Being a gainer the last 10 yrs has been so freeing. I was 18 when I started. And even though I was stuffing myself and loved how soft I was, I was still wearing shapewear to be more put together. And to have a “better” body silhouette. I wouldn’t wear tight dresses in public. Wouldn’t eat very much at restaurants out of fear of being judged.
Getting larger has allowed me to love myself and realize societies pressures they put on women to be thin is all just some social construct. I’m over 200 pounds more than I was at 18, and I wear all the skin tight dresses, and love my cellulite and double chin. And think my belly is my sexiest body part.
I was always dieting in high school, and failing every time and disappointed in myself. And for what? Because magazines, and tv and society think beauty lies in how thin your body is. Diet culture ruins so many beautiful women’s self esteem because they can’t be some unattainable size. Some women spend their lives never wearing a bikini/swimsuit. And can’t stare at themselves in the mirror. If society didn’t raise us with thin being the beauty standard, so many more women would love themselves. And their perceived flaws.
I’m really glad to be fat. And glad I discovered feedism/feederism and self love for myself honestly.
I don’t know if this is the place to share this. But had to get it off my chest. I’m just so happy to be so happy and at peace when I look in the mirror. Because my high school years were so difficult and riddled with hating my curvy body. I was made fun of. It was hard being the fattest girl in the room growing up. And even the fattest person at my schools. The shame I felt was insurmountable.
And I feel no shame now. It’s very liberating because people can’t imagine why I’d even go out in public looking like I do at my size now, and it’s because I love myself and they can’t understand why. A lot of people hate to see fat women thriving and happy, because they feel How can someone like me love myself the way I am, when they work so hard to be fit and still aren’t happy with themselves.
Lots of time unlearning negativity towards my body. And putting how I feel about myself as most important. Always thinking introspectively to make sure I live for me. And no one else.
2021-07-31 08:43:58 +0000 UTC
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One of my fave video's I've ever filmed.
Stuffing my face with cake, and f*cking my belly button and fat rolls with a dildo. Which are also my two favorite things off-camera too. Mmmm.
2021-07-27 21:05:24 +0000 UTC
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$180 stuffing. Old Spaghetti Factory, Thai Cuisine, and Squealers BBQ.
I’m squealing myself over how delicious this food is going to be and how stuffed I’m going to get. Fuuuuck
2021-07-25 21:27:00 +0000 UTC
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Here's a fupa jiggle from a few years ago. Crazy to think that this was 40-50 pounds ago, So everything in this video has gotten bigger.
Time for a re-make? lol.
2021-07-25 00:15:24 +0000 UTC
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Isn’t it crazy how much bigger my belly looks outside of my pants? God I’m enormous 😍
I reeeeeally wish I had someone to get my order for me, so I don’t have to stand up and grab my order from the Domino’s driver at the door. Now Taking applications 😉
2021-07-21 20:04:17 +0000 UTC
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Some belly play for you while I wait in anticipation of my food.
Watching the Dominos tracker and seeing when my food gets put in the oven and being able to track the driver to my house, with anticipation for my huge order just for myself, ranks pretty high up there with sex for me.😂 That’s my kink I guess. It’s so satisfying/exciting.
I just ordered and I CANT WAIT for my food. 😩
2021-07-21 19:53:45 +0000 UTC
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I hurt my back this week. So I literally can only sit around. -and EAT. And sleep. I just finished eating a huge meal And felt like rubbing, jiggling and playing with my enormous belly. I have extremely limited mobility right now because of pain. So sorry!
Will be uploading a mix of unreleased videos. And some older videos this week and next. And what I can film while sitting, until I get better. 🙏🏽
2021-07-20 22:07:09 +0000 UTC
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When I listen to Megan Thee Stallion, I just wanna shake my ass. Had some energy tonight(this took all my energy) So enjoy! Hahaha.
2021-06-15 02:17:44 +0000 UTC
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Come for the body, stay for my heavy breathing. 😉
2021-05-31 20:00:18 +0000 UTC
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Tell me I look fucking hot.
Will be posting matching video too💕
2021-05-30 07:42:14 +0000 UTC
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It’s my birthday today(May 29th). Here’s a picture from my birthday 2 yrs ago. Me next to my almost 300 pound friend. I always love being not only fattest in a photo. But I love being twice the size of an already very fat girl. 😊
If anyone wants to give me any $$ tips as a gift, I’d gladly appreciate it. And I’ll send you a little private jiggling video!
