I may have small boobs but my heart is big and my existentia..
Added 2021-09-14 13:25:50 +0000 UTCI may have small boobs but my heart is big and my existential pain is even bigger 😍 💗💗
As is shown in the last pic, I have to wear a hand brace now like 75% of the time cause of my hand injury and carpal tunnel. Sometimes I wear them on both hands. (Cue the “haha you got carpal tunnel from masturbating” jokes) 😮💨😵💫 btw you can see my daily appearance in the last pic vs what I look like with makeup and my full “look” on - I might do a side by side comparison video of my pallid insomnia looking ass vs my put together pretty self, so just know that every time you guys request a video or I make content it takes effort, time, and energy to get ready. I’ve said it time and time again but doing this is much more work than it looks. Maybe I should not talk about that tho cause a good magician … keeps her horny secrets 🤫
I try my best to do the maximum I can with the limits I have, my right hand is totally fucked so I type, scroll, and operate my tech very slowly. My left hand is mostly fine and I am exploring speech to text/dictation options. I’ve cut down my internet / phone time from 10-12hrs a day to 4-5hrs a day.
💗I’m of course still making content, but if you’re wondering why I’m making a bit less than usual, this is why.💘
Thanks for being understanding and supportive during my lil quasi sabbatical. Life is full of trauma and pain.
If any of you have similar issues I would appreciate advice. I put my hands on ice and take painkillers but sometimes that’s not enough. I have a rheumatologist appointment in a few weeks but I wanna have healthy body mechanics till then too. Idk????? Literally idk, wtf why is this even happening, so lame.
………..Okay, be hypnotically mesmerized by my a cups now 👀
