Real shit post, again, so scroll along if you don't wanna re..
Added 2021-01-26 19:42:08 +0000 UTCReal shit post, again, so scroll along if you don't wanna read sad shit. Tldr: bf's grandmother passed.
Bf's grandmother did pass on Thursday, which is why I have been unresponsive and inactive. Bf flipped out on me and his dad the other night. Very unlike him. His older sister broke down in front of her husband, and if she isn't at her childhood home she feels out of control. Their grandmother was basically their mother growing up so it's been very painful. I've broken down and flipped shit multiple times myself.
Grandmother was diagnosed with Alzheimer's about 4 yrs ago. She didn't really get to know me, but she was still happy to see me whenever I was around and enjoyed talking to me. I've seen her gradually deteriorate since then, but in the last few months her health plummeted into the shithole. She stopped eating. She stopped initiating (nonsensical) conversations with me. She would tell us that she wanted to die. It's been sooo depressing. She was able to pass at home around 3 of her children, her husband, my boyfriend, as well as myself.
Thank you to everyone that has been understanding.
