Today’s been a hard on day🤪 my mind is so everywhere, is any..
Added 2021-01-06 22:20:05 +0000 UTCToday’s been a hard on day🤪 my mind is so everywhere, is anyone else’s mind like that too? Learning about my work ethic, making sacrifices, listening to my inner voice and trying to keep fear mentality out of my head. So wishy washy about what I want to do on here: some days I’m like mm yes, let me fuck myself for you all on here, other days I’m like mm I rather this be a nude art blog where I share insights about spiritual sexuality, sex health and nudes here/there. I guess bottom line from me as a creator on here: I am a gemini with many sides. I live a double life (1/2 of my life I keep closed lipped and the reason I cannot make certain videos for you on here) and I’m working on undoing some things from my past. I may be more willing to be full out on what I show sometimes and sometimes I may more closed off, but I appreciate the respect on people allowing me to choose what I want to show with my body and what I don’t want to show and when I choose to show myself. Current reality: still listening to my inner critic. People in the past had told me to work a certain way and do certain jobs that was not what I wanted to do, but they want me to do because of fucking “hustle culture”. People have told me to work these basic ass jobs because that’s where their level of confidence had been and not mine. It’s been a dream of mine for fucking ever to work as a nude artist posing for people to draw me, but I listened to someone else and disregarded that dream until now. Now I’m picking up myself from their insecurities and working on my worth. Working on getting my life together. This is all part of the story though. Writing a book ❤️ Working on manifesting my own place, so keep staying with me! U might see me fucking a dildo on here eventually because I been horny asf 🤣 But for now, I only have nudes mostly 🤓
