Going to relax today! 🏖 🚤 Can’t wait for this evening. I’m ..

Going to relax today! 🏖 🚤 Can’t wait for this evening. I’m in central time. It will be closer to 10-1130p most likely! Just me feeling good in my skin and finding my place in the world again…with just one adult to consider when making decisions. Life is new. It is changing. I’m excited. My future is so bright 🌟 I’m hoping you all are looking forward to my new life’s path and journey and watch me learn myself again. This is going to be so much fun! I want to be a very open person and sex is a topic I need to be more connected with in a different way. I’m ready to experience even more in life and I am so blessed and thankful for this opportunity. That said- be patient with me too. I’m practically grieving the loss of “my person” and the one who got all my time and effort and mind space for over a decade. Every day is better and seeing him for all he is now- I’m pretty much just like “he’s dead to me” I can’t believe I put up with so much and let that man make me feel so damn small. I have degrees. Always find ways to save us if we need money- I’ll make a way. I submitted to literally ALL his fantasy requests and every version of wife and woman he asked for. I did it all I tried. I am a great wife and I’ve got two wonderful girls because I am a wonderful and intentional parent and mother. I have a good job- I work on myself mentally AND physically I keep myself looking nice for me- and he was able to benefit- but he rarely kissed me y’all. Not just PDA. But in private too. I was a sec toy and just collected and played with when he wanted. However I deserve somebody who WANTS to make me happy and keep me happy. Not just make me happy- get me- and use me practically. I mean there were times I’m sure he was in it- but I just feel like he gave up and I was fighting a wall because he was just waiting around for me to quit, and now it’s all my fault. Typical textbook, IYKYK. Surprise- now he’s perfect and being and doing things I’ve asked for for years. He can now change and use me as the target of his reasoning for everything. But I’m reality- the people really know what’s been going on. So just know I appreciate all of you who have and continue to support me! And I can’t wait to use some of my new feee time on YALLLLLL! 😘 Sorry for the storybook 😂