if you can’t handle me at my manic breakdown then you don’t ..
Added 2020-09-22 15:02:46 +0000 UTCif you can’t handle me at my manic breakdown then you don’t deserve me at my put-together cosplay 🧡💖 first and third pic are with my OnlyFan lol, second pic is from last month when shit was really rough for me. i’m feeling better now overall, every day is different, but everything in life is cyclical: emotions or success or opinions, it’s all an aggregate of enantiodromias. we just have to deal with it. shit happens and life goes on. as a collective i think we might be dealing with somewhat of a grief cycle, with this pandemic. denial, anger, bargaining, sadness, acceptance... maybe those stages are not in order for everyone but imo we all deal with it and reconcile as best we can. anyway, have a sweet day, hope yours is better than mine 💕
also i got a bunch of new cute outfits so expect to see those in my next posts, hopefully it‘ll bring this page some levity and offset the melancholy content. i wish i could be like some people and just plow through the shitty parts of life and pretend that i’m 100% happy all the time, but my brain unfortunately doesn’t work that way. 😡 i’m a human too, same as you guys, with a life and feelings outside of my internet presence. i oscillate between wanting to be real and vulnerable on here, and wanting to just embrace the e-thot persona and go all out into the simulation 🤪 i’m kind of going half and half, idk what i’m doing, i never have a marketing plan or whatever i’m just out here vibing 🧬
