









❤️ Tip $5 if you think my nudes be 🔥 lately. I’m still bloated here but my digestion is improving slowly but surely. My eyes are so big, I have to sometimes squint in pictures so they don’t pop out but hi! I updated my website Katarinaishii.com to include my various social media profiles on the top for easy access. Here’s me trying to understand what exactly attracts me to certain people, whether it is particular traits or something holistic and ineffable to describe. Let me know what your thoughts are. — What do we like in a person? If x, y, z are characteristics I like about a certain individual: I’d ask myself whether I’d still like the person if they lacked x, then y, then z, and we can continue this thought experiment with varying combinations of traits they theoretically possess or lack. People, for the most part, judge an individual holistically, but in the end, their judgements can be reduced to some finite set of characteristics. It is intractable to come up with that set. We simply do not know it. Thus, holistic judgements are our inability to enumerate that set and compute it logically. Our brain does computations that we are unaware of in the same sense in which we recognize a facial expression "holistically" a la Wittgenstein, etc. If D = ex & C = current object of affection Let X = {things about D that I like} Y = {things about D I don't like} X' = {things about C I like} Y' = {things about C I don't like} It's sufficiently hard to know what's in each of those sets. It’s even harder to know what's in their intersections and complements. I may be projecting traits or I may really want X,Y but is imagining X',Y'. I may be seeing an illusion of X',Y' so instead of X',Y' i'm seeing X'' = Projection(X) and Y'' = Projection(Y) Overall, there will probably be reasonable commonality between X, X' and Y, Y' Our preferences are largely shaped by genetic and environmental factors, hidden from immediate conscious perception. To comprehend the underlying mechanisms behind our various proclivities is a futile effort bound leading only to disappointment. A holistic assessment may be the only viable method in making these types of judgements, and even then there’s no chance of there being any clear certainty of its truth. Or enumerate all that couldn’t be before via: Object.defineProperty(D, 'X', {enumerable: true}).