some real hot girl shit (no for real, it’s too fuckinghot here)🥵😂
been feeling like a slug all week because the weather has prevented me from doing any running (my lack of an early alarm clock in the morning doesn’t help😂), but today I finally sucked it up and just ran anyway despite it being above 90 degrees outside😅 one thing about me: I go on a walk or a run every day, so I start to lose my mind a bit when I don’t get to for multiple days🫠
I couldn’t wait to jump into the lake afterward, but I figured I’d take advantage of the opportunity to show off my hot and sweaty body for you😜😂
I had a moment recently that I’m reflecting on and wanted to share.
I met one of my sister’s friend’s the other day for the first time. he was a super nice guy, we had great banter. after sharing the details of our lives with each other, he asked me, “so what do you see yourself doing in, let’s say, 5 years?”
my answer was “I just want to be free from any kind of chains, feel happy, and travel”
while he gave me the nod of approval on the first part of my answer, he replied “that’s it? just travel?”
I felt myself tense up a bit while the feeling of self consciousness crept in. is there something wrong with my lack of a clear plan for the future?
I think in this industry, there’s a lot more curiosity behind what “the bigger picture” is: am I planning to be a sex worker for the rest of my life or is this the stepping stone to some other great thing in my life?
the truth is, I really don’t know where I’ll be in 5 years. I barely know where I’ll be next month😂 all I know is that above anything else, I want to be happy. and so far, I can confidently say that I’ve done a damn good job of maintaining that
while I do believe that having a direction in life is a good thing, I also believe that holding ourselves to specific expectations can lead to disappointment and resentment of ourselves. no one knows what the future holds, let’s just flow and allow ourselves joy through the journey🦋
I’m having an amazing time camping with my family🤗 the only issue I’m facing is the lack of personal space (and the lack of WiFi, sorry for being more absent here)😅
today, I finally got a very brief moment to pleasure myself and show off for you🤪 I had to wrap things up sooner than I wanted to because I heard someone walking in🫣😂😂 but hey, one quick moment is better than nothing🤷🏻♀️
had to make sure the coast was clear before flashing my titties for you🫣😂
I walked through an ancient forest on top of a mountain in the himalayas, the greenery was insaneeee🤩 but I wasn’t the only one who had the idea of visiting, there were actually a lot of tourists there that day🥴
as I’ve said before, thailand is VERY conservative when it comes to their ideas on public nudity. the last thing I ever want to do is offend someone of another culture, especially within their own country, but the exhibitionist and teaser in me can’t help but love the thrill of being right on the edge🙈
it’s been so nice to have a little time to lay low and relax back at my parents’ house in ohio💛 I’m really grateful to have a family that welcomes me back all the time and that I love to be with
but I’m heading back out on the road today!! gonna be camping in georgia for the week with all of my extended family🤗 it’s our little yearly tradition
as much as I look forward to this trip every year, the one down side is the lack of private time and personal space 😅 gonna have to pull some sneaky side quests this week for some quality “me time” if you know what I mean😉🤫
I finally made it to one of the cities I’ve dreamed of visiting for YEARS: Pai, Thailand😍 what makes Pai so special is the sacred energy cultivated here
Pai is the place to go for all things spiritual. all kinds of spiritual practices are celebrated here: yoga, reiki, sound healing, even the use of plant medicine!!! the nature here is absolutely stunning as well, you couldn’t ask for more
as someone who’s a passionate believer in the sacred power and safe practice of psychedelics, it’s extremely validating to find places like this where like-minded people exist
I was lucky enough to have this gorgeous space as the backdrop for my own mushroom trip🤩
my favorite part about using plant medicine is being able to go deeper into myself, break down my ego, and unlock secrets of the world around me. I had such a beautiful trip and was able to pull out several great lessons from it🤗 I rotated between laughter and tears of joy the whole time
I’m so grateful to have experienced such a magical city 💛
felt a little frisky after the gym and decided to get a little risky 🫣😈
being home has been awesome, but I needed to do something to add a little ✨spice✨ to my day🤪😂
I’m always horny after I work out so I usually masturbate once I get home and shower, but today I couldn’t contain myself🙈 full version in your messages 😘
I think this might be the coolest flashing pic I’ve ever taken😱😂
one of the highlights of the motorbike trip I took last week was getting to explore and kayak through this insane cave😍
this place can become a pretty big tourist attraction during the high season for obvious reasons, but with it being off season, there was no one else there🤩 just loads of cave critters like bats and spiders
what an incredible space to explore so privately. being in such a vast, dark cavern like that makes you feel reallyyyy tiny😅
