I have been resized to epic proportions. My pussy is a gaped..

I have been resized to epic proportions. My pussy is a gaped mess drooling sperm every time I stand up. It’s been almost a month. I forgot the magically exquisite damage David’s cock does to my body. I don’t just say this for effect, but I say it because it’s true. His dick rearranges things inside of me. That is his cocks only purpose in life. To widen me out till I'm no longer able to feel another man's cock in me. That's all it's good for. I can’t suck other than about half of the head. It’s too fat. It takes two hands to jerk it off. Ass fucking is a chore with him though I am determined to sink his log balls deep in my colon. I have to know whether that feels like for better or for worse. I am hoping for the better, but I fear I will have to go through some of the worse as the head of his dick winds through my colon. Still, I have to know. I have no choice in it. It’s no longer just a mission in life; it has become a crusade. Connor called while David’s dick was buried somewhere deep in my guts, pushing up against my stomach. I broke my promise to Connor that I wouldn’t fuck anyone else in less than 4 hours. I don’t know what he really expected, but I think if he were to see David’s dick, he would understand why I have to have it in me. David made me cum. As hard or harder than Connor did and that’s saying something. Once again, I was turned into a blabbering dicktard after a full minute of a devastatingly hard orgasm. The only differnce is David is nicer about it. Connor laughs at me and then sticks his dick in any hole he chooses because he knows he fucked me brain dead, and there is no way to stop him, and I wouldn’t even if I could. David pauses and asks if I’m okay. I managed to nod my head yes, and when he asked if I could continue, he got another nod yes along with a grunt. When David unloaded his testicles in my pussy all I could think of was I want to feel this in my ass. David had a request after he came. He asked me to kiss the head of his dick and suck him soft. I was in no mental shape to even consider doing anything otherwise, so I slid over to put my lips on his dick, but he stopped me. He said he wanted to stand up and watch me do it while I was on my knees. Even better. I like being on my knees in front of a guy with a massive cock. It just feels right. So that’s what we did. Except his dick never went soft, not completely anyway, so I offered to slip it in my guts again, but he asked if I could keep kissing his dick and tell it how much I loved it. He was clear that I should talk to his dick as if it were its own being. Something I do on my own anyway, so that was easy. About 5 minutes later, his dick was so fat and stiff I knew he was going to cum. So I made a command decision and stuck a finger in his ass. I was drinking sperm from the tip of his dick almost immediately. Not nearly as much as Connor’s testicles can produce, but for a guy his age and the shape he’s in, he did damn well. It was a mouthful. He was embarrassed about cumming with my finger in his ass. He didn’t want me to think he was gay, which that thought process is stupid in so many ways. I told him I thought anything “butt.” Pun intended. So what, I stuck a finger in your ass, and you came. I didn’t do it for him. I did it for myself. I wanted to see what would happen. Now I know. Next time I’ll sink 2 fingers and send the deep, see what “cums” of that. Shit…I have almost forgotten about Connor. Yesterday, I wanted to run away with him and have his baby. Now, I’m thinking about finger fucking another dude to see how fast I can empty his nuts.

Two people noticed after yesterday's post that I don't have proper word "sensitivity" training, as in I use offensive words. To that, I say buckle up, buttercups, because the ride has just begun. Strap on your big boy panties because we are just getting started. Hop off the train if you can't handle the ride. I'm just saying.