where do your eyes go to first?
where do your eyes go to first?
2021-01-24 21:04:43 +0000 UTC View Post
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Whatcha got going on today? I had some intense healing yest..
Whatcha got going on today?
I had some intense healing yesterday that came out of the blue that interrupted my gift boxes so im finishing up my gift boxes then setting intentions both for this week and for this year.
I was incredibly bloated and uncomfortable so I screamed out loud “WHY ARE YOU HERE” at my belly and as soon as I did that, my apple watch dinged “breathe.”
So I put on some breath work that my guide sent me awhile back and transcended for an hour and a half. It was wild.
Good morning and happy Sunday :)
Good morning and happy Sunday :)
2021-01-24 19:04:00 +0000 UTC View Postif you wanted this entire set w/ @mmmickeyy, tip me $25 and ..
if you wanted this entire set w/ @mmmickeyy, tip me $25 and ill send you a downloadable link to every photo we shot today (: ps----> its a lot of photos....sos
2020-12-31 03:16:32 +0000 UTC View Postlast but certainly not least - scroll for our final back wor..
last but certainly not least - scroll for our final back workout :) w/ @mmmickeyy ♡
2020-12-31 02:48:40 +0000 UTC View Post@mmmickeyy and I are live right now MFC.im/zeta_bb
@mmmickeyy and I are live right now MFC.im/zeta_bb
2020-12-31 02:39:59 +0000 UTC View Postisnt @mmmickeyy so cue?! scroll for another arm workout (:
isnt @mmmickeyy so cue?! scroll for another arm workout (:
2020-12-31 02:18:15 +0000 UTC View Posthip thrusts - a crowd fav. scroll for the video (: w/ @mmmi..
hip thrusts - a crowd fav. scroll for the video (: w/ @mmmickeyy ♡
2020-12-31 01:45:34 +0000 UTC View PostBOOTY WERK! scroll for the video (: w/ @mmmickeyy ♡
BOOTY WERK! scroll for the video (: w/ @mmmickeyy ♡
2020-12-31 00:48:34 +0000 UTC View Postround two! scroll for the video (: w/ @mmmickeyy ♡
round two! scroll for the video (: w/ @mmmickeyy ♡
2020-12-31 00:18:03 +0000 UTC View Postwho is ready for the first workout of the day?! w/ @mmmickey..
who is ready for the first workout of the day?! w/ @mmmickeyy ♡ thanks again to everyone who voted, this was mad fun <3
2020-12-30 23:41:37 +0000 UTC View Postmade it to Chicago!! having a movie night with @mmmickeyy. W..
made it to Chicago!! having a movie night with @mmmickeyy. We ordered Thai food :’) Who likes the sweat pants and no makeup look?
2020-12-30 00:42:24 +0000 UTC View PostLAST WORKOUT WEDNEDAY OF 2020! and it's a special one ⟡ I'l..
LAST WORKOUT WEDNEDAY OF 2020! and it's a special one ⟡ I'll be recording WW with both @mmmickeyy and @kittycorner! The goal is a little heavier because....well...three girls instead of just me :D naked goal: 250 instant win + fyeo content: 250 day off instead, bish: 700
2020-12-29 17:05:02 +0000 UTC View Post
ps: thanks for listening to me, world. it’s all I've ever..
ps: thanks for listening to me, world. it’s all I've ever wanted. ♡
2020-12-29 04:01:44 +0000 UTC View PostHappy New Year <3 let’s kick 2021’s BOOT!
Happy New Year <3 let’s kick 2021’s BOOT!
2020-12-29 03:02:50 +0000 UTC View PostAll in all….I am so grateful to have been lifted up by so ma..
All in all….I am so grateful to have been lifted up by so many of you this year. Thank you for being here with me. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for giving me the freedom to heal, explore my sexuality, and work towards perfecting my craft. And thank you for allowing me to feel really good with me. I know I should be able to feel good about myself without others, and while im working on that, I wanted you to know that your impact is significant in my life. I’ve met incredible men this year, ones who have touched my heart in some of the biggest ways. I made some of my very best friends this year and deepened existing meaningful friendships because of this website. And that’s really fucking cool. I love my life now. I haven’t had suicidal thoughts/actions in over a year. And all I want is to give back to you for everything you’ve given me through sharing my experiences and showing up for you the same way you have always shown up for me. Thank you so much.
