if you’ve been following me for a sec on my socials, you’ve ..

if you’ve been following me for a sec on my socials, you’ve maybe noticed that i stopped advertising my onlyfans lately, and i’ve significantly cut down in the past month.

(this gets explained in the video in this post, but i’m gonna write something too cause watching me talk and rant for 7 minutes is a lot 😂)

i’m just like... it’s exhausting. the job of a content creator rn isn’t just creating the content but also promoting/advertising it, a thing that sounds easy but is a complex and very time consuming task of researching, algorithm metering (i don’t give a shit about the algorithm, i just post whenever, but it is real and there are times/days that posts do better), marketing strategy, and hours and hours of staring at the phone screen. i’m happy that these methods are effective but i’m tired of being my own manager. i deserve rest and peace of mind.

when i was hustling the most, my phone time was like 12hrs daily. it was effective and got me a lot of subscribers, but maintaining the hustle is extremely tiring and i am burnt out. my eyes and thumbs felt like they were gonna fall off. and many subscribers are tourists who just sub for like a month, which is totally cool and nothing wrong with that, but this means that i had to advertise daily, and a lot, to maintain high subscriber numbers. since stopping my intense marketing, i’ve def seen a decline in my subs, and it always sucks to lose business. it for sure was hard on my ego at first, but then i got used to it. life is a series of failures and successes, and no matter what i’m proud of myself for even doing this. fr lol it’s like breaking an addiction. the dopamine spikes from the attention are real, but to me imo it’s not worth the exhaustion and burnout of the advertising.

the people who have already found my page, thank you, i am thankful for you 💋 i’m lucky and my subs are cool!!! y’all are horny and awesome lol, my kind of people. thank u for also respecting me as a human. when i first started this i didn’t post every day, and i only had a few subs, and i still thought i was ballin’ 😂 i was like fuck yeah onlyfans! this is the attitude i’m gonna keep, instead of being a little bitch that i’m plateauing or getting less people here. what i’ve realized also is that i don’t need a shitload of ppl looking at my intimate life, i’ve been feeling very protective of myself and of who has access to me. there’s still a lot of trauma i’m processing, and more shit happened this year that kind of made me want to dim my light, so i’m just like fuck it all. maybe in the future this will change and i will want to start advertising again, but this holiday season i’m just chillin, and if ur here then you’re invited to chill w me. 😎

stopping the heavy promoting of my OF on other sites doesn’t mean that i’m gonna stop posting here, actually it’s probably the opposite: now i can direct more energy to creating cool shit and quality content for here, for y’all’s eyes only.

thanks again, i hope everyone has a horny 11/11, enjoy these thirsty pics 🥵

PS. like this post if u like this look and want me to post more pics from this series tomorrow🌪👠😇