These are just some thoughts in my downtime. I noticed how m..

These are just some thoughts in my downtime. I noticed how much heavier David’s dick is than Jakes when I was holding it this morning. It’s a solid 4 inches longer, but it’s probably twice as fat, and Jakes's dick isn’t skinny. David’s dick feels good in my hand. It has that heavy but satisfying weight. I love to trace the veins and ridges on his impossibly large cock. I can feel the strength and hardness of his fat dick just by giving it a little squeeze. It’s like holding a weapon…it feels right in my hand. I admit that I wanted to feel it making a mess in my guts but I am feeling kind of a loyalty to Jake. The sex with Jake is better than with David or anyone else at this point and time. Jake is just good at sex. That’s what it cums down to. He can just out “sex” all the others. Jake has rendered Scott into a tiny and vastly inadequate man, and I revel in that mental domination over my husband. David though…I do love touching his cock. It’s just so…gigantic. So much so that I can’t help but want to touch it, hold it, kiss it, and tease the sperm out of it. Every time I cum face to face with Davids's dick, I feel like I should be giving thanks to the God of cock for providing me with such a wonder. Just watching it jerk and spasm when it pumps sperm out of the head is mesmerizing. But David is David. He’s single, always has been, is stuck in his ways, and once he empties himself into me one way or another, he wants to eat and watch TV. Not my style. Jake, however,…he’s the man. He keeps moving, 24/7. Wears a girl out in more ways than one, but always in a great way. Whereas David is just happy to hold the camera, get his dick sucked and jerked, feed me sperm, and then hit the video games before he goes to work at 1 pm. Don’t get me wrong; I am grateful that he allows me the pleasure of pleasuring his dick and feeding me its cum. It’s been basically 15 minutes of pure joy for most days over the last 2 weeks. Just making his dick pump cum is like a triple-shot energy drink for me. It just makes my day so much better. But…David will never be my man, and a part of me fears the day when I may have to say goodbye to that delicious dick that brings me so much joy. I think way too much. I really do. But I like it!