A long one...this felt very much like a therapy session.
I apologise for how heavy emotionally a lot of these videos are becoming...like I said, I don't do secrets or fakery on this page.
I'm not a perfect person, I am flawed and on a journey of emotional healing myself...and I will continue to share it so anyone in a similar situation doesn't feel alone.
Thank you for listening and being a friend as always 💕
Christmas, Childhood & Making A Difference To The World!
A bit more about me and my childhood and how that shaped who I am today....I'd love to make a huge impact to people and to the world, but I'm not sure where to start.
Let me know your thoughts...what are your visions for 2024? I'd love to know!
I’d like to do a chatty video like this every day for the rest of December.
This video isn’t as uplifting as I’d like….but I want to share all sides of me on here, the good, the bad and the ugly.
Yesterday I wasn’t a good friend. Today is a new day and a new way of being.
Every day I will become 1% better.
That starts with honouring my word (doing the things I say I am going to do), taking responsibility for my own life and for those around me, being selfless and getting rid of excuses.
Recorded this a while back...so much fun! I can't wait to record some new stuff for you guys! Also...in rewatching this I'm realising how much I miss ANAL 🥵
Just a check in as many of you know I'm trying to get lean by the end of the year...we're doing pretty good...I'm super excited! I don't think we're too far from abs! The tan is looking a little crazy (I still need to wash it off 🤣) but overall impressed with how its going so far! Do you have any goals by the end of the year?
I've been thinking about ways I can make this page different..how I can get to know you on a deeper level..and make it more personal than anything else I post on social media.
So this seemed like a good place to start....I originally uploaded this video to YouTube, but I thought that the people who I really want to see this side of me are those closest to me...and that's you!
I'd love to film more videos like this, chatting, letting you get to know me better, telling you what's going on in my life and sharing more!
Let me know what you think...I'm really enjoying putting all of my focus on this page and getting to use it as a really genuine place for me to be myself!
Outside of the sexy pics and vids, I want you to get to know the real me...my quirkiness, my creativity, my interests, everything....
I had so much fun on my lives tonight! Thank you to everyone who joined..I can see these getting addictive, it turns me on so much to think about everyone watching me hehe 😈 There'll be lots more where that came from...see you on the next one! 🥵
Here's a quote by Thomas Edison to motivate your morning...
'Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time.'
I've had a tough couple of days...adjusting to living alone again, new country, new beginnings...its been tricky to self motivate.
But I'm keeping my spirits HIGH and plodding along anyway.
I've been thinking a lot about this page, the people I have here and the message I want to share...
And I've realised in my own loneliness that this is something I want to prevent...I want every single person who is part of my community here to feel as though they have a friend in me.
I want to inspire you all to, to entertain you all, to connect with you all and make the world feel a little less lonely for everyone.
So today...we're not giving up, we're smiling, we're feeling good and we're trying one more time like Edison said!
How is everyone doing today? What's new? Lets chat!!