every year around my birthday my family’s favorite thing to ..
Added 2020-10-23 18:13:56 +0000 UTCevery year around my birthday my family’s favorite thing to do is chastise me for not being married with a bunch of kids; in russia, anyone in their 20s who is unmarried, is considered an old maid. it’s a very antiquated and pressuring way of thinking and i hate it.
i feel like many girls who do onlyfans are like 18,19 and do extremely well because of the desire for youth/s/babygirls. i mean that’s a whole ass essay for another time, but i had someone recently unsubscribe from me because in his own words “ew i thought you were like 19” ....uhhh dude i graduated college and have posts about holding down a career prior to this/losing my job due to covid. now i have no job, i am very lost, i’m not a little naive college girl so if that’s your vibe you also are welcome to unsubscribe. it also really lowkey made me mad that this was the reason for an unsubscription - like i get it if you don’t like my content, it’s def not for everyone, but to discriminate based on age imo is gross. girls can be smoking hot at 21 or 41 🤷♀️ i mean have you SEEN J.Lo??
if i’m not as active today, it’s cause i’m feeling overwhelmingly weak and defeated, primarily from the annoying ass family pressure to get married and procreate. it’s like.... maybe that’s not my path! maybe it could be in the future but right now that’s not an option. also i just like being alone, i’m literally the most extreme introvert i know and very shy and awkward in my daily life.
anyway here’s my boobs in my tesla which i bought myself, that i can look at whenever i’m feeling like i squandered my life and talent and feeling unaccomplished or worthless. i’m eating a ton of candy corn 🤍🧡💛
