







As sex worker one of the things I have enjoyed so much is living out my sexual fantasies through collaboration. In my earlier porn days I was part of a swinging community and it was so rewarding to be able to mix friendship, sex and commerce together as we made fantastic amateur porn as a group of like-minded couples. We lived out our sexual fantasies together. This is something I’ve missed so much as I’ve made my porn comeback all alone in 2020. I really picked a doozy of a challenging time to get back into something so pleasurably synergistic as adult entertainment. On the upside it has allowed me the time to get comfortable being on camera again— recording myself naked as I touch myself, documenting my multiple orgasms, and even squirting for the first time on video. I feel that I’m prepared to collaborate once again! Add people to the mix! Now, I have done a lot of stuff in my porn life. You’d think I wouldn’t have any sexual fantasies left to live out. Well, you’d be wrong. When I was younger I thought that would be the case too. Especially given that I have had sex in all sort of locations with hundreds (if not more) people, in all sorts of combinations and permutations. But no, I still have a strong sense of desire and curiosity. What makes this possible I think is just that— my curiosity about sex in general and specifically about my own erotic mind. Tomorrow I will share what I’m curious about right now at age 49 and 10-months since I last had partnered sex.