❤️ Okayyyyyyyy so ima vent. If you aren’t interested, you ma..

❤️ Okayyyyyyyy so ima vent. If you aren’t interested, you may skip!! I’m a lil tipsy and it’s late and in my feelings- you know how it goes. Well, I’ve been dealing with what feels like a lot lately. The first thing that started this lil snowball was giving my foster cats back to the shelter to be adopted. That was so much harder on me than I had expected and I am almost embarrassed to admit, I’ve been to the shelter twice since then to visit momma Rizzo and look for the babies and I end up crying every time. I am considering adopting momma because I feel such a strong attachment to her. Second, really just school is consuming my life and I feel guilty not being able to put my all into my work here on OnlyFans and MFC. I’ve been able to put my all into my slut work since the beginning so it just feels strange to take a step back even if it’s a small one. Third, this is super personal but like whatever, I like sharing myself with you guys, it helps me be completely open and feel connected to everyone. Not only has my family, but multiple subscribers of mine have commented on my weight lately and wow, it is affecting me. Comments about my appearance have never affected me the way these comments have been lately and I think that’s because they are all directed about my weight. I have felt an unhealthy relationship with food developing which is a scary thing for me so I’m trying to balance being happy with my body, trying to stay healthy but also dealing with outsiders comments on my *slight ✨weight gain✨. Please be mindful, I just wanna say, that I AM A PERSON and the mean comments and passive aggressive jabs hurt..keep that in mind. But lastly, I recently had a sudden death in my very close family.. I don’t think I’ve experienced a death so close to me and so sudden. This has only happened a few days ago so it’s still very fresh and so I will be at home with my family for a few days coming up but I do have a few posts scheduled so I will still be checking in here. But I just really wanted to share my hardships with you guys bc this is such a massive part of my life and I care for all of you. I’m going through a lot but I wanna appreciate all of you for supporting me and being there for me. Thank you for sticking around. It means more than you realize 💕