(ใฃโโกโ)ใฃ โฅ ***Warning: shower video ahead โ ๏ธ it might get wet!!
I hope youโve been liking my posts so far, remember itโs free to smash the like button, helps me a lot, and takes two seconds. It shows me Iโm doing a good job on here, so if you like something pls engage with it thank youuuuu*** ๐งผ โฅ
๐งโโ๏ธ Hi, announcement about digital detox/time off:๐ป Iโll be out of office and out of town for the week so I wont be answering any messages or posting anything on here besides pre-queued posts till Thurs or Fri. I'll make it known when I'm ready. Please donโt take it personally if Iโm not active or answering, be respectful and give me the time and space I need to heal. Thereโs plenty of scheduled posts to entertain you. ;) I deeply appreciate your support and respect to my privacy, boundaries, and personal time. Thanks xx ๐
My ass is finally taking a break!! Spent today packing and took these cute pics/videos before my travels. I wanted to make content for a campaign this week but am doing the exact opposite and taking a vacation; all in all I think it will be the better choice for my mental health. Here are some ~long detailed explanation videos~ for those who like to watch em + many pics ๐ Iโve got a brief post up as well because with my page you get double the crazy. See you later!
There arenโt enough pictures of me enjoying life here; most of you may think I am a miserable self-hating twat but that is only 1/3 true! Here are some pics thoroughly vibing and thriving from a mini trip in the pandemicโs peak: chillin w a giant sloth in the ghost town of Calico, an abandoned Vegas strip, Area 51, Sex Museum, and the Alien Cathouse Brothel โค๏ธ
Fuck the Supreme Court ๐ My body, my temple, my wasteland, my autonomy. Love that a cabal of saggy geriatrics hold the key to policing womenโs bodies. Excuse the brain fogged post I had to be in the ER again very fun ๐ but seriously fuck this dystopian shit I have no words. Iโll be out of office, itโs badly needed. Talk to you later ๐ค
Ohh its kind of big โบ๏ธ My historic first dragon dildo, truly an experience ๐คญ๐
Loving these pics? Tip me $5 if you love seeing my little body get absolutely demolished by this monster and Iโll send u some more! ๐ Tip $25 if you wanna see the full 10+min video BJ and penetration ๐ฅต๐
Hello my dears! ๐๐ How meta, a scheduled post about scheduled posts. I am wondering how you guys feel about them. Maybe this is too much transparency idk but I like to let you know where Iโm at and how Iโm running my account.
Due to my emotional state right now that my Russell is gone Iโll be taking a break for few days (?) and pre scheduling posts so you can still see me while Iโm away. When Iโm ready Iโll make new content ๐ฅ๐
Sorry for any inconvenience. I guarantee you this is not only more inconvenient for me but also more taxing: Iโve lost a week and counting of productivity, production time, earnings, and interactions, but even more so, I lost my emotional support animal. I have not been in the headspace to take nudes, produce horny films, and be sexy. When Iโm open to make customs and special requests again Iโll definitely let you know <3 I hate to lose out on income but my mission is to make authentically bomb content that I put my heart and soul and pussy into โ if I canโt be present right now you wonโt have a good time viewing some arbitrarily pumped out garbage of lifeless bouncing, faked moans and dead eyed stares. Itโs a fact that Iโll get back on my feet and back into my groove soon, I just canโt predict when that time will be. Iโll also think about scheduling some PPVs for instant horny viewing. Perhaps I can post an emoji next to pre queued posts so you know theyโve been done in advance (or would that ruin the mystery lol?) ๐ค In the meanwhile I will sporadically log in to chat with you when Iโm able to, and have sooo much content in the backlog ๐๐ฅฐ I am rambling and probably way overthinking sorryโฆ
If you have experienced grief before, how did you move on? I welcome those kind of conversations if youโre comfortable with sharing.
