highcalpal

I’d like to post about something a little more personal and ..

Added 2023-01-04 07:35:51 +0000 UTC

I’d like to post about something a little more personal and give you guys a little update on where my gainer brain is at- As I’m sure a few of you have noticed, my partner hasn’t been appearing in any content the last several months. I’m not sure how things look for moving forward, as I don’t feel like my gaining and weight goals are accepted in this relationship. When we first met, he was “into” it, enjoyed being in videos with me, helping me eat big, but now it seems like anything related to gaining turns him off. I’m not sure if the added weight this year has made him realize I’m losing mobility and scared him off, but I feel like a stranger in our home. This has been especially difficult for me since it didn’t really start until moved in together, and since then it’s been driving a wedge between us. I know I haven’t been growing as fast as I have wanted to, and missing my own personal goals is not something I’m willing to keep experiencing. The one dominant urge I have in my life is to get as fat as I possibly can, with reckless abandon. If I can’t have that, I'm not living life on my terms. With that being said, I’m trying to dive back into gaining and content creation 100%, and just letting the rest of my life take course. Not sure what collaborations will look like, but it’s something I plan on trying to explore more of. This is the one thing about me that I will never be able to stifle, change or stuff down. I’m destined to be 600, then 700lbs. I just hope that I’m able to figure out my place in life before I hit that size. I know moving when I hit that point would be damn near impossible. In the meantime, I’m open to hear any suggestions on affordable cities in the US that would be conducive for extreme size and gaining- in case a move becomes necessary in 2023. Thank you everyone for the continued encouragement and support, I can’t wait to continue to pile on weight and explore this further. Who knows, maybe 600 will happen this year after all.