made the mistake of reading comments on my recent mainstream..
Added 2023-08-10 17:45:55 +0000 UTCmade the mistake of reading comments on my recent mainstream vids. i know i’m not very skinny and i’m a little awkward in my scenes, but i really hope there is a place for me in this industry. it scares me when i think i’m not attractive enough, and it’s even more scary when i go weeks without a professional booking, even in phoenix, where i live. it makes me so sad and it really de-motivates me from even creating content on here. so i’m sorry i haven’t been posting much, but with all that plus moving… i’ve generally just felt too ugly and burnt out for sex work the past few weeks. my apologies i guess, this shit has just made my mental health go down the toilet. i’ve been doing sex work for almost 5 years (!!!) and i thought i’d feel like i belong by now.