2020-12-29 01:07:49 +0000 UTC View PostPlease send me your 2021 intentions, I would love love LOVE ..
Please send me your 2021 intentions, I would love love LOVE to hear them!
2020-12-29 00:05:28 +0000 UTC View Post2021: watch out. The items on the 2020 list that I wasn't ..
2021: watch out. The items on the 2020 list that I wasn't able to fully conquer were all focused on my art. Specifically, photography and film. I have this desire to build my portfolio, to learn photoshop and film, and to tell more stories through film. But I choose to put you guys first EVERY TIME. So come 2021, my intention is to continue with all the healing, growing, and putting energy into what makes me feel whole but the theme will be focused more on making time for my craft. I want to actually learn photography. I want to build my portfolio. I want to collab with more amazing, like-minded women in the industry and tell their stories through film. I want 2021 to be the year my art takes off. The year that I push my creativity far beyond anything in 2020. I also want to learn how to feel safe enough, financially, to move out of this state. To follow the music, creativity, and education. This ties into learning how to trust myself and my situation. This looks like gentle reminders that I am safe and secure to move out to stop living aggressively below my means. The theme for this intention is courage. Please send me all the courage you can find <3 and honestly, I WANT A DISHWASHER. I WANT A SHOWER THAT WORKS. AND I WANT BETTER WATER. IS THAT SO HARD? I want to share a more extensive list of my intentions for 2021, i just need to sit on these thoughts a bit more. More on this come 2021 (:
2020-12-28 23:07:41 +0000 UTC View Post2020….. For those who have been following me for quite some..
2020….. For those who have been following me for quite some time, you would know the importance of this year for multiple reasons. I’m very open about my mental health and healing, and ive happily shared every struggle and uphill battle in hopes of speaking to someone who is also going through or has gone through such a time. In September of 2019, I tried to take my own life. If you told that girl that her life would significantly shift come 2020, I would not have put my body through what I put it through in 2019. But I had to hit that bottom, I had to lose everything, and I had to rebuild. What I understand now is that everything that has happened to me is for my growth. The difficult times made me many things - stronger, wiser, more relatable, more authentic, more loving, tougher, more creative. I'm no longer denying that portion of my life. Instead, I'm accepting that it has everything to do with the person I am today. And I like that person. She's not so bad. Once I recovered from being in the hospital and returning home from San Francisco, I began my healing journey. And come December 2019, I wrote down my goals for 2020. Scroll to see my goals for the year. The theme of 2020 was discipline. I wanted discipline is all that I do - career-wise, healing wise, and self-love wise. For my career, my intention for 2020 was simply to go all in. Before opening OF, I wasn’t putting out work that I was proud of. So, part of the all-in experience of my work was to start making shit I fucking loved. The motivation behind this was that come 2020, I wanted to be able to tell the people I meeet irl that I do this and im proud of it. Before 2020, I couldn’t do that. This also meant being more authentic to myself, my work, and my relationship with pleasure. More things on this list I wrote exactly one year ago that I was able to fulfill was: Inspiring someone. Connecting more with like-minded women in the industry. Challenging my creativity. The list for self is long and difficult, but I managed to conquer all of it. The balance didn't come until the last two months of the year. It wasn’t until my time in NYC did I realize boundaries needed to be placed on my work in order to balance my life out. November and December 2020 was spent figuring out my boundaries and acting on them as an act of self-love. Through my experience in NYC, I was able to trust myself. Or, feel, for the first time in my entire life, what trusting myself felt like. This is and will forever be an ongoing process for me, but I got a taste for it and that’s all I needed to know that I want to work hard at this for the rest of my life. I said it before but NYC would not have happened without you. There's not a day that goes by when I don't write my Get Your Brain Right crew on my list