we went to watch Australian football! It was the first time in my life I went somewhere to drink beers and watch sports, feels weird cuz idgaf about sports and had no idea what’s happening in Aussie football, but it also was so fun!
My camgirl friend streams with Sony camera. I always wanted to try but wasn’t sure if I like it! And who likes getting expensive things and gets disappointed in them?? I really love the quality, but also the quality is a problem, like “omg, they will see my skin that good?? all my pores? acne? eyebags? and all that in perfect quality??” 🫠 So then my friend offered me to come over and take some “work” pictures, so we were photographers for each other!!✨ It was fun and we def plan to do it again some day, I really would love to have a photoshoot with a white shirt on, in a rice field!
Feeling kinda sick lately…(╯︵╰,) driving a scooter with sweaty wet clothes after gym wasnt a good idea! so now I’m trying to get well asap by drinking tea and watching Ugly Americans (I looove this cartoon!)
I’m going to hangout here a bit during this day so I’m very ready to accept your congratulations! 💖 If you want to congratulate me personally – today I’m gonna do video calls, first time ever in my life! 😱 I want to have naughty and fun beginning of this day, so since 9am till 12pm (GMT+8) we can have a call full of fun, passion, and horniness (I might be shy since I’ve never done it before…) 🤪
Wanna show me your appreciation, love and support on my birthday?😍 You can get a pictures for $10 or a full naughty birthday 7 mins video for $50 🤭 Or maybe you want something specific? So let’s figure it out and make it happen!💞 Video call for 5 and 10 mins for 80 and 160 respectively🥰
I have one and only one rule on my birthdays – I want to spend it fun, happy, with no stress. And I want to share this mood with you and make you feel amazing on this day! ✨
Today is my birthday and I turn twenty two years old on twenty second of May! Hooray and happy birthday to me! 🎉❤️
(I’m sure it’s not 22nd yet in many countries, but where I live it’s midnight so here’s bday post! 🎊)
Fun fact: when I just got into adult industry, they told me “put a younger age, the younger the better”, but I didn’t feel like lying A LOT, so when I was 20, I told everyone I’m 19 😂 Then I realized that I don’t like it like this, so after that I decided that I’ll just be 19 till the rest of my life in adult industry. Then I got close with one person from my streams, then another one, and another, and more, so more people knew my real age and real birth date (back then my fake bday was in December 🤪) . Last year I streamed when it was my bday, because I felt lonely in the new country, and had nothing to do, so just sat eating my “not” birthday cake 🙃 I didn’t want to tell anyone, but some people still knew it and came to tip and congratulate. So I realized I’m so bad at hiding/lying to people who I like and appreciate, so I was like okay, fuck that, will they really like me less if I’m not 18-19 years old? My main audience never seemed like caring much about age and never seemed to be obsessed with “baby girls”. And I’m glad now I’m honest with you and feel free to tell this! I’m glad I can be myself with you and don’t have to pretend to be someone else.
I love you guys, you are the best!💝
My friends told me: “that girl was crazy n depressive n hated everyone but after some time with ur therapist she got married and living happy life now”. And man. I kinda did start drawing again and started reading books and going to gym and all that, like, is it me???? anyway I like how it goes but I understand it’s only beginning cuz we are only learning how to admit that we can be scared and can’t be strong and independent all the time. Psychology is so interesting thing and I enjoy it a lot!
