edit: pretend i didn't post a second rant about the ring thi..
Added 2023-10-25 23:24:41 +0000 UTCedit: pretend i didn't post a second rant about the ring thing... i typed it out before hand and scheduled it for later so i could go back & add pics, but i forgot & just retyped it ahah... ok, first off, i'm sorry my brain has been in useless racing thoughts mode during the day & horny mode at night... so please don't mind this period of even more diary entry-ish captions than usual. i'll try to start writing more at night 🫢 but it's not night rn, so for today's random thoughts... do you think it's possible to thrive in all areas of life??? like: mentally, physically, financially, romantically, etc? or is like a someone drew names from a hat and we just get random things... or no things situation? i'm starting to think it might be against the rules of the universe. or is it just against the rules of some people's universes...? lol idk if this makes sense. i'm good btw. this sounds kinda pessimistic, but i'm really just wondering. is life togetherness an unrealistic goal? (and i don't mean life being perfect when i say togetherness... i mean functional) another thing that's on my mind, is whether or not i should buy myself a pretty engagement ring??? what level of weird is that?? do i care if others find it weird?? i don't wanna wait for a hypothetical man to buy one for me... (not talking about for ring finger btw. i just want some diamond in my life). so much to think about. lol it's crazy that this is how i spend my time and mental energy, when i have so much to do
