just some reflection on me as a kinky person and content cre..
Added 2023-02-16 17:36:54 +0000 UTCjust some reflection on me as a kinky person and content creator! i’m realizing it’s very easy for me to get swept up in the “work work work! there’s always something to do! i need to stay on top of everything all the time or i’m a failure!” mindset that is, quite frankly, the worst mindset for my ongoing mental health. i started doing OF bc a) i had literally thousands of v hot nudes i had taken for fun just hanging out on my phone b) i’m a very open, kinky, nonjudgmental person who’s fascinated by my own and other people’s fetishes and kinks (the weirder, the cooler!) c) i was already a 🍬baby and felt very at home within the sex working industry. embodying controversy and living a provocative existence is such a constant turn on for me🥵 d) my body and mind simply can’t handle a traditional job! i have syncope, which means i can’t stand up or do cardio for long periods of time without getting dizzy/fainting, and waking up early literally makes me nauseous (i missed 43 days of high school senior year😅). add on to that my chronic stomach pains and knee problems, i’m an employer’s worst nightmare who only thrives when horizontal. i love running this page so. much. i’ve met the most amazing people and i’ve made some incredibly hot art. and as im writing this, i realize it sounds like i’m saying i’m done or something lol but no!! i’m just getting sentimental and trying to remind myself that i don’t need to compare my work ethic to that of other creators- i’m doing the best i can do while also maintaining my sanity, social life, and overall health. so many working people don’t have the time or resources to do that, so i’m very lucky and need to keep that in my mind always. and i love you all for allowing me to do that and seriously working me into a frenzy of horniness every damn day. you’re my faves🥰
