It hits different when the Dr tells you that you can't have ..
Added 2023-01-21 01:56:33 +0000 UTCIt hits different when the Dr tells you that you can't have any ch!ldren. I took the doula and midwife courses, so on some level I always knew. I've lost one too many to think it could happen. Hearing it though, when you're on the examine table while a man is shoving your organs back in place from the outside, hits a little different. I have been 100% MIA the last two days, and I will probably be that way for the next week. I know that I have requests and I know I am behind on those. I am slowly working through the list. Please keep in mind that making certain videos is extremely painful for me right now. I cannot produce content at 48 hours turn around right now like usual. Please be patient with me. I'm doing my best ❤️ I will be out of work for two weeks and during that time I won't be able to film either, so I am going to do my best to get caught up before surgery. I am updating my wishlist to things I may need during that time ❤️ I will also be posting adopt a bill to help me stay afloat during this time. Yesterday was the fourth test in 30 days, and like the last 3 the pain was horrible. Mentally and physically. So, if you need me I'll be hiding outside, far away from noises and people for the next few days.