after a bit of a nightmarish travel experience, I’m finally back in america!!!🥳
best part was conveniently being subjected to a phone search after being honest with the border protection officer about my job as a creator….oh honey, I was fucking FURIOUS🤠😂
anyway, now that’s over and behind me and I’m super excited to be with my family🤗 my family means everything to me and I’m grateful to have so much quality time with them
the jet lag is throwing me off, but the positive side is I’m up to enjoy the sunrise🤷🏻♀️😂 look how cool the morning light looked coming through my window today🤩
discovered a little slice of heaven up near the border of myanmar🤩
this is the kind of place that I’ve always dreamed of staying in: a room with a bath tub overlooking a gorgeous view. and somehow I found it in this little minority village??? fucking bliss, I literally didn’t even see any other tourists here
drove 3 hours north into the mountains and was welcomed by the most lush jungle landscape🤩 perks of traveling during rainy season
normally I’m not a morning person, but I decided to wake up at sunrise and watch the clouds roll in over the mountains. the view was so gorgeous and the moment was so peaceful, I thought a self pleasure session was needed (find the part you’re looking for in your messages) 🤭
got a late start driving, which ended up being a massive blessing because I was able to get this waterfall all to myself despite it being a popular tourist attraction (if you haven’t been able to tell already, I’m a big waterfall fan😂)🤩
I stayed the night in a beautiful homestay in the middle of the jungle overlooking the highest peak in thailand💚 the village here on top of the mountain was so small, but the people were so friendly and kind
these are the type of experiences that light my soul on fire
I can’t wait to share more with you from this trip🥰
I’m going back to america next week, so I’m ending my time on a high note by going on a motorbike trip through the mountains and into the jungle🤗
being in the city has been great, but I’m really excited to get out and be in the more remote areas of thailand🌿
traveling on a motorbike makes the experience even more special, you’re able to take in so much more of your surroundings and realize how small we are in comparison to the earth. there’s really no better way to travel southeast asia 🤩
wish me luck and let’s hope for no accidents this time😅🤞🏻
taking a moment to slow down, be present, and feel🩶
this week has been a very emotional one for me. maybe it’s a delayed reaction from some recent events in my personal life, maybe it’s period hormones, maybe it’s both🤷🏻♀️😂 but whatever it is, I’ve been feeling much heavier than I normally do
as a person who’s known to be positive and upbeat almost all the time, it’s hard not to get frustrated at my own upset feelings.
but I have to remind myself that this is part of the human experience, that I am meant to feel the full spectrum of human emotions. there is beauty in every emotion from high to low🦋
I’ve been out of the closet as pansexual for awhile now, but I love further exploring my sexuality as I get to know myself better each year🤗 I consider the ability to love beyond the limits of gender a super power, and I’m blessed to have it
let’s chat and get deeper into the details of my experience as a pansexual woman
to my dear, fellow members of the LGBTQ+ community: you are seen, you are heard, and most importantly, you are LOVED🫶🏻🌈
being an exhibitionist/naturist in a country with conservative laws and culture can be difficult at times
wherever I go, I always want to uphold respect to the native people and their culture. that being said, I do still believe in the idea that we should be able to shamelessly wear our naked bodies, especially in the outdoors. being naked in nature just allows for the ability to feel so much more grounded and closer to the earth
so for now, I’m only undressing in areas where I feel I’m not at any risk of running into anyone else; just taking in the moment for me, myself, and I🤗 the nerves of getting caught though definitely still run high😅
pov: I ask you to take pics of me in the waterfall and decide to tease you 😙
combining silliness with sexiness is my favorite☺️
I don’t like to make things so serious. it’s important for me when I’m expressing my sexual energy with someone else that they’re able to bring out, appreciate, and reciprocate my goofiness. I mean seriously, who doesn’t want to add some good laughs to their sexual pleasure?🤪
I’m doing my best to slowly convert myself into a morning person😅 part of that for me is establishing some kind of little morning routine that makes me feel good when I wake up
right now, my little routine consists of getting up, stretching out my body a bit, and acknowledging my love for myself in some kind of way whether that’s just as simple as giving myself a hug or something more upscale like masturbating😚
my lesson of the day: the way you start your day sets the tone for the rest of your day. ditch the phone and show some love to yourself instead 🫂
riding on a motorbike always makes me feel so freeeee😚 I love driving my own, but I’ve been taking every chance I can to be a passenger princess since my little accident😅 still working on getting my full confidence back what do you think? would you let me ride (with) you?🤪
