My journey into sexual confidence has taught me so much abou..
Added 2022-04-29 04:59:43 +0000 UTCMy journey into sexual confidence has taught me so much about my body and mind. I have a long way to go, and I do not feel “free.” I thinking feeling free would only be an illusion in this day. Getting naked in a safe setting though, when our natural state is so discouraged and even shameful in a day-to-day context, is an experience I wish I could capture in words.
I feel the days slipping away and there isn’t a day that passes in this industry which I don’t feel grateful for. Every shoot I’ve been blessed with, every co-performer and makeup artist I’ve met, I’ve treated each opportunity like it could be my last. I’ve never been ungrateful for my food, land, or the comfort and security of my finances, or the joy my work brings. I came from..not very much. Your next subscription isn’t guaranteed and I have no salary. But I can promise you that it doesn’t go unvalued. Onlyfans could literally delete my account tomorrow, and I would have next to nothing. I use YouTube, sexting apps, Snap, and Twitter.. but the war on sex workers persists.
It’s been an imperfect journey, but I do feel like a courageous and free-thinking person. I’m unrecognizable from where I started.
While I’ve seen some sex workers struggle, I’ve watched others flourish. The sex worker experience has unique qualities that vary from person to person and situation to situation. Before you make an all-encompassing judgment, remember that our experience is the human experience.
