Hard for me to do anything these days…I’m so depressed and I..
Added 2022-10-10 20:28:54 +0000 UTCHard for me to do anything these days…I’m so depressed and I just don’t have the motivation to post anything anymore :,(( I haven’t posted a photo set in ages, mostly because the last one did so poorly, and it just seems nobody is interested in any content I put out and all people want is bondage which nobody seems to understand that I am UNABLE to do that solo because the ONLY person who can help me with bondage stuff is my photographer who lives 30 minutes away from me and I can barely get out of the freaking house to go to his place with my super busy schedule…can’t even afford to buy any new cosplays. I’ve lost so much money and I don’t know how to create new content to earn any and I just don’t have the motivation to do anything anymore…if I post something nobody will buy it, and what everyone wants is stuff that I can’t do on my own…I don’t know how to keep this running anymore…I am in need of money but I just don’t think there is anything I can do…I am in college full time and work on the side, haven’t been getting a lot of hours I need, when I am not at school I am at work and I just come home tired and I just can’t get up to do anything…it has been really hard…I just feel like I am a failure at this…what is the point in having this anymore? Excuse this rant I just…I don’t know what to do anymore…