of things I'm grateful for. NYC was truly iconic and life-changing, and I only have you to thank for it. More and more, I’m able to use my voice. SC has helped a lot with that. You guys encourage me to use my voice daily on there. And honestly just having a space to tell you my thoughts and experiences and you’ll LISTEN and HEAR me has been such a big part of my healing. Every day im on SC, im working on using my voice. This, however, will be an ongoing challenge for I still do struggle with finding the right words to say whether its on social media taking a stance or going up for a debate with family/friends. Just know that you all are helping me every single day with this and I am so beyond grateful to have so many of you in my life who truly, truly care for me and what I have to say. I also learning how to be alone this year! Which, phew! Was scary and lonely at times but I now feel comfortable chillin with myself and my thoughts. That is HUGE progress. And im really proud of this. I haven’t gotten my nose job yet, but believe me when I tell you I will. Your opinions are appreciated, but they do not matter to me when it comes to my face and my femininity. I will be shaving the bump and I would appreciate it, when the time comes in April, for unconditional support throughout the process. More on this later but you'll want to join travel snap in 2021 :D imjustsayin I wrote “I want to document more of my time” before COVID hit so….hopeflly I’ll be able to do that more this upcoming year. I did heal my health. Every day I'm getting better and better. I’m still working at the whole “experiencing pleasure without earning it.” The more my libido spikes from the healthier I'm becoming, the easier I am at giving and receiving pleasure. But, you know, growing up in the catholic system, there is just so much shame still tied to it all. But I’m working at it every day and again, you guys supporting my erotic side helps more than I can even put into words. As for friendships, I’m pretty happy with where everything is! I mentioned this on sc the other day but im happy with where my friendships are and I plan on continuing to put energy into those who put energy into me. That goes for my girl friends and the amazing men I meeet online. I wanted to break this all down for you because I wanted to show you that I hit basically every single goal for 2020. And then some. Write your goals down. Set your intentions. If you put it into the world THE SIMULATION WILL GIVE IT TO YOU. jk. But really. Write that shit down. It’s so powerful.
2020-12-28 21:08:22 +0000 UTC View Postsome motivation for ya monday! and a new meditation practic..
some motivation for ya monday! and a new meditation practice that has really helped me recently! especially as I struggled through the holidays alone. I hope you'll join me this week, it's a good one and I cant wait to share it with those who are open to it ♡
2020-12-28 20:06:47 +0000 UTC View Postwill be typing up and sharing my goals, dreams, and intentio..
will be typing up and sharing my goals, dreams, and intentions for 2021 to queue up for tomorrow! please feel free to share your intentions for next year!
2020-12-27 20:06:17 +0000 UTC View PostEvery sunday I like to check in with you! How are you liki..
Every sunday I like to check in with you! How are you liking my page? Anything you’re a bigggg fan on? Anything you want to less of? Help me learn more about you ♡
2020-12-27 17:23:11 +0000 UTC View PostONE HOUR LEFT IM FINE EVERYTHINGS FINE
ONE HOUR LEFT IM FINE EVERYTHINGS FINE
2020-12-27 01:02:23 +0000 UTC View Postheres the semi-SFW preview of tonight's video drop :D t-min..
heres the semi-SFW preview of tonight's video drop :D t-minus 3 hours left till drop!
2020-12-26 23:05:51 +0000 UTC View Postwe got soapy up in this beesh 9pm. tonight. be there or be ..
we got soapy up in this beesh 9pm. tonight. be there or be very, very square.
2020-12-26 22:06:20 +0000 UTC View Postsurprise! i got a lil busy in my gym's lockerroom today afte..
surprise! i got a lil busy in my gym's lockerroom today after my cardio sesh :D :D 9pm tonight.
2020-12-26 21:06:12 +0000 UTC View Postthe video will be $25 tonight only - 83% off be ready to pu..
the video will be $25 tonight only - 83% off be ready to pull the trigger at 9pm eastern, bb.
2020-12-26 20:08:41 +0000 UTC View Posttonight’s video release will be a part of my spicy collectio..
tonight’s video release will be a part of my spicy collection...meaning it will $150 after today. it’s gonna be that spicy.
2020-12-26 18:19:53 +0000 UTC View Post