While in Los Angeles, I did dabble in mainstream when the in..
Added 2021-08-28 18:51:45 +0000 UTCWhile in Los Angeles, I did dabble in mainstream when the industry shut down right after I moved there. There was an HIV outbreak in 2004 and things were up in the air for some time. This is one of my headshots. I did several auditions and ended up working on a Playboy TV series as a day player and several late night series. You may have seen some of them. They are in my IMDB page(link is on my bio page I think(it's on the right for me, not sure how you see it on your end). My IMDB profile: https://www.imdb.com/name/nm1651332/ I also went to some mainstream parties, met A-list celebs, and basically told them all to go FUCK OFF. I went back to doing porn where I was treated much better. In mainstream, it's like there is there are the desperate and the predators. I didn't fit either category and I sure as hell wasn't going to hang out with people who's energy felt like literal death, like the energy of people who had harmed me in the past. I ejected. Fuck all that manipulation BS anyway. BLECH! The industry got back to business but there were this constant argument over condoms and if they were helpful or not in preventing disease(kinda like the mask debate, meh!) Anyway, I ended up doing less scenes with men because I was told it killed the fantasy. I was like, not for me, have you seen that male performer! WHEW! You know what? I have a diary I kept from when I 1st entered into the industry and I've been meaning to turn it into a book or something. I think I ought to get started on that and make it an audio book too. If you would be interested please like this post and comment with things you would like to know so I can include them. :-)
