🌹💕 Long Cyberhorny video, pictures of my tits lest you forge..

🌹💕 Long Cyberhorny video, pictures of my tits lest you forget how hot I can be, and pictures of stuff that I posted a year+ back when I first started my OF. I recorded my quarantine Tesla album and put the footage on OF (my pinned post Hentai and Crack is the result of this). I’m grateful for those of you here who appreciate the dovetailing of my art and porn in earnest 🌹

A message that needs to be heard btw: artists — if you only make one work or gig once a year, you still legit to me. Fuck this capitalist hustle and grind culture, this system needs to die and collapse or else a livable future for humanity is not possible.

My favorite place to lurk, the r/antiwork subreddit haha illustrates these points so well. What’s happening between employers and workers is incredibly fucked up, the wage disparity and income distribution of the US is pathetic and laughable, and (understatement of the century) people are having a hard time living. The few people in power in this world, beyond the bourgeoisie class even, have their head so far up their ass they can’t see or just sociopathically refuse to acknowledge that this is another existential risk to the planet. There really should be a proletariat revolution in a perfect world, but the flaw currently is there no central figure to lead one, whatever movement there may be is decentralized and has many divergent views that argue with one other.

Capitalism does its job really fucking well in keeping people who can unionize/organize/revolutionize unable to do so. Even in the 2020 protests there were so many different factions that it didn’t seem like a coherently unified whole. One would think that internet would be amazing for connecting people, but I think (hopefully I am proven wrong about this) in terms of organizing it’s actually very disorganized. We will see if, once the boomer generation goes, things will change.

What radicalized me? I’ve asked myself this question a lot, where my views came from and how they evolve to be more nuanced over time. My high school AP world history / AP us history / AP government teacher was this boomer, maybe even older, who was really actually an amazing educator and definitely deserved more credit and pay, kind of broke it open for me when he said capitalism is money-ism. That’s all it is. There’s no humanity in it. It is simply the pursuit of money, a system designed to perpetuate greed and lust and doing anything under the sun to attain more of it, doesn’t matter if it’s ethical as long as you make money. We read a lot of those Sinclair/Orwell/Huxley books in those classes, I was introduced to Freud and Jung in AP psych as well, and though I forget in detail, the concepts still stick with me. It’s crazy, I always did really well in school, I had above a 4.0gpa, and I also carried a deep cynicism for the educational system with the feeling that in this capitalist society my good grades were pointless cause I didn’t grow up with rich supportive parents or any invisible advantages. I was right, I’m doing porn to pay off my massive student loans 🙃

This platform isn’t making me wealthy but it allows me to live my life in an easier way than a 9-5 (I’ve just expressed this in a previous post) and as much shit as people want to talk about having an OnlyFans, it’s truly amazing to me to be able to work from home and make a small living doing something I enjoy and also talking about shit like cybersex and Carl Jung while being dressed cute and slutty.

Carl Jung’s concept of enantiodromia is when certain things revert to their opposites over time, like a matriarchal society turning into patriarchal one and then back, or like me posting a lot of creative stuff that primarily makes me happy, and then porn that satiates the male gaze and panders to my viewers, and then a lot of creative stuff to center myself again. Now I am kind of doing both and it’s a delicate balance but one I consider pretty natural to me.

Also, there is a pair of stockings that I love which I have been missing one of the stockings from for a few weeks, and my cat just dragged the missing half from her hiding/stashing spot. I cackled lol moments like this make my days bearable.

Btw I am not ignoring any messages — I am feeling rather intense burnout as I am online 12+ hours a day most days, these past few weeks were really tough and I meant to take a break a lot earlier, and I’m taking a semi-break of sorts. I’d rather log on fewer times a day and have clearer conversations and better mental health, than arbitrarily bang out a response “just because I have to”. I will get to you, I’m only a human lol I have a life outside of this although sometimes it may not seem like it because OF can be consuming. I will prioritize messages about customs and if there are any requests I will do those soon 💗

Messages with tips get pinned to the top of my inbox so I usually read those first, but I do respond to everything even if it takes my adhd ass a while. Sometimes the “how are you” “how is your day” ones are kind of like …… tbh I don’t really know what to say cause I don’t wanna lie and say my day was good when it has been sucking ass haha