I wish I could explain the thrill I get from thinking about ..

I wish I could explain the thrill I get from thinking about spreading my legs to give access to my holes for a man. The thought of opening my legs while he watches knowing I am going to let him slip his hard cock in my guts drives me nuts. The whole experience is insanely hot. I am opening my legs, sometimes for a man I just met, so he can stick his cock inside my body and use my hole to pleasure his dick until his balls empty themselves in my guts. It get to feel his hard cock pushing around inside of me. I get to see his facial expressions, hear his funny noises he makes, feel his cock pulsing and twitching inside of me as it pumps sperm into my body. Holy fuck, what a rush. Better than any kind of high you will ever get from drugs or alcohol. After a man cums inside of me it makes me fill so…fulfilled. Not just because he left a pool of jizz in my guts but because it makes me feel complete as a woman. Not submissive but strong and powerful. Like his sperm has given me additional strength. I’ll take that feeling any day of the week over anything else.

I saw a post from a very fit chick complaing about how other chicks don’t like to shoot with her because they make them feel “fat and out of shape.” She went on to complain about filters and fat editing which has gotten stupid with AI programs popping up everwhere promising to turn you chubby body into a sculpted work of art. I agree with her. I don’t just think, I know for a fact that photo filters and editing is a hardcore mental disorder. If you are that worried about how you look…you don’t need to posting altered photos of yourself. It only takes one or two and these chicks are hooked for life. They even believe they actually look the way they do in these altered pics. They don’t. Even worse, a lot of these folks look better without the stupid filters. Sure, the skin isn’t perfectly glass smooth but honestly, nobodies skin is. Unless of course you’re an Asian…lucky fuckers! We all have wrinkels, lines, scars. That’s what attracts me to people. Imperfections. I love them. I am not a classic beauty fan. I like odd ball, imperfect, beauty. I want things to be wrong, break up the pefect lines. Filters fuck all of that up for me. So whats my point? None. I am just wasting your time here because I felt like saying dumb shit. But..thanks for listening!