Sharing things that I don’t like- outtakes. This sounds ridi..
Added 2020-06-27 12:25:55 +0000 UTCSharing things that I don’t like- outtakes. This sounds ridiculous but I feel like I am at war with myself right now. I’m so torn between being so proud of myself, so happy about where I am in terms of my confidence and appreciation for my body.. a few months ago I hated so many parts of me that I now love... that.. and complete hatred for new insecurities that have taken their place.
They don’t lie when they say it is vulnerable and dangerous to have an online presence based around your physical appearance. I’ve never criticised myself how I do now. I never felt the need to. I always felt like I looked ‘good enough’ but now I feel like I need to change things about myself that simply cannot be changed. I wish I could convey how scary and tiring it can feel without sounding like a crazy person.
My saving grace is that the people who are in here are so beautiful and kind, thank you for supporting me ❤️ I appreciate that so many of you interact meaningfully with me. You share your stories, your struggles and your successes with me. I appreciate that I am not just a faceless, content machine. You keep me feeling human and enjoying this journey!
I leave you with the opening words of the dickhead of the day, because you might like to update your greetings arsenal 😜:
‘Hey Cunt, are you owned?’
