

i’m a little disheartened. talent testing service lost my test samples from last week- means i probably won’t get to film tomorrow. im extremely broke currently after making payments for asu, and no other companies seem to be interested in booking me at all, no matter what i do or how hard i try. now i remember why i took a break from porn. i never feel good enough for this industry. no one remembers i exist or wants me on set. is it my fault? am i ugly? i have hair loss but i thought my body was okay. i’m not super skinny or have big boobs but i thought some companies would want me… who knows. anyway, just had to rant and i can’t do it on twitter lol. sorry y’all.