Also, in case you missed it, a campaign of extreme fire content (hello, twin Nastyas??) from last month that would love to reach its goal ๐ฅบ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ I am trying to get a new laptop for Cyber Castle and my art projects because my current work one keeps crashing. Any tips are auto pinned to my inbox so will be answered sooner and your content delivered faster. Donโt feel pressured if youโre having a burdenous time financially, I empathize hard. But if youโre able to help out it would be much appreciated and rewarded โค๏ธ
Thank you thank you so much for understanding ๐๐
Trying to sexily organize my horny little office ๐ Should I stream/vlog more of my days? Like this post if yes, youโd like to watch ๐ค
If you enjoyed the rambling videos in this post, hi ๐
Do you think I should do an OF livestream of my cybersexy art preparation / Cyberhorny deep dive / casual nakedness and post it? Iโll do my best to go live at a time more people are available (prob will do a survey about this soon). The reason I stopped doing livestreams is cause it got too hard to maintain a schedule and cause too few people would be there, but even if a few ppl encourage an interactive stream I think I would just do it, set a consistent time during the week, and share it to the feed. I could also do this on twitch but I would be SFW.
Tbh. The rest of June is a black hole for me and a confusing grief cycle so I would spend whatโs left of this month preparing my workflow and start the real work in July โ when I have a tangible deadline on the 15th of the month. You can expect to see a lot more content and activity then; at the moment Iโm taking it slowly. Thanks for understanding ๐
Thereโs a lot going on in my head right now and some times I feel normal and functional, other times I feel the loss of Russell too hard and am like what the fuck!!!!! Why, world? Seriously wtf, when is it my turn to be happy? Why all these life traumas, string after string of them?
I think the best thing I can do is take it day by day and grieve and move on, but thatโs easier said than done. Iโm officially accustomed to trauma always being a factor in my life and probably always increasing in severity. When death comes to claim me Iโll be free of this wretched cycle, but I have to live as vividly as possible even tho itโs hard af, to honor both Russell and my Cyberhorny work, which I believe represents a lot more than just myself.
If there are any new contributions to my June campaigns they will now be going towards getting a new computer cause mine is crapping out at the most inconvenient time; at least a cheap burner MacBook 256gb to use for Cyber Castle. I would really appreciate it:
I also added a few small things to my wishlist (in bio) like hard drive storage cases and such to help with my organization cause I suck ass at it but working on getting better; I have so much MFin content spanning several years and need to establish a smoother and faster workflow, so that would be helpful to me. I will of course always reward any tips or gifts!! <3333
Btw yes I am behind on messages and I apologize, working on that right now, pls know Iโll get to it and I donโt ignore anyone. I hope youโre doing well ๐๐ฅบ
Turning off my phone for the rest of the day because everything feels stupid, meaningless, triggering, and unwell. I still canโt believe that Russell is gone. I built him a portal when I buried him and my emotions are going apeshit. When a pet dies you go crazy for a while and itโs not a good idea for me to be online right now. Soon, I promise. For now, nudes to keep your eyes pleasured. Take care ๐ค
Russell passed yesterday. He was at home. Today he will be buried in a plot of land outside. Rest easy my sweet prince 2007-2022. ๐ค
I donโt know what to say properly; nothing feels enough. I just love him so much ๐ I wish there was more I could have done. My heart breaks. I feel nauseated. Pet loss is the absolute worst and if youโve experienced it too Iโm so sorry.
Grief is a strange process. It pains me how quickly and aggressively the disease deteriorated him. I knew he had cancer for the past year and his end would come eventually, but to say I was not prepared for how fast it happened is an understatement.
I read the Tibetan book of the dead to my buddy so he could have a safe passage into the next dimension. Where are you, buddy? His essence is a place of love and when I think of him it is only wonderful thoughts.
The thought of him being in discomfort and agony tormented me in the past week. I did no work, I could not work at all, I wasnโt able to focus or concentrate or be functional. All of my efforts were on making him feel at ease in his final days. I gave him pain meds and cuddles and comfort and love. Even so, itโs not enough. He is gone. It brings me a sense of peace that he is relieved from lifeโs suffering. Russell would want me to move on and grieve properly and never forget him. He is, to me, eternal. My Cyber Castle immersive art experience is coming next month and it feels demented that his life ended when a new life of mine and genesis of my art is beginning. I know he wants me to be successful, do my work, stay true to my vision, be compassionate, be stronger than my depression and take care of myself and loved ones like I took care of him.
Russell loved to watch tv with me. He would greet me with meow-meows. He gnawed on my little trees. When I was sad or unwell he lay on my belly. A true emotional support animal. I will miss his cuddles and his purrs and his snores when he snoozed next to me. Heโd often photo bomb my pics, my โkitties and tittiesโ. He is many framed photos around my house. He was soft and plushy. Over a decade of memories.