Any tips will go to meals this week, because well... I’m fat as fuck and always eating. 😂
2021-05-30 04:01:08 +0000 UTC
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Nice & Big
2021-05-25 22:18:14 +0000 UTC
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I know what a sausage feels like in its casing, when I’m in my front seat. It’s so tight on my hips, so my belly and fat rolls hang over the center console where you store things, making me unable to use it. 😏
2021-05-25 22:14:07 +0000 UTC
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I got stuck in this chair as my friend tried to help me up today. She gave me her hands to pull me up and the chair came with my ass. First time meeting her brother and he got to witness a chair sticking to my fat ass as I got up. My friend ended up having to hold the chair down, while I wiggled my hips forward and out and used the stool to put my hands on for leverage as I got up. Took me a little over a minute to get up. #SupersizeProblems
Hoping she’ll let me get stuck again, So I can show y’all in the future for a video.
2021-05-25 22:08:43 +0000 UTC
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Some just waking up, morning jiggles for you. When I was recording this, I was just thinking how I wish I was getting fucked. This is exactly how I jiggle when I’m being fucked on my back, and I was breathing heavy, just like when I have sex and it kinda turned me on for a second..
Hopefully it turns you on more watching this, knowing I really wanted to be fucked. Just need someone to do that. 😊🥰
2021-05-21 18:59:27 +0000 UTC
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2021-05-19 23:22:19 +0000 UTC
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Getting dressed shouldn’t get someone this out of breath and tired. But something tells me you don’t mind😉 And also, is it just me or is my double chin looking extra luscious recently?!
2021-05-18 02:11:00 +0000 UTC
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My god, the way my hips, thighs and ass have grown since I started gaining...
Don’t miss the video at the end. Thought I’d shake my lovely ass for you. Does my heavy breathing turn you on? What turns you on the most?
2021-05-12 17:19:40 +0000 UTC
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Just went swimming and my dress was stuck to me. I knew it would be a good show, letting you watch me take it off. I’m so out of breath. As usual.
2021-05-09 23:57:46 +0000 UTC
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Jeans always give me muffin top.. but my muffin top does feel so soft.. My whole belly feels good. No need to keep it restricted in these jeans...
2021-05-08 08:28:00 +0000 UTC
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I will be leaving BigCuties this month. So I will instead be posting photo sets here that I have not used there yet, with matching videos. And I’m honestly excited. I haven’t been excited to be with BC for a while. And I’d like to put more work into other areas like my OnlyFans. I will be transitioning hopefully into a schedule on here. And putting out more work. I may raise my sub price in a few months, but I want to be putting out a lot of content before doing that, so it is earned.
Anyways, I feel a weight lifted off me. And am way more excited to film full sets for OnlyFans. I’m working on an ALL squashing video store, I’m opening a video store with BBWBeccabae next week. There’s a lot of great things in the works. On and off OF.
I just want to say thanks for everyone’s support❤️ Your support keeps me fat. And I appreciate everyone who takes the time to sub or enjoys my content.
2021-05-06 19:11:27 +0000 UTC
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Blown away at how huge I am sometimes. I’ve happily given into a lifestyle so gluttonous, it would make doctors cringe that I got this big by choice. Not by accident. And I’ve loved every minute of it.
2021-05-01 22:20:51 +0000 UTC
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I’m loving my ass the fatter I get. My backfat/ass combo is amazing.
2021-05-01 22:02:12 +0000 UTC
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2021-04-29 00:49:16 +0000 UTC
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Waiting for my food. Wish I could have gotten a longer video, but the kitchen workers were staring at me. I just cause a scene wherever I go I guess. Lmao.
How would you feel as the patron in a restaurant, watching me walk in, order and push the table over so I can barely squeeze into the booth?
2021-04-15 04:50:48 +0000 UTC
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Tight clothes are the right clothes 💕
(If you’re on mobile, make sure you click all the way into the full size photos, then swipe)
2021-04-09 23:37:08 +0000 UTC
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I’m still so surprised at how massive I am, when I watch my videos back. -check out my last post for the slow motion jiggle version. It’s crazy to see everything slowed down , you’re able to catch so much of the rippling of my fat. You miss so much, when I jiggle in normal speed, but it’s so hot either way. Anyways, hope you enjoy the options today 😉
As always feel free to let me know what you would like to see, in the comments or private message me.
2021-04-08 23:07:49 +0000 UTC
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I’ve had some fans ask for a slow-motion jiggle video. So here you go! Also posting the regular video too.
2021-04-08 22:54:33 +0000 UTC
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Ya’ll. Can I just say, I miss Buffets😭
I just wanna be up close scooping plates of food until my hearts content. And pay $13 to do so.
2021-04-03 18:40:21 +0000 UTC
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I’ve bought quite a few new clothes lately. Many things are too tight/too small, but I’ll still get some use out of them since fans love seeing me in things that are too tight. What do you think, too small? or just right? 😋
2021-04-02 20:47:58 +0000 UTC
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