Every now and then I get messages like this. In case someone..

Every now and then I get messages like this. In case someone else feels this way, here’s my explanation. Please read and like it when you’re finished ❤️ This page is my job, my business. I love this job, but it also takes 12+ hours of my day EVERY day. The last time I took a day off, I was literally in the hospital. That was almost 9 months ago. I can’t take a 2 week vacation like so many “normal” employees”, because I would lose subscribers. I COULD employ a social media manager, like some girls with large pages- someone who advertises, posts, and even interacts with you all “as” me, but I choose not to because it feels like a deception to those of you who came here because you want to interact with ME. The bottom line, though, is that I’ve made a lot of choices in my management. Some good, some less so. At times I’ve taken on too much and let people down, other times I’ve undervalued my own hard work and given too much of myself for too little. By doing away with PPV and putting all my videos on my wall, I’ve hurt myself in some ways, because now I get people who subscribe for 3$ (of which I keep just 2.50$) and just lurk, watch all my videos, and don’t resubscribe for the full price the next month. To combat that, I’ve had to start releasing some videos JUST to the resub-on list, to encourage people not to lurk and freeload. If you’re annoyed that I keep messaging you offering freebies in return for you turning your rebill on, it’s simply because you’re undervaluing my time, my energy, and the work I’ve put into this page. PLENTY of you understand why I rely on those of you on my rebill list, and every time I post something like this I get lovely people in my DMs telling me I don’t need to apologize or explain myself for how I run my page. I love those messages, because they make me feel appreciated and understood. There are lots of reasons why someone doesn’t turn their rebill on - I don’t judge you for that. Maybe the content isn’t for you, maybe you can’t afford it, maybe you have other financial priorities and will come back another month- but what I will never respect are people who clearly don’t value 30 days of my work, at 12h a day, at more than $3.10- and who dare to get upset at me for wanting more, for trying to promote myself on my own fan page, and for engaging with my less active subscribers. So no, Brandon, I will not “chill the f out” about this. If you want free exclusive content, daily sexting, and loads of free engagement and interaction, on top of all the other content on my page, turn your rebill on. If you don’t want to get reminded or encouraged to turn your rebill on every day with various offers and deals, then turn it on! But if you’re fine with those messages, and with receiving less free stuff, no one is making you turn it on- but don’t give me shit for urging you to do the thing that keeps my page successful ❤️ As always, thank you and I appreciate you all 💕💕💕