He was the dad and the leader of my cat family. Russell was the best cat. Now there is one less. The house is gonna be emptier without you buddy. He is survived by Carl, Biscuit, and Little cat. They grieve too, they can feel it, they react. Animals are such tender and sensitive creatures. Little creatures. Their lives so fragile. The love they give is endless and unconditional.
Russell had an excellent quality of life. He was so very loved. He will be in nature where there is sun and spring and green forever ๐ณ May Russellโs voyage be a joyful and enlightening one, as he brought joy to everyone who met him.
As for my presence and activity here, please give me time and space and be patient with me. Iโll respond and resume when I can. Even when my covid hospitalization happened, I was back to work quickly because my own pain and trauma I can brush off. The loss of a pet is something completely different. Feel like I got hit by a bus. My buddy. Iโm in such disbelief. Iโm heartbroken. My Russell. I love you forever ๐ค
Spa from a few months ago ๐ชท๐๐๐ค Swipe and watch a full on 22min sexy bath experience with me, from the dressing room to getting wet and naked in the infrared spa. I think we all could use some relaxing ๐
๐ How did you feel watching me? Hopefully good ๐
Hey! Iโm having a massive sale on premade sex tapes to help w the rest of this monthโs therapy, psychiatrist, and personal well-being ๐๐๐ I hope you enjoy these porns. May they provide a win win; porn for you at a discount price (some over 50% off!) and mental healing for me and palliative care for my cat in a critical time. If you havenโt seen these videos before, youโre in for a treat ๐๐
Also included are blue haired lingerie try-on videos, just because, I thought they were cute and you might want to watch a cute little thing ๐ธ๐ฆ ^o^
Am I cute in them? ๐ฅบ
*Tip $10 if you love the previews ๐๐๐๐๐ฅ and want to see bonus videos: one of me waking up randomly horny in the morning dripping visible cum from my pussy; and one bathtub video ๐ฆ extra wet* !!
Prices for the bundles are as follows (see photo descriptions of them as well for more info):
๐ฅต *Fuck machine video set*: $59 ๐
๐ Schoolgirl video set: $35
๐ *Anal schoolgirl video*: $65 ๐
๐ Succubussy innocent-to-naughty video: $40
๐ค Goth girl sex tape: $24
๐ Cosplay sex tapes set: $54
๐ฃ Sushi sex tape: $19
๐ฅบ First sex tape EVER: $139
๐คซ โ Risky sex tapes bundle: $44
๐๐ฆ *Blue hair sex tapes bundle*: $99 ๐
โค๏ธ๐ ALL OF THESE: $200 โค๏ธ๐
๐ฅ (I highlighted the ones I recommend although I truly love all of them) ๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ these are all highly discounted from their original price. The first sex tape I ever made will not ever have a discount because itโs special, but Iโm adding it to the list if there any collectors interested ๐คทโโ๏ธ I was watching twin peaks and received the gift of getting really horny.
Every single video I made, I made with love and horniness and effort and creativity ๐ I hope you find plenty of enjoyment in these, and cum gallons.
Tapes on their own without their Bundle (a La carte porn? lol) can be purchased for $33 just send me the name of the one you want!
Thank you so much ๐๐ค๐๐ค itโs been an insanely difficult time because my cat Russell is degrading in health. He is in his last days of life. Iโm reading the Tibetan book of the dead to my buddy. Reach the clear light of reality, friend, youโve been there for me for over half my life ๐ I love you so much.
I thought when I had to be hospitalized for covid, that was the worst it would get this year, but this is considerably worse. I can control my own health, more or less, but I canโt control his aggressive terminal illness. I canโt concentrate or focus at all, Iโm so distraught, either balling my eyes out or in a catatonic stupor.
I pre-scheduled this post. This is my attempt to use the vast catalogue I have made in the past year+ to help find my therapy expenses, because I am in no state to create new content. Iโm so sorry, I wish I could, but itโs the chance to get attention to these little-seen super hot explicit videos. Between getting ready for my art show and grieving for my cat, I am overwhelmed. Before I get too emo Iโll stop this paragraph.
Thank you kindly if you help out and contribute ๐ค๐ it would be insanely helpful to me ๐ฅบ๐