

After working extremely hard on Tiktok for the last 8 months, my account was permanently deleted this morning without warning. I had reached nearly 100,000 followers as of early this morning. I had not received any violations and I made sure to follow all of their guidelines. As most of you that message me regularly know, I work very, very hard. Since I started this site I've taken only 2 full days off (yes I work Saturdays and Sundays). I worked through Christmas, New Years, my birthday and work from 7 am or 8 am till around midnight or 1 am every single day. The past two weeks I started to wake up at 4:30 am to put in a few extra hours so that I could work ahead on my videos as I have friends that I haven't seen in 2 years visiting me today from Texas and staying with me for a week. While they are with me I am supposed to be helping them with their film project and planned to spend the entire week acting, filming, and assisting them with whatever they need help with. In order to make sure I was ahead with all of my own work I decided to wake up extra early so that I would have enough content for while they are with me. So essentially all of that was for nothing as now not only is my account deleted but also all the extra videos I made are gone. Hours and hours and hours of work. I am feeling very devastated right now and just wanted to give everyone a heads up that I will be processing this for the next few days so please give me some time to get back to my messages. As most of you know I normally respond to all of my messages everyday (I spend 4-8 hours a day on messages) but right now I need to somehow get myself together to be prepared to have people staying with me for a week and to be ready to act in their film when all I feel like doing right now is running far, far away and being away from all technology. I WILL still be posting regularly, that won't change. I just need a few days to process and get back on track. For the past several years I have worked so very hard on social media and what I've come to learn is that you essentially are at the mercy of the algorithm gods. They don't care how hard you work. This is why work like this and social media in general is not sustainable long term and why I've also been pursuing my other goals and projects as well. I just wanted to give you all an update as it's a very difficult time for me and I hope you can bear with me and understand. 😞 Thank you all for being here. Your support means so much and I hope you have a beautiful weekend. (Also, if you haven't messaged me before and would like to say hi, please do and I'll respond soon)