Added 2023-10-27 13:31:39 +0000 UTC
Hi loves, I want to apologize for being away. I think its time to talk about why. I have really been struggling lately. I love the content I make here and I love meeting and talking to all of you but my real life has been very difficult. Something I never really talk about is my personal life not because I'm being sneaky or because I don't want you all to know but because my personal life is a really sore subject for me. I work a day job along with doing this work and it can be alot at times. I started doing fansly as a way to earn extra income because I am currently stuck in a relationship I really dont want to be in anymore. I could tell you all the dirty details but all you need to know is i feel very alone and he does not treat me well. I can't leave because I care for my little sister and I don't make enough to provide for her and myself on my own. I have been saving my fansly money so that I could one day soon be able to get out of this relationship I'm treated so poorly in. Two weeks ago I had to spend every single penny I had saved on my sisters car. She wouldn't have been able to get to and from work and school with out it. This was honestly devastating to me. I didn't have alot saved but that was really the first bit of money that I had had to myself in a very long time. I know this is a long post and alot of you probably won't even read this, but if you made it this far please be patient. I am trying to get back to content creation. I have just struggled after losing the hope I had of leaving this place any time soon. Life is hard for all of us, we aren't alone in our struggles. Things will get better we just have to believe. And that's what I am trying to do. Love, andi
