“Shit gets weird when you talk about it” is right. I enjoy ..
Added 2023-12-19 06:19:11 +0000 UTC“Shit gets weird when you talk about it” is right.
I enjoy lives, genuinely I have fun when everyone is interactive. But to say I am tired is the most painful understatement in the world.
Content has got to become more lucrative, or I cannot justify the energy I put out. I have fun. Genuinely. But my life cannot afford a fun hobby rn. I am in a very delicate tight rope walk between being able to afford to continue to pay the internet bill that allows me to do this in the first place, or not.
This is in NO WAY a guilt trip to those who enjoy my lives and haven’t tipped. I’m only just realizing this. I caught this on accident when editing for content and it went on for a good long while after.
I really don’t want this to be weird. And I know everyone’s situation is different. I hate talking about this. But I figure being cringy is better than giving up what I have worked hard to build and rebuild and at one time did help me pay a few of my bills.
I would prefer no comments to be made on this post, and no one ever talks to me about this ever again kthx and just know I appreciate every supporter, comment, compliment, follow, whether you have ever paid me a cent. I really do. This is not directed at any handful of people or one person. I am also not undervaluing of everyone who HAS given. This is more an announcement to the world. Please don’t feel like you have to leave if a $2 tip makes or breaks you. This is just to say, if you have thought about contributing but are waiting till you have more money. Don’t. Literally every tiny bit counts. I don’t know what else to do apart from making the whole thing cost monthly. Which I really am trying to avoid doing.
